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Clara's P. O . V

Cheer up Clara, i consoled myself. just then the cook brought my food up to my room. I wonder why. 

" actually, its better you eat here, you can't eat alone ", 

" but sir Ryan, is he not eating. 

" no, it seems he lost his appetite.

" aarrgh, ok. She walked out and I ate only the meat, I suddenly lost my own appetite too. Sir Ryan is on drugs, I wonder why he isn't eating. I covered my food and looked out my little window but it seems he's room is locked. He's playing the piano again, that sound makes me happy. I ran out of my room and got to to stairs. I hope he doesn't catch me. I Snuck up the stairs and sat on his door, listening to him sing makes me glad. I hope he's not seeing my shadow, I might as well sleep here. Listening to this song makes me remember the first day I met him. I can't believe I insulted him that much. Just then he opened the door and looked at me. What to do, I just looked up to him with a teary face. He looked around for a while then he opened the door wide. l

" won't you, come in", he said. I looked at him then I bowed and walked into the room slowly, my sweater is to long it covered my hands fully, I sat on his bed and he sat facing his piano table.

 " why where you crying, he asked me. I picked my pen and tried writing but he said

" talk, you are free to talk to me, he said. I flipped my hair backward, actually I prefer not talking to you, that way, maybe, I will stop liking you

. " actually sir, i was crying because of the matters of the heart ". I said 

" oh, did your boyfriend dump you", he asked.

 "Well, the thing is

" you shouldn't cry about that, you are pretty you are just dirty. What dirty, hey did he just call me dirty. 

" actually sir.

 " if a man played with your heart, maybe the fault is from you, its time to give that person reasons to regret leaving you, be a woman, be lady like, dress well, act proper, that way, you will get any mans attention and even the one who left, he will be begging to come back. He said. If I do all this, will you be one of the men that will love me, will you see me, i Want to do all that but its a little hard. I dont know how to.

 " sir, you are right. I said

" so I will cheer u up, only because you helped me today at the meeting, so listen carefully Clara. I smiled and looked at him as he pressed the key

" this song is dedicated to you miss clumsy ", he said and smiled at little, my cute angel. Ryan congrats, you are just making it hard for me to stop loving you, maybe you being cold to me will be better. Just then he started singing, he played a steady and wonderful tune, his voice Is amazing. 

 " don't cry, my angel , 

you are my smile, don't cry

. If you cry, my sunshine,

 my day will start with rain. 

If you cry, my heart beat, 

my life will start in pain.

So don't cry, my angel, 

 you are my breath, 

 don't cry Don't cry, 

miss clumsy, get up and make them cry. 

So don't cry... He smiled at me and played the last key.

 " you see, don't cry, miss clumsy ", he said. 

" yes sir, I won't cry anymore. He stood up from the table and picked his phone. He started coughing again, did he take drugs without eating.

 " uhm sir, are you hungry.

 " no, I have no appetite. 

" oh, but what's your best dish.

 " oh chicken soup, why?

 " oh nothing, am just asking, I replied. I stood up and bowed then I rushed out of the room.

Ryan's P. O. V

Miss clumsy just reminded me of my mom, back when I still lived with her, back when she loved me more than she loved money. Any time I didn't want to eat she will just go inside and cook my favorite. I miss her sometimes, did Tony break up with Clara, did he find out about her care free life style. Oh no Ryan stop, just because she was reading a book doesn't mean she leading that kind of life. Stop, stop. Already. I wonder what happened, was it her style.

Clara's P. O. V

Thanks to this fast heat am almost done cooking, I cant believe am sweating heavily. Sir Ryan i am making your favorite because i want you to eat. Soon I was done, rushed into his room with the tray in my hands then I dropped it on the bed. He sat up and looked at me for a while. He formed sleeping. What, I can't believe he throw tantrums like a child. 

" sir, eat ", i said

 " aarrgh, I have no appetite he said and fell to his white pillow

 ". What" how can this guy be so childish. I tried touching him but I controlled my hands

 " actually sir, u need to eat because you took drugs. He looked at me and fell to his pillow again.

" no, no way, I don't have appetite , infact go, go already. He said with a very childish face. This guy deserves some spanking I didn't even know when i hit him

" hey, eat this quickly, hurry, do you know what it took me to cook this food, argh, eat already. 

", I yanked at him. He kept looking at me in shock with his face on his pillow. Omg am dead did I just hit Ryan, then I shouted at him. He looked at me for a while and sat up. 

" fine but only 4 spoons ", he said and I nodded. Sir Ryan totally changed towards me, am happy. He took the plate and selected out all the chicken leaving the water for me. But I added some health leaves to the water. I instantly picked the little cup and took the soup water which I poured into his plate. He changed his face

" hey!!!. Shhhhhhh, eat sir, it's not good to take drugs without food. Finally he was Done, i gave him water. i feel happy, i can sleep now. He lay on his bed, not even thank you, what a proud guy. I stood up and walked out. I was walking with the plate when I got a text in my phone from him

 " thank you

 ". What!!, was he too proud to say thank you to my face. I turned and he already covered his body and closed his eye, Anna's Ryan, what if I could just sleep Beside you, will... I die. I looked at him for a while then I walked out. I returned the plate and ran into my room. Am so happy, today, I spoke to Ryan, I touched Ryan, I cooked for Ryan, Ryan sang for me, he doesn't hate me anymore, he grew to accept me. Even if he doesn't see me as an ordinary friend, he sees me as human. he knows my name, he talks to me, that's enough for me. I don't want more, I just don't want to loose these ones, if i do I might not survive it. I fell to my sleep, I need to wake up early . I can't get sir Ryan angry, I wonder what to wear?.

�Next morning

Tony's P. O. V

It's indeed early, I will forget to make this call of I don't make it now. I met a girl who made me laugh everyday, that Clara David, i like being near her. But she is gone and I forgot to call her, what kind of friend am I. I really hopped to start something with Clara, I wanted my natural likeness for her to bloom into something romantic because after Many blind dates she was the only one that made meaning. That clumsy girl, clumsy or dirty I like her that way, my days have been boring without encountering her and crazy family. They are really fun. I kept calling till she picked, I hope I didn't wake her from sleep.

" hey, are you asleep. 

" I don't know who you are, But, thank you for waking me up I forgot to set my alarm, thank you. She dropped the call. Omg this is the funniest call I ever made, I can't stop laughing. I called her back again. 

" uhm, miss Clara, it's Tony. 

" oh really, sorry sorry, I was sleep taking.

" omg, missed you, how are you

" oh am fine, how is work. 

" it gets harder, I don't know where they sell good food. 

" aigooo, why don't you go to the fat woman, if she's smiling her food will be nice but if she is frowning her food will be peppering 

. " really, what about the slim woman". I can't believe I am asking useless questions just to make her talk, this girl always makes my day. 

" the slim woman, who's money bag is inside her bra? This made me laugh, I can't even stop laughing. 

" really, I asked her. 

"yea But don't go there when her husband is around if you do, they will start fighting and pour your food away.

 " really, I won't eat anymore. 

" no you can go to my Aunty's shop, In fact if you tell her that you are my boyfriend she will always treat you for free

" really, I must go there tomorrow, thanks. 

" no problem but, every money you didn't pay you will send it to my account ", she said. 

" sure madam ", I replied her 

" I better go sir, we are leaving early and sir Ryan is always grumpy. 

" really, is he mean to you. 

" yes, a lot, he's mean. 

" sorry, that's his nature

." yes, I still like him that way, I can surely manage. 

"Oh, bye. But just buy him sweets, he likes sweets, but he hates buying them.

 " yeeeeee, sabunim. (Yes sir ). She replied in Korea. I can't believe she replied in Korea, her Korea is not that bad anyway. I dropped the call and rushed into my shower.

Clara's P. O. V

Omg thank God Tony called. First i split my hair into four and rushed into the shower. I rushed out and started round sacking my bag until I found a gown. I wore it, it's really short I instantly picked my skin tight jean and wore It under the gown, better now. I carried my bag on my head and rushed out, am so glad am early. It's 4:00 seems sir Ryan is not awake yet so I lay on the chair resting.

Anna's P. O. V

I promised Tony that being with Ryan was just for formalities, it's not my fault that i fell in love with him Ryan was just different, I planned to just stay with him for the few days and then leave and tell my dad that I loved Tony. But he stole my heart, he Cares so much that he even made his assistant think he was in love with her. Sometimes he acts just like a kid but u can only see that side of him if he gets used to you if he accepts you. His coldness is what he presents first, though he doesn't talk unless it's important, he still cared for me. I fell hard first and I dragged him into falling for me. I realized the reason for his coldness, lack of love, attention, care, he's parents never gave him that. So I showered him with my all, with all I had, i showered with love and care. When he got used to accepting me, i enjoyed him more, our love got strong, our nights filled with ecstasy. I forgot that Tony was still waiting for me. Ryan forgot that Daniela was still waiting, later he opened up to Daniela but I could not face Tony cos I committed a crime, i slept with Ryan without breaking up with tony first, that was my mistake. I later met Tony, I told him to let me go now, he cried, we cried, we shouted at each other, we still made love to each other. What a confused state I was in, placed in a dilemma of two amazing guys. I left, i was in thought, in pain, i just cheated on Ryan the same way I cheated on Tony. I didn't see myself getting into an accident. But I still wanted to see both of them so much. Actually the name that kept me going was Ryan because I knew he will surely wait for me. That's just who is. Now every thing is ok, i have my Ryan back, I wish I can have Tony back as a friend too. And also that Clara I want to meet her too. I don't know why Tony is still so cold towards me, if he moved on then he should forgive me by now, or could Tony still be in love with me. I don't think so, But I know hurt Tony and Daniella too. My falling for Ryan was Tony's biggest nightmare.I sat quietly when Tony came into the room with a wheel chair . He slowly lifted me up and placed me in the chair with no words. He pushed me of the room and he carried me into his car. Am so happy today, finally I can see the world outside. I kept looking at his face in the car.

"Where is the doctor taking the patient ", I asked him

"The patient needs a break and its good for her health ", he replied. He drove until he arrived at the park, my best place to be Everywhere was so colorful So many fun games. so many many kids, I smiled widely and kept clapping my hands together. One of the kids me put a pretty flower in my hair . Am so happy, Tony got me a cup of ice cream. I shared it with the kids. They filled my chair with colorful balloons and all the kids kept pushing me slowly, am so happy I looked at Tony he can't even smile at me. It's so much fun i don't feel like ever leaving. Soon Tony took the wheel from the kids and pushed me himself.

Clara's P.. O. V

Finally Ryan came down all dressed up, he was surprised to see me there. I stood up and bowed he looked at me for a while. 

" a proper girl doesn't dress like that, if you want to wear a gown wear it alone, But if you want to wear the Jean, wear it with a top or shirt, then you wear your jacket , wearing a gown and a jean its wrong. 

" oh really, sorry. I said Ouch I never knew that, am glad.

 " secondly packing your hair in four buns is messy, its either you pack it behind you or let it fall freely, you are not crown.

 " I touched my hair and bowed

 " sorry sir .

 " always apply a little make up, it's make a you look mature.

"  Yes sir.

 "So go back, am waiting. He sat down and I rushed inside.

Anna's P. O. V

We already spent some time here, I looked at the clouds. I really want more from Tony right now, if only he can just let go of his pride for once

 "It's bad, the doctor doesn't know what kills the patient the most",i said .

 "Whats wrong, Anna are okay, are you feeling any pain, anywhere, is your stomach still hurting, or are you tired of sitting, should i take you back into the car, huh, talk?..

 "missing a friend can be killing, infact am slowly the leaving I might die. 

" Anna ". He said

 " I fell for Ryan, I am sorry, its my mistake, but two years in coma, didn't I pay enough. "Why can't u just, pls, pls, let go of the past, you are all I have now, the only person I can trust, mom Is gone, Ryan left, its you and dad, do u want to leave to. ". He touched my hair, then he bent Down and hugged me.

Tony's P. O. V

U love Ryan so much, if I don't play my cards well, i will fall for you again and get hurt the second time. But I guess I can't avoid you forever, you are still my friend. Sorry for being so cold.

 " Anna, sorry, from now on, let's be friends ". I said She smiled

 " finally, the patient feels stronger now. She said. I kissed her fore head.

 " the doctor is happy ". I said. Finally i took her back to the hospital and i brought her up to her room, it turns out Daniella is waiting for her. I left her on the bed and walked out.

Daniella'S P. O. V

I wonder if she knows what I did, well she better but know because she can't spill it for dad or Ryan. If she knows I will search for new ways to kill her. 

" Daniella, I thought you won't come, i have been missing you, you never visited me ", She said. Omg this means everything I did and said to her all the while she was in com's she never heard anyone. Amazing. Well keep pretending

" am sorry did I have been so busy, but I came right. 

"Am glad you did ". Anna said 

"I have to get going, i him will check up on you later. I said.

 " am glad, she replied and I walked out , Anna is really a fool she doesn't know who is killing her.

Clara's P. O. V

I packed my hair and removed the gown, i wore my jacket and my top. I applied powder on my face and wore my ear ring. I wore my shoes, oh I hate wearing shoes, well i have no choice. I rushed out to the leaving room while trying to tie the shoe I fell to the floor. He looked at and I stood up.

 " you keep falling, i am watching, each time you fall in a day, will be deducted by ten from your salary ", he said

" what!!, i screamed

 " learn to not fall Clara, its not lady like. Let's go ", he walked out and I rushed behind him I looked at myself in the car window, i can't even believe myself, I can't believe that this is me. I look pretty, I rushed into the car and sat by his side, he drove with no words again. Does he find it difficult to talk to people casually. I tried talking, he turned to look, i instantly covered my lip with my mouth. He smiled and continued driving. 

" if you have something to say, say it, he said. I shook my head in disagreement and started sleeping. He chuckled.Soon we arrived at the place, wow it'd more than a expects. All the nurses where so busy. I and sir Ryan walked further into the building, it was not built completely like a house. But it had a roof and it was very wide then carefully divided into sections by walls although you can clearly see if you look above the walls. I passed the section filled with kids. I still walked behind Ryan. I like this setting its very clean an there is easy passage for everyone. Soon sir Ryan got to the surgery division I wanted to go inside with him.

 " go, wait for me outside, I need to concentrate. I bowed

 " yes sir. I have him the paper to sign. He walked in and I rushed out I passed the kid section and saw a nurse struggling with a kid to Give him injections She's so funny just like Diana, I ran after her 

 "That a not how its done. ", i shouted. She smiled

Ryan's p o. V

I don't need anyone right now, I need to concentrate so I won't blame anyone for the errors in the choice I will make A lot of people lay hopelessly Only my eyes can see that they are more than 15. So many nurses walked about I carefully passed them by just then a kid tapped me. He lay beside a sick woman

 " sir, pls, wake my mother up, if she dies no one will care for me", He said This just melted my heart. I know this is a trap but I didn't become a doctor for fame. I need to forget my name and try saving these people, if i go to another division they will all die. Even if 10 did in my hands and spoil my name I will be able to save 10 , starting from his mom. fine I will surely choose this surgery district I know I can revive them all. I just need their health records to schedule surgery.

Doc Steve's P. O. V

Ryan thinks he is smart but I am still smarter. He wants to research ok. I know he can revive them but no doctor can work on a patient without their health records, and all those patients hahaha their health records are missing, yes its missing. So when he is done signing the file, he won't be able to perform surgery and they will all die. No one will save Ryan from this trap. And it will be out in the news. Ryan Dervantes , consultants doctor of surgery division in African health mission looses 20 patient's .who where waiting for surgery. I laughed again, Oh sound of victory. Hahahahah this will kill RyanHahahhha go on Ryan sign the papers but you will never find their health records.

Clara's P. O. V

This kids section is quite fun I helped this girl with all the kids soon we were done. Just then a lady came to carry the last girl I injected.

 "Hi my name is lady b. 

"Oh, am Clara

"I need a home nurse for my daughter, a live in one because actually am very busy

"Ah no need am already living comfortably

 " ok, but here is my card in case you change you mind.

 " ok, thanks.  I took the card from her and she left sir Ryan is not yet out I just wish he will go for drug administration and leave surgery but who will save all those 15 people Me and the nurse strolled outside she is really friendly

 " hi, my name is Louisa " am Clara. 

" thanks for the kids".

 " I love kids

 " am glad i got a friend I don't have anyone to celebrate my birthday with

" really , happy birthday 

" so will you follow me later today

 " I must, nice meeting you

 " wait Clara David, the nurse with Sir Ryan right

 " yes 

" I have been looking for you, please tell Sir Ryan not to sign to the surgery division

" why, he is good at surgery

 " no doctor can operate without knowledge , all those patients their health records are missing it is a trap. I instantly ran off in high speed. No no sir Ryan don't sign those papers You are going to ruin your reputation. let's go to the drug administrations side instead Do not sign them, those patients don't have a health record, if you sign those papers you are done for. Your dad will kill you for spoiling his hospital name too You will loose your reputation. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me, I kept calling his name hoping he will hear me. 

" no, sir Ryan, don't sign please "!!!!!. I shouted and I ran faster.

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