Cold to my very core, I drew in a short breath, Dominque knew and she was going to confront me. Fuck, the moon goddess hates me, literally. If I was normal, none of this wouldn't happen! The air in the shower felt heavy, even though it was cold water, I felt like everything was crumbling. Eyes stained red from tears of guilt and terror.

Every possible scenario of what would happen to me rushed to my head. The worst was, not being Killian's beta, failing him. Him replacing me with someone else was a nightmare.

After being tired of being depressed in the shower, I finally got dressed, hesitating to exit the room. With a deep breath, I withdrew from my room, ha this probably might be the last time in it.

The vast hallways seemed bigger than ever, the wolves on guard eyes were instantly locked onto mine. They bowed their heads midway, acknowledging me, a high ranked wolf in the pack. Hopefully nothing changes.

The doubled door room that usually felt peaceful, brought me unease, a strange pressure that terrified me emitted from the the wooden threshold. 'Too late to be a pussy' Orion words pushed me to open those door.

"Nathaniel let's talk."

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Killian's POV

Sprawled across my unusually spacious king sized bed, there was no annoying figure pestering  me. Nathaniel who's usually at the alpha house, oddly went home today. Like we sometimes had to force him to go home, but him going back by himself was unusual.  

Blake, my Gamma, told me that Nate spoke with my mother privately, which rarely happen unless its to talk shit about me.

Nate was strange today, very strange. My thoughts were solely on his weird behavior.

I swear to the moon goddess I saw Nate get a boner from staring at my nakedness.

It wouldn't make sense, Nathan was straight. Right? He has a girlfriend and is obsessed with women, he would question why guys feel attracted to the same gender, when Megan Fox exists.

unless he's in denial with his sexuality.

Everything was fvcked up and my birthday is just two hours away, while my thoughts plagued my soon-to-be beta. This could ruin everything, if he had feeling for me, especially when a few hours I get to know my mate.

Fml

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I don't know how long I slept for but my room was faintly covered in a scent that I only craved for so long. Everyone was guaranteed a mate, a second-half of themselves at birth, the moon goddess ensured it! This fragrance was it and it was familiar but all rationale had escaped my mind to process who.

As if possessed, I was searching for the presence of my mate that managed to stir up my newfound feelings.

Time didn't matter, nor distance I recognized the scent and followed until I stood in front of the Beta residence.

My second home and the area where the scent was the strongest. The longer I stood watching basically nothing I realized that my mate was already in my life longer than I thought.

There were two possibilities of whom my luna, my mate, was supposed to be.

Either Misha, Nate's sister, who had an ongoing crush on me

or

Nathaniel himself.

Dexter was rampaging to get released and ravage his mate who wasn't so far away. Deep down I knew who my mate was but I couldn't accept the thought that it was someone of the same gender. That was the only reason I had for not bursting in to claim them.

Though same sex mates weren't rare, we had a few in the pack, but a beta and alpha together was unprecedented. It wasn't possible!

'Well if it wasn't then wtf is this' Dexter was enraged! The moon goddess paired mates with someone who completes you, who were made for exactly you. The age 18, was the special age to finally to feel the magical mating bond and here I was in denial.

In denial that my mate is my best friend, the man I confide the the worse of my life and vice versa. In denial of the only one who I could spend my life with and my other half.

Anyone would be disgusted with the thoughts of my mating bond, because it shouldn't matter if your mate has a dick. I know it shouldn't too because I never thought on the subject, but since its happening right infront of me then I have reason to.

My being ached to move but I just couldn't, everything was messed up. My whole mating bond was probably a sick joke.

I wasn't to sure about my mate being Nate, and I don't want to find out. With only a few hours until it's confirmed, I left the beta residence.

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