Saoirse prov (mature content)

He is carrying me to my room I shouldnt be doing this I really shouldnt but I cant help it my hormones are in control. I have not allowed a man this close since Eoin 4years ago. He lies me on my bed and makes quick work of my clothes and I his. We are both groaning with lust when he knelt between my legs. HE spreads my thighs wide while digging this fingers into my tights just painfully enough to be pleasurable. With the first swipe of his tongue my breath gets lost in my throat. I gasped then fell back on the bed, I couldn’t even hold myself up if I tried. He pinned my tights to the bed as his tongue circled my swollen clit over and over and over again. I was a moaning mess struggling against his arms. He looked up at me and smirked just before he inserted two fingers.  I screamed his name out in pure pleasure "FUCK EOIN..EOIN DONT STOP". Thats it baby scream my name. You are so beautiful he said while still between my legs. Eoins gaze shifted locking on mine as he tongue fucks me. I am screaming by now. Slowly my body started to shake but eoin stops. WTF. I look at him as he simply says I love you. Then his mouth is back sucking on my clit. I dont know what just happened but suddenly a wave of pleasure crashed through me like nothing I have ever felt. I closed my eyes threw my head back and cried out EOIN OH FUCK EOIN as I started to come.

Eoin's prov

She tasted so sweet I kept my fingers in her till she came down. She watched me with guarded but lust filled eyes as I kissed my way back up her body. I then kiss her mouth on which she groans tasting herself on my lips. Fucking hell could she be anymore perfect. "Do you want me to carry on saoirse" I ask. She just nods and pulls me down for a kiss. God I love this woman.

I break the kiss, sit up given her a minute to back out. She bit my lip as she looks me up and down and her eyes widen at my size. "Sweet jesus you are huge" she says. "Have u forgot him already love" I reply. Im been cocky now with my 9ins hoping she hasnt been with anyone but me the last 4 years. I move towards her and spread her legs wide, my entire body flushed with heat, desire still throbbing in my penis to be in her tight fanny.

I lowered myself into position over her until her eyes were inches from mine. She pulls me to her, her lips parted and claimed mine. I could feel the tension in my body roll away as she kissed softly and I pushed the head of my cock into her clit, going slowly into her opening.

"Fuckin hell love, your so tight. I need to savor this…” I say. I watched her as she tries to adjust to my size biting her lip and moaning as I slowly begin to thrust into her. A wave of heat rushed through my body I thrust deeper and deeper, so deep it almost hurt just to hear her moan over and over. She grips my back so hard. I change my pace lifting one leg to my shoulder and she cries out over and over. Fuck shes a godess. I can feel her starting to quiver under me so I stop. Yes stop. I grab her face and simple tell her. "You are mine saoirse only mine. Please tell me you are mine". She looks at me for a minute my cock throbbing against her walls so before she answers I start to thrust again she starts to tighten around me just as I add my thumb to her clit. "Say ur mine saoirse" I say. Say it. "YES YES YES Eoin Im yours only yours", she screams as she comes hard and fast coating me in her juices. Fuck shes actually choking my dick and I explode seconds after her comedown. We both lie there breathless. I need to marry this woman.

I turn to look at her but shes crying. Fuck did I hurt her. "Soairse are you ok. Why are you crying" I ask. She looks at me for a monent then gets off the bed wraps herself in a sheet and walks out. Wtf just happened. I quickly dress and follow her to the kitchen.

She was sitting there now with what Im guessing is a whiskey in her hand. "Saoirse whats wrong. Talk to me. Did i do something wrong. Listen i dont regret what just happened. I love you" I say. She just stares then starts laughing. Fucking laughing and I can't help but melt at her sound. "Whats funny my love" I ask. Shes was crying a second ago wasnt she.

Saoirse calms down looks me dead in the face and says "Eoin you do realise you told me you loved me twice now in 20 mins and declared me yours". Oh this is it she thinks I'm lying thats whats funny. Really. I grab her and pin her to the fridge. She gasps and puts her hands on my chest.

"Saoirse you listen to me, you are mine and have been since that night in Ireland. I have dreamed of my life with you for years our wedding us havings kids etc. You see Saoirse your it for me and I am not letting you go". She looks shocked as tears filled her eyes. "I know we have alot to deal with right now and believe me Im still angry with you for keeping my kids from me but right now I want to work on bringing our family together not keeping us all apart. What do you think", I ask.

Saoirses prov

I just stare at him trying to process what he is say or said. He loves me. ME. He can't though he hates me this has to be a trick. I laugh again. "Eoin you must take me for a fool, I know your lying you hate me for what i have done to you. Is this how you will take my kids from me. What happened just now should not have happened", I cry out. Eoin looks taken back and hurt by my words. Why though. I said the truth didnt I.

Eoin steps back tears in his eyes now and looks me in the face. Oh no what have I done. "Saoirse what have I ever done to you that makes you hate me so much". Im stunned. "What have I done or said to make you believe I would take our kids from you. You hid my kids from me not the other way round yet I'm still here trying to make sense of it all and I still declared my love to you and all you can do is laugh in my face so if you cant be honest then I will give you till the weekend (4 days) to inform the kids otherwise I will seek advice from my lawyers. Goodbye saoirse".

Eoin is struggling not to cry but I see the tears fall he storms out of my house. Crap what have I done. I run after him but its too late he's gone. I sit on the floor and cry. I broke his heart again. What is wrong with me.