"But still..."

"No a man who killed my mother ... And also... snatched my poster parents away from me" there was a clear pain in his voice

" Ruined my childhood....my whole life, and still you want me to consider him as my father... a father who wanted to kill his own son"

He leaned forward and looked straight at Porsche's eyes.

" I've to find him that's it"

"Well, your father... I mean Mr.Kiet he also ruined my family"
Porsche sighed ad Kim leaned back again and pointed at the phone.

" Coffee"

Porsche ordered two coffees and continued.

" But still you should tell me it's a part of our teamwork..."

" Teamwork..." Kim mocked " if I hide something so did you"

" No, I skipped that cuz it was my father's fault too he was being nosey in Kiet business... and took his investigation too far while messing with the mafias.. and the thing is before doing it at least he should think about his family behind"
Porsche replied to clear his position.

"It wasn't his fault it was his duty and still if it was my father's fault its okay but why did he kill my mother"
Porsche gasped while running fingers in his hair.

" People think it was an accident... but it was a murder"

" I also have to find him too, I can't let him go, who ruined my family"

" So you're repeating your father's mistake right"
Kim raised an eyebrow in a question.

"That's why I came to you" Porsche paused when heard a knock on the door.
A servant came in and placed the coffee on the table in Infront of them when he left Porsche continued again.

" U Know Diamond Cuts Diamond" he picked up the cup and took a sip.

"And Why did you think I'll help you"
Kim was now comfortably leaning back on the chair legs crossed.

" Well, we have the same back story a little... Same target" he pointed at Kim" but to be honest I didn't know Kiet is your father otherwise I would never have come to you"

" Hmm, and Our plan would have succeeded, but you fucking ruined everything " Kim wasn't angry he was just disappointed.

"Well, that's...."
Porsche touches his neck feeling uncomfortable.

" They still think you're the Italian spy" Kim raised his hand to pick up the cup.

" I handled it, if not you both would have been killed by now"

" Both...." Porsche's eyes widened and hastily asked " how's Chay... he is with you right"

His question tugged Kim's heart for a second.

" I told you I handled the whole situation" not making eye contact he paused for a second to take a sip of coffee " he is okay"

" Kim..." Porsche looked at him in disbelief " what did you do to him"

" Nothing, I've to cope with the situation, to clean the mess you created by exposing yourself" he now placed the cup on the table, stood up and walked to the window looking outside, and continued.

" They thought you are the Italian spy and spying on Mr. White's deal with the Russians..... So as expected the deal was canceled " he shrugged off " and they must have investigated about you.... and found out you have a brother too " he sighed looking down but his eyes fell on the small bird which was stuck in the fence between the gap of the two rods.

" Then..."
Porsche was staring at his back like what after that?

" I kidnapped him," he said calmly hands on his both pants Pockets, narrowed eyes on the bird down struggling for his life.

" You kidnap..." Porsche stepped forward in disbelief and held his shoulder turning him toward himself.

" If I wouldn't they must be killed him" he turned his gaze again toward the bird chirping in pain, needing someone's help.

" You should be thankful I saved him"

" You fucking kidnapped him... How could you..." He ran his fingers in his hair for calming himself.
" And I'm sure you wouldn't treat him well"

Porsche stared at Kim's blank face with his red eyes cz he knew Kim's psycho personality.

" Well, it was a kidnapping, I couldn't serve him like a prince" he paused when he saw another bird come and flew around the trapped bird, seems worried for his partner.

"You know I've traitors in my house...who keep spying on me" he looked hurt from his voice.

" What? What do you mean" Porsche seemed confused now.

" Alaya...my maid, she is one of them she reports to Mr. White everything that I do in my house"
He was so calm that it was nothing
Eyes still on the birds observing them.

As the second bird now chirping anxiously seeing the stuck one flapping his wings aggressively.

" What, then why don't you do something" Kim chuckled softly.

" So What, he will send another one"
Without turning around he added

" By the way, your brother is a stubborn one"

Porsche stepped uncomfortably
" Don't do anything to him Kim he is innocent... He even doesn't know about our parent's murder"
Kim clenched his jaw and looked again at the bird which was now silent, not moving maybe tired of struggling.

He turned around hands on his hips now.
" What you got, we still haven't enough information about him" he shafted the subject avoiding this topic " we haven't seen him not even his one picture"

" He is your father.... if you remember his face a little we could sketch it out"

" How am I supposed to remember his face I was only 5 or 6 at that time," Kim said with furrowed eyebrows seeming annoyed.
" I remembered his name that's enough"

" Yeah, it is enough...." Porsche muttered

" By the way, I double-checked the whole information there is no one with the name of Kiet in your clans, no pic, no data where is he and where does he gone, nobody knows... Nothing "

He picked up a file and extended it toward Kim " he is all clear"

Kim took the file flipping back and forth for a while with no interest then placed it at the table with a thump and looked at Porsche.

" I went to meet him at the club, but he wasn't there"

" Who? Mark!"

"Yeah, he is the only one who can solve this puzzle "

"He is the only friend of him but I really don't understand this, you have the power, you can find him easily just tell your men and they will drag him for you"

Kim walked back to the window,the bird was still stuck there but had ended the struggle of freeing himself maybe it had accepted, that this was his destiny.

" I Trust no one"

" Then what about me, do you trus..."

" No"

He simply replied and walked to the door one hand in his pant pocket.

He halted for a second in his place remembering and then turned around
" I'm letting Porschay go back to his home and... My men will keep an eye on him, so don't worry"
He turned back and walked out
" See you there then"

Letting Porsche confused in the room he saw from the window down Kim was now trying to free the bird stuck in the fence.

He didn't understand who this man was, the mysterious person he has ever seen in his life.

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"Khun White wants to meet you" as soon as he landed at the airport Chan informed him.

"Now"

Kim asked he was really tired and just wanted to go to his mansion.

"Khrab"

These past days in Italy he didn't get much sleep he had a lot of work to do but fortunately this time he wrapped it up quickly just in four days otherwise it would take a week as always.

" Okay, let's get there then "

" Welcome, Welcome " Mr. White stood up from his seat when saw Kim entering the office.

Kim softly smiled at his avidness, he liked Mr.white and the way he treated him like his own son, although he was a strict man a man of rules and regulations, for Kim he was soft.

" Come, sit here" he pointed at the chair in front of him.

"How was the trip"

" It was ok, I have met some clans there and have some deals and other stuff to do"
He leaned back on the chair with his eyes closed.

"Tired"

"Yeah"

" Coffee"

" No, I just wanted to meet you" he yawned," Chan said you wanted to meet me"

" Yes, I have to discuss a deal with yo..."
Mr. White paused when his phone ringed he looked at his phone.

"Ohh, I'm sorry, I didn't remember I've to go somewhere... this is important" he stood up.

"It's okay, we will discuss it later"
Kim simply replied.

"Take some rest then" he placed his hand on his shoulder and walked out of the office room.

Kim then put his hands on the table for support to stand up but unfortunately, while turning, his hands hit the bundle of files on the table and it fell to the ground.

He looked down at the files all scattered and pinched his nose bridge in frustration and sit down to gather them.

After piling it up one by one he stood up but he looked down again when saw something fall from one of the files....it was a photo upside down on the floor.

He carefully placed the files on the table. And then bent down to pick up the photo and turned it over but his eyes bug out looking at the photo.

It was the photo of little him maybe four or five years old with Mr.white and a man and woman beside him.

But he was more focused on the women it was the women he saw in his dreams, he thought that the woman was his delusion but she was real.

He was looking at the photo in disbelief without blinking.

And why was Mr. White in this photo?

He couldn't think beyond it cz he was already tired and the picture did the rest. He touched his face to calm down.

Then shoved the picture in his jacket pocket and walked out.....he should've taken rest now.

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Chay was taking slow steps suspiciously looking around, he was on the mission of getting his phone. He remembered when he was kidnapped he had his phone in his pocket, so he thought it would be now definitely in P.Kim's room.

So now he was getting his phone back, walking like a cat looking around he climbed the stairs.

When he reached the door he first checked left and right when there was no one he slowly turned the doorknob with a thumping heart and entered the room closing the door behind.

He roamed his eyes around the room for a while no doubt he loved this dark room.

But it wasn't the time for admiring his room. He quickly continue his mission and started searching the room, drawers tables, shelves everything he searched.... but he got nothing.

At last, he tired and stood in the middle of the room taking deep breaths hands on his hips.

Where it would be

Then his eyes fell on the side table drawers, he went towards them and scouted the whole drawers one by one moving things up and down.

He halted when saw a black dairy-type notebook.
He picked it up and swept the dust away, looked like it had not been touched for a long time.
And peeked a little about what was inside.

He called his mind that he should've respected the other privacy but his curiosity increased when he saw the lyrics of the songs.

OMG that monster and songs, I can't believe... Aooo he had guitar earlier.

When he remembered he roamed his eyes for the guitar it was still at that place he saw before.

He smiled

So that monster writes songs too... Interesting.

He quickly flipped pages out of curiosity, there were a lot of songs some complete and mostly incomplete...

He was really focused on the diary that he didn't realize the time.

And jumped up when he heard the footsteps of someone climbing the stairs.

Ohhh my god....oh my god... Is that monster... Why he is here, he was supposed to come tomorrow, why so early"

He was in a panic running here and there, did know what to do.

When didn't get anything he quickly ran towards the guitar and picked it up but he realized the diary was still in his hands.

Shit...

He quickly shoved it under his hoodie and stood beside the guitar calmly as if nothing happened.

The door was opened and Kim appeared and threw his jacket on the bed.

When he was about to turn he halted when saw Chay in his room with his guitar.

He quickly stepped toward him

What are you doing here?

Ohh P.Kim I-I didn't notice you...." Fuck Chay don't stutter.
He kept his act continue.

"Aooo your guitar is really nice... "
pointed at the guitar while smiling bashfully looking at Kim's serious face

Kim narrowed his eyes at Chay's red face trying to search for something
And then averted his gaze at the painting on the wall behind when he became satisfied.

"Why are you here"

He sighed and slumped down on the couch.

"I-I was just for... the guitar I saw earlier " fidgeting his hands he was really nervous.

" You know this, nobody is allowed in my room without my permission"
Kim was looking at Chay's face he felt like all his exhaustion flew away just by seeing his face.

He wasn't angry like before when Chay entered his room before without his permission.

" I'm sorry" chay bowed with head hung low.
" It will never happen again "

And he slowly turned around to leave this room as soon as possible.

"You like this right"

He closed his eyes for a while and curled his lips and then looked back at Kim.

Kim pointed at the guitar.

"Yeah " Chay simply replied by nodding his head.

"Hmm"

Kim was leaning on the couch both hands locked behind his head with closed eyes he looked really exhausted.

Chay stood there for a while waiting for Kim to say something but he didn't respond so Chay left the room.

Kim slowly opened his eyes after the door closed and looked at the place where Chay was standing earlier.

How am I gonna let you go

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The next morning Chay was helping Alaya with the breakfast.
Setting the table when he saw Kim was coming down the stairs he was in a simple white shirt and black jeans.

Chay first time saw him in this simple outfit, no doubt he looked handsome as usual.

He dragged the front chair and sat then picked up a toast and looked at Chay who was standing silently playing with his nails.

" You are leaving today"

He looked up at Kim with a confused face.

" G-going where..."

" Home... To your home"
He then poured the juice into the glass.

Chay jumped with excitement eyes widened.

"Really"

Kim looked at his expression

Is he that much excited to leave this place...he should be.... but...

He snapped out when Chay spoke

" You aren't joking right"

"Do I look like that... Don't you believe"
He took a bite from the toast.

" Of course, I don't believe you"
Chay said unaware of someone's heart tugged by his words.
Kim smiled through the pain.

" Yeah, you can say that... Big will drop you whenever you want to go"

" Ohh... I want now right now ".

Kim just looked at him he was really happy to leave this place he didn't feel anything for him.

" Who would want to spend a moment in this prison... To be honest this place isn't less than the Guantanamo bay prison"

He whispered the last sentence which was enough to be heard by Kim but he liked his confidence.

" Pack your stuff before I change my mind" he cleaned his hands with a napkin and stood up.

" Tell Big when you are ready"

When Kim left Chay jumped in excitement

"Yes...Yesss"

The thought he would be free made him electrified.

Wait a minute...Why that monster is being nice to me maybe...
His inside Sherlock holmes wake up
And was really thinking hard but didn't get the reason then at last shrugged

Whatever

Finallyyy... I'm getting my freedom back.

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" I'll miss you, Chay"

Chay standing with Waan in between the lounge with a small bag in his hand.

" I'll miss you too" Chay had tears in his eyes only in two months he had such a strong relationship with this guy.

" Promise me, You'll visit me here"
Waan was about to cry

" I can't promise this Waan"
He couldn't do a fake promise, once he leave this place he would never want to be back here.
He knew that.

"But still..." Waan stopped when realized he shouldn't have forced him to "it's okay"

Chay hugged him tight and then went to Alaya and hugged her.

He then stepped toward the door slowly but stopped for a moment and glanced back at the closed door of Kim's room.

And sighed while walking out where Big was waiting for him in the car.

He opened the car door and was about to sit when Kim called him from the back.

"Chay..." It was the first time Kim called him Chay.
He stopped and turned his face toward Kim who was standing with a guitar in his hands.

" Here.. take this " he extended the guitar towards the Chay and looked at his surprised face.

" You like this right..." He nodded slowly " then take it..."

"No... I can't, how can I..."

" Just take it..." Kim said in an annoying tone.

Chay slowly took the guitar from his hand and bowed to him.

"And this too" Kim this time handed him his phone.

"Thank you " Chay bowed again

"Hmm" Kim once last time glanced at him and walked back inside

And Chay stood there staring at his back till he entered the house again, he still didn't believe this was the same P.kim who was once a monster.

He looked one last time at the mansion, with the affirmation that he will never be back here, never.

But he was wrong

Kim from the top looked at him with a small ray of hope in his heart that he would be back but he closed the curtains with a jerk as soon as the car crossed the mansion gate.

He was wrong too.

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After Big dropped him Infront of his house he stood there for a moment closed his eyes feeling the freedom with all his body, smelling the air of freedom.

He then opened the gate, everything looked the same as it was. He walked towards the lounge tracing fingers on the couch slowly. He was lost he felt like he had left something behind... Something he couldn't figure out.

Everything was the same but he thought like he had been here after years while it was merely two months.

He sighed and moved towards his room. He checked his phone it was dead so the first thing he did was plugged his phone into the charger.

And then made his way to the kitchen to eat something, there was nothing to eat except noodles. He cooked it and then sat to eat it but he barely ate a spoon, he couldn't eat it not because he wasn't hungry but because his hands weren't moving as he lost control over his body.

Feeling his heart empty he slowly put back the chopsticks on the table, stood up, and headed to his room....maybe he should take some sleep and would feel okay then.

But he was wrong the few coming days he roamed in his house feeling lost. He didn't contact anyone not his friends although there were a lot of missed calls from his friends he didn't reply.

He had to continue his studies but he didn't feel like that too, though it's been a week since he left the mansion.

He couldn't sleep turning left and right for about half an hour, at last, he stood up and walked to the lounge and now he was changing channels purposeless sitting on a couch but suddenly his gaze fell on the guitar beside the table.

P.kims guitar, he left it here and had forgotten about, he walked to it and stared at it for a while as it freshen up memories in his mind. He slowly traced his index finger on it.

He picked it up and sit on the couch and started playing guitar slowly.
He felt his exhaustion and emptiness flew away as long as he was playing the guitar.

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Kim's eyes snapped open in the middle of the night, he was all covered in a cold sweat and with heavy breath chest moving up and down.

He sat on the bed head hung low supported by his hands.

He had the same dream again, these nightmares would never leave him alone... Maybe it was the impact of the photo he saw before.

He turned on the lights and slowly got out of the bed to take some fresh air outside feeling suffocated.

But instead, he unknowingly headed to the dorm where Chay was.

He stood in front of the door for a few moments and then slowly opened the door and entered the room.

He roamed his eyes around the room, it was clean Chay had cleaned it well when he was leaving.

He stood beside the bed it was the bed Chay slept he thought. He slowly traced his finger on the bed sheet ( this scene and Chay tracing the guitar both are parallel, happening at the same time)
and lay down on the bed, pulling the pillow in a hug it still smelled like Chay. He snipped the smell for a while hugging it tightly.

After some time he felt like the calmness drifting in his baffled thoughts and soon his eyes started shuting slowly.

The last thought before going to sleep he had was of Chay as he was beside him.

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Hello beautiful people how are y'all? I just you hope you liked this chapter too... a boring one.

See you in next chp:)