Desperately longing for pain
Some more pain, till I don't go insane
What is it that keeps me awake at night
I keep telling myself it's alright, it's alright
Let me sleep, let me rest
For a moment, I request
My mind's a mess
Want to overthink just a little less
I want to stop, stop this feeling
I'm in pain, I'm not healing
I'm not strong neither am I weak
But where's the happiness that I seek
Now I'm no longer in need of delight
I want pain, some more pain
Till I don't go insane

~written by shalini~