Chapter 12 - You're only saying that because I'm just like you

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Anyways, another pic of Amber!! She's beautiful! Tell me what you think about her!


Amber's POV


"It sure fucking looks like it!" Harry yells at me. I feel tears brimming up in my eyelids, but I hold them back. I won't show him how weak I actually am.


"It shouldn't even bother you! You haven't even asked me out on a real date yet! Goddamnit Harry we haven't even kissed! You can't just boss me like that!" I yell back, burning holes through his head in my mind. His face turns red in anger as he runs his hands through his hair.


"Do you think it's easy? You know, being rejected for over 50 times isn't exactly something you become confident of now is it?" He exclaims, throwing his hands up in the air. What is he talking about?


"What the fuck Harry what are you even talking about?" I snap, running a hand through my own hair. He sends me daggers, his green eyes widening at my statement.


"You're not being serious right? You have to be kidding me?" He says, taking a step closer to me. I step away from him, my eyebrows furrowed together. What is he talking about? I'm here, accusing him of never asking me out; which is true, and he comes here and tells me he's been rejected 50 times? Is his head correctly build together?


"But what even..?" I started before he cut me off.


"You Amber! You have rejected me over 50 fucking times! Do you know how difficult it actually is to me to even say hi to you? Every fucking time I walk over to you, you're with Zayn. I'm always nervous around you because I don't know when you'll realize who you're with and cuss me out and tell me to get the fuck away from you!" He shouts at me. His words cause an impact on me, and I'm silent for a while. Am I really like that?


"I'm not like that!" I yell back at him. Who does he think he is talking to me like that? Disrespecting me in that way and humiliating me? I'm glad we're at his house and not at mine because my neighbours wouldn't be to happy.


"You know what is your problem? Everything is your fucking problem. You think you're so goddamn perfect with good grades and having all boys kissing your fucking feet including myself! You need to get the fuck over yourself and stop being so mean to everyone!" He yells at me, his hands are placed on top of his head and his eyebrows are furrowed together. I felt like if a stone had been thrown at me. I felt a lump grow in my throat and my hands suddenly started shaking. I looked up at him.


"I-i" I started, but the lump in my throat only became bigger. Harry looked at me with pure despite in his eyes, and I felt as if my heart was being ripped straight out of my chest without anesthesia.


I swallowed, a small tear escaped my eye and I quickly wipped it away.


"S-sorry" I stated as I turned on my heels and speed walked out of the house.


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My legs were tightly pressed against my chest as I cried silently in the darkest corner of my room. It's now 12 AM and I have been crying all day. My phone had rung countless times, but I hadn't picked up once.


I suddenly heard it ring again. It's 12 AM, who could possibly be calling me at this time of the night?


I slowly picked myself up from the ground, wipping away my tears and grabbing the phone from my night stand. I quickly checked the I.D caller and I felt anger boil inside of me as well as my heart beat increased.


It's all his fault.


Because of him me and Harry fought and now I'm a emotional mess.


Fucking Zayn.


My finger hovered over the decline button, and just when I was about to ignore his call, my finger moved to accept the call on his own.


"Fuck" I cursed, quickly briging it to my ear.


"What do you want?" I snapped, sniffling. Good, now I definitely sounded like an emotional wreck.


"Oh someone is moody" He snickered through the line. I rolled my eyes, trying to ignore the rapid beating in my chest.


"Zayn, shut up" No, please keep talking.


"Is something wrong?" His voice turned from playful to concerned in a matter of seconds!


"Well Zayn, it's 12 fucking AM" Well Zayn, me and Harry fought and here I am crying like an emotional little bitch not actually knowing what to do.


"Well Amber, people don't cry over being called at 12 AM and you surely shouldn't even be away now am I right?" How does he do it?


"It's Harry" I admit, feeling the tears force their way to the corner of my eyes, threatning to spill over at any minute.


"Did you fight?"


"No Zayn, he bought me flowers" I rolled my eyes.


"Amber..."


"He told me what an horrible person I am and I need to stop being mean to everyone" I stated in one breath. I heard Zayn let out a sigh of relief. Wait, relief?


"You're not a horrible person Amber. You're the nicest person I've ever met" He says, and I can't help but smile for myself.


"You're only saying that because I'm just like you" I say, the smile is evident in my voice now, and I can tell he knows he made me smile.


"Exactly" He says, and I imagine him smiling at me with those beautiful hazel eyes.


"I'm sorry" I suddenly blurt before I can stop myself. I hear him laugh at the other end, and the only thing I can imagine is how he presses his tounge against his teeth when he laughs.


"Why?" He asks. I chuckle nervously.


"For being a bitch to everyone" I state and feel my cheeks burn.


"Don't change for anyone Amber. No matter how much you love that person. This is you and no one can make you change. Besides, I like you like th-" He cuts himself before he can say more. I widen my eyes and a smile breaks onto my lips.


"Zayn did you just-"


"No I didn't Amber. Goodnight!" And the line went dead.


I sat and smiled at my phone for about 10 minutes before my eyelids started getting heavy.


I layed down on my pillow, clothes still on. I'm not planing on going to school tomorrow. I'll deal with Harry later. The only thing running through my mind right now was Zayn.


After minutes of smiling like an idiot at the roof, I fell asleep with my favorite words running through my mind.


"Besides, I like you like that"


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Sorry if it is short guys, I wrote this under an hour and as you might notice, it's only Tuesday so you should be happy :D


I bought an iPhone 5S and I'm getting it today!! :D


Anyway, goal for the next chapter is 8 votes and 6 comments! I love you guys!


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