𝐍𝐨𝐚𝐡'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫!

i knew it.

we had been going on dates for the past 3 months but we never made it official.

it was scaring me so much, these feelings i have.

there was only one way for me to cope, pick fights and distance myself.

currently i picked a fight cause she was hanging out with dom to much.

"NOAH I HAVENT SEEN DOM IN 3 FUCKING WEEKS!" she yells.

"YES BUT WHEN YOU DO YOU GET ALL TOUCHY!" that was in fact a lie.

she never even touches him after a hug.

"i'm- i'm done!"

"what do you mean?"

"i mean i'm done with this conversation, this day, i'm leaving!" she shouts.

oh shit, i was just trying to cope not have her leave me.

i roll my eyes.

she grabs her bag and coat and leaves.

i expect her to call bri and tell her how we aren't a thing.

i mean i'm pretty sad now.

i mean i just lost a girl i loved because of my petty excuse of being scared.

i call emily cause i need a distraction.

i heard a knock not even 5 minutes later.

"hey!" she greets.

"hi."

"so what are we going to do?" she asks sexually.

"wanna watch a movie?"

she nods and puts on cmbyn.

about 30 minutes into the movie there was a knock at the door.

"i'll get it." emily tells me and i nod.

she opens her door and i hear the whole conversation.

"hey- oh hi, who are you?" y/n asks.

"i'm emily, who are you?"

"i'm y/n, anyways i don't care i just left my phone could you get it for me?"

"no sweetie sorry."

"i'll get it." i say finally.

i grab her phone from the counter.

i approached the door and see her hair is slightly pushed up but not enough to notice.

"here."

"thank you!" she told me. but she also gave me a look of ' who is this bitch?'

"she is just a friend." i inform her.

emily smirks and says "yeah, just a friend." she just dug me into a bigger hole.

"ok."

she left without saying goodbye, again.

yes emily was with me at the party a long time ago as my date emily saw me checking her it but i never thought of them hating each other that much.

         Darling 💗👼🏼

can we talk tmmrw?

no i'm busy with jesh tmmrw 

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i read that text thinking about her hanging out with another boy, even if it is her bestfriend or her bestfriends boyfriend.

𝐘/𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐕:

"And he has the nerve to be with some white blonde bitch!" i tell bri over the phone.

"ok well you are white but you ain't blonde. he is probably just trying to make you jelly."

"yeah well i don't really care anymore. he has been so distant and we have fights so much, it's tiring."

"well how about you listen to 'super far' by lany then come back to me, it kinda reminds me of this moment."

"ok."

i hang up and play the song.

it really reminded me of this, of us.

wait there was no us.

i was done with him in the moment.

i had to leave the toxicity of that moment.

i never wanted to leave him i think i love him.

shit-

i love noah fucking casford jupe.

i call bri and she immediately answers.

"it reminds me of us." i say without an introduction.

"ok, maybe we should just i don't know take your mind off it."

"ok, can the gang hang out tomorrow?"

"yes."

"ok bye."

"bye."

A/N:

hola soy dora, can you say filler chapter.

anyways the next chapter is spicy! 🌶