Atsushi's POV

"AKUTAGAWA!", I run over to him kneeling over the forming like of blood, I look overseeing Chuuya-San slapping that man in the face

"Sorry...", he says faintly

"No... No don't say that, you did amazing" I say grasping his body with my hands

"Well then sit me up for a second, I want to do one last thing before dying", he says while I prop him up, leaning his back on my arm and my other arm grasping his coat tightly

"Close your eyes and done say anything", he says while I close my eyes, the next thing I knew that his lips connected to mine, I open my eyes, and he parts our lips, smiling at me again

"Ha, now I've stolen your first kiss", he says checking slightly, coughing out blood later

"you can't just do that the die..." I say crying

"Well I just did", he says while I see his eyes close

"Atsushi, thank you for showing me the light, I love you," he says before his pulse weakens and I could confirm, he was dead

"Atsushi we're leaving", I hear chuuya-san say, before I leave the door, I quickly take his cost and wear it over my outfit, it was still hot, it was still symbolizing that there was a living creature who inhabited this

Dazai's POV

No this wasn't his it was supposed to go... I was supposed to make Chuuya mine again, what went so wrong... Was it because I was too forceful...

"Chuuya-!", I say in vain but he already closes the door holding that bot close to him...

It was no use, maybe I was just like my ability has insisted, I was no longer human, I was a cold empty mindless shell who inhabited a human body, I had no empathy and care for anything but two people

This probably increased my suicidal tendencies by tenfold, I sit there looking out of the window wondering why I did this, and what I did it for? Have I gone insane, killing my subordinate, maybe I won't cut out for this leadership role and everything, maybe I should be dead... No

As I walk out of the door I stumble across Akutagawa's dead, pale body

"Thank you for everything, you were the best subordinate I had, and I never got to say this but, I'm proud of how strong you have gotten" saying this I place my hand in his hair and give it a small, peck and walk out of the room

While leaving the base I see Kōyō

"Take this", while I pass her the hand me down accessory which armies you're the boss of the sort mafia, it's an oversized blazer

"Take good care of it, I'm gone and done for, thanks for everything", saying this I leave the base hoping to never encounter it again

4 years later

As I woke up in the bright early morning-, ok never mind, it was currently about 3 pm, I'm a free roamed and I'm jobless, and today I was called over to some agency for a job, well I was currently jobless so I wasn't complaining

As I put on a brown coat with beige pants, I wore a blue shirt underneath and a dark born vest with a green pendant to top it all off, as I put on some shoes I close my apartment door and continues to walk to this "agency"

When I arrive I see a ginger-haired man roaming around the door entrance running some errands with a grey-haired boy who was pulling him and telling him not to argue with anyone

"DAZAI?", I hear the ginger ask

"Um, yes that's me who are you, and how do you know my name?", I ask being wary of this place

"D-Do Y-You not remember me?", he asks while looking at me dead in the eye

"Oh I'm sorry I got into a huge accident four years ago and was diagnosed with amnesia", I say apologizing for my loss of memory

All I remember from the accident was I driving past the speed limit while drinking, I don't know the reason why or what I was thinking but that's all the police told me about when a ginger-haired female walked through the police station asking if I was the man names "Dazai", ever since then I was taken care by her and some other people who worked with he

I heard their names were, "Kōyō", Hirotsu", "Gin" and "Tachihara", according to them I was their past boss before I gave it to Kōyō or is known as "Ane-San", I was trying to get back my memories and I heard that if I went to this agency I could get a job and get some hopeful flashbacks

"Oh... So you don't remember me?", he asks while he quietly closes the door, I could sense the mood changed, so I was guessing he was someone important to me

"I'm sorry but I do not... But could you help me? If your someone important to me then I'm sure I could get some of it back?", I ask while rubbing the back of my head

"Well, if it's the old dazai I'm talking to, I would be more than grateful, but just one second", he says while tears quickly form in his eyes and he turns around wiping them away

I get a quick glimpse of my memories, it was a ginger hairs male, with tears forming in his eyes as he brings his head closer to my chest as I rub the top of his head comforting him, saying it was alright, and I would never forget him and would always protect him

"Um, I'm sorry but if you don't mind me asking, what's your name?", I ask the ginger-haired male

"Chuuya, Nakahara Chuuya, but you never called me by my name," he said while turning back around, with red and puffy eyes

"I didn't then what did I call you?", I ask while bringing my face closer to his in curiosity, his face flushes a dark red and backs away slightly

"You called me all sorts of things, Chibi-Chan, Chibiki, slug, Naka", he says walking forwards while I follow him as he makes his way out of the building

"So, what should I call you?", I ask

"Any of these nicknames, I wasn't the greatest person too, I called you, mackerel, bandaged waster, osu, love", he says going silent after

"Love? Did we have any close special relations?", I ask

"Exes, I shifted jobs so we gradually grew apart," he says with his face slightly growing dark

"Anyways I have an errand to run so please go up, the president is expecting you", he says while leaving me behind

As I walk up the stairs I think about the encounter with the ginger-haired male called Nakahara Chuuya... As I open the door I was treated by many people, a black-haired male, a purple-headed female, a familiar-looking grey-headed male, whose eyes went vengeful coming upon my entry

He activates his ability but winces I have nullifying it doesn't work on me, he rather gets scolded as I make my way upon the president's room

"Hello Dazai-Kun, your name was brought up with an accomplice of mine, and I heard you were open for jobs", he says while pulling out a seat for me

"Ah thank you, yes I am, but not many accepted me since I had a bad past, I don't know why that is though", I say while putting a frown on my face

"I heard about it not to worry, but because of it, we can't allow you to take the entrance test is that ok? But you will become a temporary member of the ADA how about it?", he asks while sitting in front of me

"That sound wonderful, but I only have a few conditions if you don't mind?", I ask while pulling out a small notepad

"Wel of course not," he says while leaning back on his chair

"Well first, I would like to have any close contact with someone who I was close with before since I have already met one on my way here, Nakahara Chuuya? If anything that's the reason why I came here, I wanted to get my memory back", I say while closing the notepad

"Well that's no problem I'll arrange something", he says while dialing an unknown number

"Ah yes, Kōyō, could I handle some personal issues between Chuuya-Kun and Dazai-Kun?", he asks, personal issues? I didn't even know him...

"Ah yes thank you", he says while putting the phone down

"Go to room #404, that's where you're going to be staying," he says while he signals for the door

"Ah thank you for everything", I say blowing to pay my respects as I make my way out of the rook heading to room #404

As I unlock the door I was greeted by a familiar face

"Chibi-Chan? why are you crying, and why in this room"

"This so my room?"