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There is smut in this chapter (Like....real smut. We are not talking about blow jobs or anything like that. We are talking about full blown gay sex), so if you don't like that kind of thing, feel free to not read this. Your loss. Haha. ^_^ However, I really wanted to keep the story rating to PG-13, as R rated books are not available to be read unless the reader has fanned me. (No need to force anyone to fan me if they don't want to.)
So, instead of using words I would have liked to use, such as c*ck and or gasm and what not, I had to stick with words like member and things along those lines, which I don't really like to do. It makes things feel juvenile. But oh well. I'm sorry about that. But, please enjoy anyway.
Okay, read on.
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The weekend that past was the longest and most dreadful weekend of my entire existence. Not because anything bad happened, but because I was waiting. My birthday still seemed like ages away when Monday came around, and I didn’t think I would make it through a day at school in this condition.
Louis picked me up—what else was new? And we drove in silence for awhile. I had been so caught up in my own world that I didn’t even notice that Louis was kind of crying until he said, “Harry is being placed in a new foster home,”
“What? Where?”
Louis licked his lips and let out a small strangled cry, his hands shaking on the wheel of the car. “Here in town, but the family suggested that he be sent to boarding school, just like Josh’s parents wanted to do to him,”
“What? No,” I said, “They can’t do that, can they?”
“They can and they are,” Louis cried, “I hate everything,”
I was worried that we wouldn’t make it to school safely, but we did, and when we stopped in the parking lot I pulled him into my arms.
“It’ll be okay,” I said, “I have an idea,”
“O-Okay,” Louis sobbed into my shirt, “I trust you,”
I took a deep breath through my nose and prayed that Liam would agree with the idea that just hit me. I prayed that he would go along with it, for the sake of my best friend and his boyfriend.
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{TO: LIAM <3} I need a favor.
{FROM: LIAM <3} Anything.
{TO: LIAM <3} How do you feel about adopting a kid?
{FROM: LIAM <3} What the hell are you up to?
{TO: LIAM <3} Please, just, I need this.
{FROM: LIAM <3} How about we talk on the phone?
Ring!
“Hi,” I picked up on the first ring and lay back on my bed. The school day had gone by incredibly slow, and I was finally home, lying on my bed and thinking about helping my best friend, who was currently sitting at my feet, sobbing his eyes out—he hadn’t stopped all day. Mainly because Harry wasn’t at school.
“So what’s this all about, babe?” Liam asked, his voice nice and soothing. I sighed and licked my lips, wondering the best way to go about this without freaking Liam out and making him feel like I was pressuring him.
“Harry was put in a foster home. They are planning to send him off, and well, Louis is really torn apart about it. I’m just…really worried about all this and I figured that if Harry got adopted, there would no longer be a problem,” I said.
“You want me to adopt Harry?”
“Yes,”
There was a moment of silence, only filled with Louis’s quiet sobs in the background. “I understand if you don’t want to, Liam,” I sighed, “I just figured I should ask you. I mean, you are the only adult that I know who has a big enough house and enough money. Not to mention you are good with kids,”
“I understand why you are asking me,” Liam said, “I just honestly don’t think that I am going to be able to pull that off. I mean, I used to be his teacher. And if I did adopt him, he would have to come and live with me in my apartment. I’m still keeping my university job, you know that, right?”
“Yes, but, he’ll at least be closer. And he won’t be at boarding school seven hours away,” I said.
Liam paused again, and then exhaled a loud, “Okay,”
“What?” I muttered out in surprise.
“I said, okay. I’ll do it. I will adopt Harry,”
“Oh my God, Louis did you hear that?” I said, grabbing his hand in mine and looking him in the eye, “Liam said he’ll adopt Harry!”
“Really?” Louis’s eyes lit up and he smiled and me, starting to cry again, only this time he was crying of happiness. We hugged tightly and then Louis chuckled into my shoulder. “That means if you ever get married to Liam, you are going to be Harry’s dad,”
“Fuck,” I chuckled, “I hadn’t thought of that,”
“We’re fucked up,”
“Yes we are,” I agreed, “But I wouldn’t have it any other way,”
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Finally it was my birthday, and while it was amazing to have my mom make me a special dinner and for Louis to buy me and old collector’s edition of my favorite book, I was looking forward to Liam. That was the only gift I was really all that excited for, even though I was guilty about it.
School was even worse today then Monday. I was officially 18 now and all I wanted was for Liam to come pick me up from school and take me back to his house.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!” Niall and Josh screamed in my ear. Louis and Harry were watching on and laughing their asses off and I covered my ears and ducked away from them with a chuckle.
“Thank you,” I smiled.
“Are you having a party?” Niall asked.
“Nah,”
“WHAT! You need to have a party. You are 18. This is a big deal. I’ve got it. Me and Josh will throw you one this weekend at my house. My parents are going out of town. Does that sound good?” Niall asked with a bright smile on his face.
“You don’t have to do that Niall,” I smiled, ruffling his hair.
“But I want to,” Niall said, “Plus, Josh loves party planning,”
Josh nodded and pulled Niall into his arms, kissing his head.
“Fine,” I breathed.
All of them cheered, including Harry and Louis who were already talking about all the people they wanted to invite. Thank God the bell rang. The school day was over and Liam was waiting for me. I grabbed my bag and said goodbye to everyone. Louis winked at me and gave me a ‘get some, Zee!’ as I walked away.
My nerves were going crazy. My heart pounding and my palms twitching. This was going to happen. Every step I took towards the parking lot made me more and more on edge and the anticipation was boiling harshly in my stomach.
“Zayn!”
Liam was on the side of the parking lot, calling me. I smiled and stepped up to a jog, licking my lips and feeling like everything was working out for us.
“Are you ready?” Liam breathed heavily on my neck. I held in a guttural moan and grabbed his hands tightly.
“Yes, please,” I whimpered. Liam gave me a smirk and pulled me into the car, shutting the door and buckling me up himself, making sure to brush across my crotch a few times and make me shutter and let out a ‘Leeeyyuummmm’.
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“Zayn, if anything hurts, or you want to stop, all you have to do is tell me,” Liam whispered into my neck. I was lying on his bed, my clothes and hair disheveled as he pinned me to the mattress.
“Yes, yes, yes,” I chanted, canting my hips up into his and pulling him closer, “God, please. It’s been far too long of a wait,”
“Dear Lord,” Liam chuckled as I pulled off his shirt and threw it across the room, “Sometimes I forget that you are still a horny teenager,”
I growled at him and sat up, biting his right nipple and making him let out a contained moan that vaguely sounded like a hiccup and made me laugh and tug at his other nipple with my hand. Liam whined angrily at me and grabbed my hands, pushing me back on the bed and ripping off my shirt and throwing it towards his. His brown eyes suddenly looked less deep and beautiful, and more frozen and to the point and full of lust. Just the thought made my skin shiver.
“We are going to take this nice and slow,” Liam breathed hotly against my collar bone as he licked across my quickly heating skin and up my neck biting on my ear and sending a rippling sensation through me, causing me to wrap my arms around him and pull him on top of me. His arms and knees gave, making him lie on me completely flat, his weight crushing me. I let out a small ‘unf’ and he grinned, kissing me, before he got back up on his hands and pulled me up to sit. Before I knew it he was pulling my pants off, and he threw them over to our pile clothes that was quickly growing.
“What happened to going slow?” I asked breathlessly, a small smile on my lips as I tried to breathe.
“You,” He replied harshly, biting my shoulder, his teeth digging deep into my tan skin. I cried out and clawed down his back, slipping over the small layer of sweat. “I can’t resist when you are laid in front of me like this,”
“In that case,” I smirked, grabbing his belt buckle and pulling it off. I was about to throw it away when he grabbed it from my hands, running the leather strip through his fingers.
“If it wasn’t our first time together, this would not be thrown to the side,” He chuckled, “I would tie you up. Or maybe, whip you? Fuck, yeah, later,” And then he threw the belt to the ground, leaving me slack jawed as I stared at him. “What? I’m allowed to be as kinky as I want,” He laughed.
I nodded my head in disbelief and rendered myself slack in Liam’s hands as he molded something beautiful out of me. Something beautiful out of us.
“Want to top or bottom?” Liam asked breathily. I hesitated to answer, because I wanted to bottom, but I knew that Liam preferred bottoming. He noticed my hesitation and then smiled at me. “I want to top, because I can just imagine how beautiful your face is going to look when I push inside of you and claim you as mine. I’m dominant here. I’m going to top,”
“Okay, Li,”
“However, we need to take time and prep you,” Liam smiled, “You know how big I am,”
And really I just wanted to laugh because how could Liam afford to be so cheeky and playful right now? All I wanted was for him to fuck me because I had waited long enough.
“Okay, okay, yeah, fine, hurry up,” I begged.
Liam smiled and pulled off his pants, leaving us both only in our boxers, his member outlined beautifully by his white undershorts. He gave me a reassuring look and then pulled off my boxers and threw them to the side. His steady hands ran down my thighs and he laid me back nicely so I was on the pillow, and then he pushed my legs apart as far as they could go. Sure, it was bad to feel like this, but I felt like a slut for him. I never knew my legs could spread so wide before. He smiled at me beautifully, and then stuck his hand in his mouth, wetting his fingers quickly and then pushing one against my ring of tight muscle and I whimpered and pulled away, suddenly kind of afraid.
“Babe, look at me,” Liam said. I did as he said and looked up to him, my eyes were probably glossed over and clouded. “If you don’t want to do this, I ca---”
“Stop,” I interrupted, “I’m fine. Please, Liam, I’m just afraid of taking someone your size. But it’ll be good, I know it. Just…please,”
He nodded wordlessly and pressed his lips in a tight line as he pushed a finger inside of me. One finger was nothing compared to what I was about to feel, but it still felt strange and out of place and I looked up to Liam to assure myself. He was smiling down at me and he kissed me lightly on the nose, licking the beads of sweat that ran down my chest and then biting my right nipple.
“Another,” I pleaded, pushing my ass back on his hand. Liam gave me a surprised look, and pushed two in at once and I scrunched my face up in pleasure because the burn felt so good and I was so full and fuck. “That feels….oh….that feels really….bloody hell,”
Liam chuckled at me and added yet another finger causing my back to arch up and push my chest up towards him. He smiled gently and pushed me back down on the mattress, causing his fingers to go deeper deeper deeper and dear lord, fuck. My eyes closed and I fell into a hole of pleasure and Liam, God, it was just all about Liam and my mind just went crazy. I couldn’t control anything that my body was doing now it was just happening and I was letting Liam destroy me in every way he wanted.
“You are so easily stretched,” Liam whispered against my ear as he hovered over me, “Do you think you can take me now?” And then I was nodding even though I honestly wasn’t sure if I would ever be ready to take Liam. But then his boxers were gone and he coated himself as he came forward. “Okay, babe, deep breath,”
I did as he said and took a deep breath as his tip pressed inside me. Fuck. It hurt. It hurt so much I cried and pulled away, tears forming in my eyes. Liam’s face looked scared and he backed up, licking his lips in uncertainty.
“I…I don’t…” Liam ran his hands through his hair, “How about you ride me?”
I wiped the tears from my eyes and nodded, letting him take my place and moving so I was hovering over his hips. “Help me,” I whimpered.
Liam’s strong hands grasped my hips and he set me on his hard on that was filthy and leaking and….fuck. And then the tip was inside of me again and I let out a broken cry and groan mixed together and the tears were in my eyes again, but it didn’t feel as bad as before. He slowly pulled me closer and closer to him.
“You can hurry it up now,” I breathed, “Li, it may hurt but I’m not going to break,”
Liam nodded and pulled me all the way down on him and he was finally inside me. I let out a strangled and pleasured gasp grabbing Liam’s shoulders and digging my fingernails into the skin.
“Zayn,” Liam breathed, his face looking completely blessed, “You are so tight this is just... sinful.” He spat.
It felt as though he was ripping me apart but there was some sick part of my mind that told me it felt good and I pushed myself onto him and my eyes went wide because he brushed over something inside me. I was already rock hard, dripping wet and slick. Liam grabbed my hips and thrusted up into me.
“Yes, yes, yes, yes,” I let out a line of curses after I said this and looked deep into Liam’s eyes.
“Okay, okay, yeah, fuck, this is the best lay ever,” Liam breathed, his eyes wide as he pulled me down and kissed me on the lips.
“Not just a lay,” I breathed as he rolled his hips into me, “This is forever. I love you,”
“I love you too,” Liam said as he flipped us so I was lying on the mattress, “This okay?”
I nodded and breathed in the heavy musky air and grabbed onto Liam and dear lord this was all just too much and I was losing every bit of myself. This was nothing like my first time. This is nothing like I thought it would be. It was so much better.
“Tell me when you’re close,” Liam said, “Wanna release at the same time you do,”
I nodded and then let out an impressed sigh of, “That’s going to be soon,”
And then Liam began to snap his hips into mine and the words got caught up in my mouth and ceased to pass my lips. Sweat trickled down his body as he exerted himself as much as he could. Going in and out of me at an incredible pace and making my mind go numb.
“Yeah,” I breathed. I was close, and that’s all I could get past my lips to communicate.
“Yeah?” He asked. I nodded. And then his hand was around my hard on, pulling it to the side.
“Fuck, Liam, I can’t….can’t release with your hand like that,” I gasped.
“I know,”
And he just kept plowing into me, his eyes boring into mine violently filled with love and lust and so many other emotions that I couldn’t comprehend at that moment.
“Alright baby,” Liam breathed as he let go of my member and thrust up one final time, “Happy birthday,”
I screamed out in pleasure, louder than I ever had before and Liam thrusted through my high, filling me up and oh, that felt good. I shot hot white ribbons over his chest and stared at him in amazement.
We lay there, a pile of numb limbs and receding pleasure, and I knew that it had been a good thing to wait for. It was worth it.
“Are you okay?” He asked me when he finally pulled out and kissed me hard on the lips. I let out a broken breath and then some sort of hurt sob, but shook my head. I was fine. Yeah it hurt, but it was that dull throb that you wanted to keep forever.
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And there you have it.
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