i don't know if i have published this chapter before or not but this is the last part of the sick and dying series and i wanted to make sure you guys read it. please leave a vote and comment, i really want to know what you think.

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After the night in the abandoned mansion on the hills Alec went missing for weeks. Every one was worried and knowing his friends and families would blow up his phone he had left his phone behind. For 6 weeks he disappeared and on the Monday of the 7 week he showed up looking like some one had sucked the soul out of him.
The light in his eyes was no longer there and his piercing blue eyes looked as if they were the ghost of there former self and so did he. His hair had grown longer that he usually kept it and his nuckles were brushed and busted.
On his first day of school his friends tried to get as much out him as they could but the only thing he was willing to tell anyone was that he had to get away. His family had freaked out when he came back and had taken him to the hospital to get a full body check out. There were in relief when they heard that he only had a few bruises but apart from that he was fine.
He went back to his life being the big brother to his siblings and the over protective friend to his friends. But no one could make him smile after those weeks away. Every one knew he was in pain and that he was suffering inside but only one knew why.
Magnus kept his distance. He paid attention to his best friend and noticed all his forced laughs and sad looks hidden from every one, every one but him. He could see how much he hurt him, how much he broke his heart.

Alec had started smoking and drinking from then on while magnus had stopped smoking all together and had started going to church. Alec had started sneaking out of his house at night and going to clubs and parties while magnus had started  going to Sunday service. Alec had started sleeping with one guy after the other while magnus had started going out with Camile and sworn to save him self till marriage. 

A couple of months later magnus was feeling sick so he decided to go home early and he came face to face with Alec in the student parking lot since the night in the mansion.

"Alexander " magnus called weakly. Alec looked to him with bored and barely open eyes before dropping the cigarette he was smoking dropping it on the ground and stepping on it.
"Alexander talk to me I miss you" magnus pleaded when Alec turned around to leave. Alec turned back to him with rage coursing through his veins.
"You miss me?  Do you?  Do you really? " Alec asked in a cold voice
"Of course I do Alexander. Why would I not? Your my best friend, I love you" magnus said taking a step closer
"Your best friend ha? Do you phantom what you did to me? Your broke my heart magnus and you went on your merry way as if it meant nothing to you!  You know what love is?  Do you? Because if you ask me your some one why is unable to experience it. I pity the fool who falls for you next. I pity the fool who is standing in front of you with a whole in his chest and tears In his eyes. I pity the fool who came back hoping you missed him. You were never sick magnus you were the disease its self" Alec said tears streaming down his face. He then got in his car and drove off leaving magnus frozen in the parking lot.

The next morning magnus woke up to his mother's soft knocking. He was confused when she and his father came in with teary eyes. He didn't know how to react when they had told him the news. Alec had drove off a cliff in the mountains near the abandoned mansion.
Magnus chocked on a sob when he realized what he did and he cried harder when they told him it was ruled a suicide. He knew why Alec was there. He knew Alec went there to finish what magnus had started months ago. To kill the week, the sick. But if the sick had to die whats ruled on disease its self?