Spencer Reid: I promise

A/N: I don't own the pictures above. I found them on:
https://drreidsphds.tumblr.com/

A/N 2: This character comes from the show: Criminal minds

A/N 3: You are around 14/15 years old here.

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Imagine that you and your sister get into an argument, which leads to secrets being spilled.

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<<<(Third person P.O.V)>>>

"Stop being mean to your sister Y/n." His mother scolded. This caused Y/n to whine.

"What?! But mom... Selly started it." This is so not fair.

The female glared softly at her oldest. "You are the older one of the two."

He rolled his eyes at his grinning sister. "Fine. You always get what you want Selena, only because you're younger than me and a girl."

Y/n stamped to his room, angry at the unfairness of this entire situation. He slammed the door behind me, harder than he wanted it to be.

He didn't know for how long he was sulking in his room, but after awhile he heard a soft knocking on his door. "Brother?"

"Yea?" The door opened and very insecure Selena stood in front his room.

"Can I come in?"

The older one of the two sighed and nodded. "Sure." Selena looked slightly guilty at her older brother. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for mom to get upset with you."

He frowned slightly. "It's not fair, you are her little girl."

"That's not my fault, it's not like I want it." Selena instantly protested. She quickly covered her mouth, but the words were already out.

Y/n raised confused an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"Nothing." She shyly looked away and headed towards the door. But before she could reach it her big brother beat her to it.

He grabbed her arm tightly, not so tight to hurt her though. "I know you're lying Selly. I'm your older brother, I can always tell when you're lying."

Selena sighed and played with her hands nervously. "If I tell you, do you promise not to judge me?"

The h/c haired boy couldn't believe his ears. He would never judge his baby sister. "I promise." He raised his pinky up, with a playful smile.

"Do you also promise not to tell mom? She's dealing with enough."

He really started to worry now. His sister was never this serious. Y/n slowly nodded, not sure what Selena was going to tell him.

Selena whimpered, while giving her brother a fearful smile. She knew there was no way back anymore.

"You remember when I said I wanted to be like you?" She slowly started.

The boy nodded with a small smirk on his face. "Yea, I told you that you really don't want that. After all I'm not as smart as you."

The small brunette took a deep breath. 'Here goes nothing.' She thought while she looked down.

"I ment it." She mumbled so quietly Y/n couldn't hear her.

"What?"

"I ment it when I said I wanted to be like you. I want to be a boy too, Y/n." She couldn't even look at him. Too afraid of his reaction.

He couldn't really understand what his baby sister was saying. "W-wha? What do you mean?"

"You always call me your baby sister." She pointed out, now a bit more confident since the edge was off.

"Can you get used to calling me your baby brother?" It terrified her to ask that to her big brother. "I don't feel comfortable with being a girl."

The oldest one had to blink a few times, trying to process what his baby sis-no-brother just said to him. "Brother, please say something?!" His sibling in front of him almost cried out when he didn't respond.

Then out of the blue the boy started to laugh. "And here I am, thinking you were going to tell me you are dying or something." He sounded relieved.

"This isn't funny." The smaller one hit him against his chest. "I thought you were going to abandon me." This came out really sad.

Y/n kneeled in front of his baby brother and put his arms around him. "I would never abandon you Sel..." He bit his lip to cut himself off. He figured out now his sister was no longer his sister, but his brother, he may not want to be called Selena anymore.

"You can keep calling me Selly if you want. I don't mind. I don't really have a new boy name actually." He looked shyly down with a fading blush.

"I think Spencer would fit you well." Y/n said bluntly. "You seem like a Spencer to me."

This only caused his younger brother to blush harder. "I love it."

Y/n looked suprised up. "You do?"

He nodded. "I want to be called Spencer."

His big brother grinned and planted a kiss on his hand. "I love you Spencer, my cute and precious baby brother."

~~~Timeskip~~~

<<<(Y/n's P.O.V)>>>

It was quiet in our home. Spencer was reading a book, while I did my homework. Music silently played in the background. I had to admit it was a switch I had to turn, when Selena told me she wants to be a boy. But if it makes my sibling happy I'm more than willing to call her a him and he.

I didn't want to be a jerk, but I just couldn't get used to naming him Spencer instead of Selly. I wanted to, I really did. It was ridiculous I just keep making the same mistake. But to me he has always been Selly. It was hard to change a habit. He says he doesn't minds me calling him Selly, but deep in his eyes I can see him wince everytime the word leaves my mouth. I had to make it up to him, for being a jerk by calling him by his dead nickname.

Out of no where the doorbell rang. It made me jump slightly. Spencer went to get up, to get the door, but I flew up and ran to it instead.

"I'll get it." I knew what it was and I wanted it to be surprise.

Since we shared a room, because Spencer couldn't sleep alone, I also know most of his secrets. I know he has been staring at special kind of clothing online. I was unsure what it is called. It was something to put around a chest to make it look flatter I think.

Whenever he wasn't at home I secretly searched through his internet history. "A binder." I muttered quietly. I noticed he looked several kinds up, but by one he put a heart, must be his favorite. I'm not going to lie, it was expensive. This was probably also the reason why he hasn't bought one yet. I'm a few years older than Spencer and had a side job besides school, so I had a bit more money.

After I closed the door again Spencer stood in front of me with a curious look on his face. I quickly hid the package behind my back. "Who was it and what is that?"

"Nothing." I grinned sheepishly. I pushed him aside and headed straight to our room.

"I know you're lying N/n. I'm your brother, I can always tell when you're lying." He snickered as he mimicked what I said to him a few days ago.

"Show me!" He demanded while he followed me upstairs.

I sighed in defeat. Nothing could go past him. "I was actually going to save this for your birthday, but you know, with you being a curious little brat, I have no choice but to give it now."

I handed him the package. With big curious eyes he opened it. The look on Spencers face when he realized it was a binder was priceless. His eyes lit up like a Christmas three. "H-how? Why?" He stumbled over his words.

"I know you wanted one of these, but since it's expensive you never bought it."

Spencer quickly pulled me into a firm hug and kept chanting thank yous. "You are the best brother ever."

Even though he tried to hide it, any fool could see from miles away that he was dying to try it on. I smiled and nodded. "Go on. I won't look." And I put my hands on my eyes.

After some hesitation he started changing, of course I couldn't see it. But I heard things moving and him cursing a few times. "You can open your eyes again." Spencer said after some time.

He looked full of amazement at himself in the mirror. This chest was completely flat, just like he wanted it.

I chuckled and threw him one of my shirts. Even though the shirt was way too big for him, he wore it with pride.

Out of nowhere he started to cry. I instantly put my arms around him, trying to comfort him.

Did I upset him? Is it not the one he wanted? Worries filled my head.

"I-I'm so h-happy." He said between the sobs.

Wait what?

"T-thank you so much for being so understanding. I-I love you brother."

I smiled at his words.

"I love you too brother."

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