a month later..

                                leilani's pov:

"i can be a little late to rehearsal it's literally not an issue-"

"billie," i cut her off. "no ma'am. the first show is literally in 2 days."

"ugh lani-"

"nope," i shook my head.

"but i told you i'd never let you go alone-"

"billie i am a big girl," i nodded my head. "you do not need to be late to tour rehearsal. go."

"but-"

"baby it's not even a treatment today. it's just a examination to see my progress since i've done a lot of cycles," i shrugged.

"i still wanna-"

"bye billie," i waved as i pushed her out of my apartment.

"you better text me," she said.

"i might," i teased. "thanks for the starbucks!" i exclaimed before closing the door in her face.

walking to my room, i stopped at the mirror and looked at my appearance. i sighed as i noticed my weight loss from being sick.

but to try and hype myself up, i took a mirror pic and posted it on my story. i then got dressed and headed to my appointment.

"no billie today?" the receptionist asked me as i checked in.

"no not today," i sighed. "she has things to do."

while sitting in the waiting room, my instagram dms started blowing up. when i checked them, it was basically the same thing over and over again.

"omg you look smaller."

"did you lose weight?"

"you look ill"

"are you okay?"

"ya know, an unhappy relationship can cause weight loss"

like what???

i sighed and deleted the photo from my insta story. i then laid my head back and closed my eyes.

"leilani rose," the nurse came out and called.

i stood up, grabbed my purse and followed her to the room. i sat on the chair thing and waited for the doctor.

the doc soon came in and i did all these damn imaging tests like x-rays, blood tests, etc. after awhile, i left and got in my car.

i decided to stop by and surprise billie at her rehearsal for her first show in LA. i drove out to the stadium and entered the gates, after getting through her security.

after greeting her mom and everyone, i walked in the main stage/ floor area while she was practicing billie's bossa nova.

however, she didn't notice me because she was too busy giving directions about how she wanted the jumbo screen.

i walked up to one of her tech guys and said "turn off her mic and give me one," i smirked, feeling playful.

he laughed, already knowing what i had in mind. he gave me a mic and turned it on. he then turned hers off without her knowing.

the intro for billie's bossa nova came on and i started singing. now, am i singer?? hell no. but it'll still be funny.

"love when it comes without a warning," i sang. "cause waiting for it gets so boring," i giggled.

billie's mouth dropped as she recognized my voice and started to look for me.

"a lot can change in 20 secondssss," i continued. "a lot can happen in the dark- damn billie i'm down here," i said.

she looked down and saw me. she ran down the middle of the stage and damn near jumped off to come and hug me.

"hi baby," i giggled as we hugged. "someone missed me."

"yes," she smiled. "yes i did. what are you doing here?"

"i wanted to surprise you."

she poked her lip out.

"yeah i know you were bummed you couldn't come with me so i came to you," i started. "plus, i wanted to come see the behind the scenes magic."

"well you're just in time cause i'm about to do your favorite part of the show," she grinned.

i slightly gasped. "therefore i am??" my eyes got wide in excitement. "yes! lemme stand right here at the tip of the stage."

"you're a fool," billie laughed.

"i'm just ready to see you arch," i bit my lap.

she rose her eyebrows. "yeah?"

"yeah," i smirked.

2 days later -

"don't run," i told billie lowly as i ate her pussy, holding her by the thighs.

she breathed heavily. "lani."

"no," i kept going.

she soon came in my mouth and laid there flat on the bed, trying to catch her breath.

"cmon," i kissed her. "i'll run your shower."

we showered together and laid on the bed after.

"you excited for tonight?" i looked at her.

"am i?" she looked at me. "first show at home to kick off my tour? hell yeah!"

"i'm so excited to see it," i smiled. "i know you worked so hard on the show."

"i did," she sighed, sitting up. "ugh i need to get going."

"no," i whined.

she poked her lip out. "i'm really going to miss you."

so yes, today is the first show of billie's tour. it's starting in LA but after the show, she's getting right on the road to the next stop.

and i'll be here, finishing chemo :')

but of course, margie, liz, and i are going to the first show to support our girl. i'm so proud of her and hope that i can meet her mid tour.

"are you sure you're ready?" i asked billie. "i could've sworn you had another suitcase to pack," i joked.

she chuckled. "i wish i could stay babygirl. i'm just as torn as you, just tryna stay strong."

"this sucks," i sighed.

"i'm not worried cause you'll be with me soon once everything is all good with you," she pinched my cheek.

"ugh. i know," i groaned.

"come here," she hugged me tight. "i'd be lying if i said i'm not scared to leave you during this time. but i trust you and i know everything will be okay."

we broke the hug as her phone pinged.

"that's my cue," she sighed.

i slightly looked down in sadness.

"no no no," she lifted my chin. "today's a happy day yeah?"

"right," i nodded. "we're celebrating the start of your world tour," i smiled.

"i'll see you tonight," she kissed me.

"okay," i grinned as she walked out of my apartment.

i sighed and went to get ready.

-

"k you guys ready?" i asked as i walked out of my bedroom with a baby tee and baggy jeans on.

"yeah i got everything," liz checked her pockets.

"alright we can take my car," i grabbed my keys.

"oh no need," margie shook her head.

i squinted my eyes.

we walked outside to the front of the building and saw a fancy suv out there for us. "she wanted us to be escorted there," marg smiled.

i smiled and shook my head.

we arrived to the concert and instead of watching from backstage, we decided to go on the ga floor and just stay in the back where it wasn't crowded.

we were dancing and singing along the whole time. then billie sat on her stool.

"okay guys," she adjusted the mic. "i'm not gonna be cringey but let's talk about something really quick."

"you all are aware of my relationship with leilani that seemed on and off for awhile," she started. "and because of the media, you all know that," she paused. "that we were expecting a baby last year."

"oh my god," i mumbled.

"but um," she paused again, trying not to cry. "unfortunately, lani was in a very bad car accident the day of her shower and we lost kaia."

i teared up too, as did liz and margie. they both began rubbing my back as we continued to watch billie.

"lani i'm not gonna shine the spotlight on you, but please believe i can see you back there girl," bil chuckled, making everyone laugh and making people turn to look for me.

"anyway, while we were broken up, i wrote this song about her. for her. and i told no one," she started. "but i got lani's permission to share it with the world so i wanted to start on my first show here in my hometown," she continued, making the crowd cheer.

"lani, i love you. here's the song guys."

she performed the 30th and the crowd loved it. everyone loved it.

the concert then went on and we were all hype and shit, jumping around and all.

then my phone rang.

since i was already in the back of the crowd, it was easy for me to step out into the lobby.

i answered the phone and put it to my ear.

"hello?"

                                billie's pov -

"great show billie," everyone kept telling me as i walked backstage.

"thank you thank you," i smiled to them. i then walked up to my assistant, laura. "hey can you go get lani and them from the floor and bring them here?"

"yeah yeah," she hurried off.

i went and gathered the stuff up from my dressing room to pack up and go.

minutes later, laura came back in. "i didn't see them. can you call her?"

"i tried but the reception is so shitty here," i shrugged. "try the bathroom?"

"yep, looked there," she nodded.

"ugh," i groaned. "we gotta go but i need to see her before we do."

"oh hey," laura called to one of my securities that was passing by. "were you standing at the door to the ga center?"

"yes ma'am," he nodded.

"did you see billie's girlfriend while you were down there?" laura asked.

"yeah. she left though," he said.

"left?" i furrowed my eyebrows before looking at laura. "why would she leave? did she say anything?" i looked back at him.

"not to me but she seemed pretty upset," he nodded.

"wait huh? what happened?" i asked confused af.

"i don't know she just stepped into the lobby on a phone call," he started. "she hung up pretty upset and went back into your show. 1 minute later, she came back out with two more girls and rushed out."

"a phone call?"