Soobin tried to focus on Yeonjun's kisses as he leaned back on the bed, his hyung climbing on top of him while opening the bathrobe he'd put on merely moments before.

His heart was pounding inside his chest, the thud resonating in his ears so loudly that he would've expected to be unable to hear anything else. But, on the contrary, all his senses were afire. He could hear every single rustle coming from fabric rubbing: the bedsheets under them, Yeonjun's hand traveling over his bathrobe, the towels they'd used to dry their hair dropping to the floor...

Soobin brought his torso up just far enough for Yeonjun to slide the younger's clothes off. As soon as he did, the elder pushed him back onto bed, one hand on the taller's cheek and another one over his now bare chest.

Soobin was having a difficult time keeping a slow pace, specially since he thought he'd be the one yearning for contact the most, but Yeonjun had taken the initiative by turning him around and pushing him onto the sheets as soon as they made it to the bedroom.

Making an effort to not break the rhythm of their tongues massaging one another, he also grasped his hyung's bathrobe by the collar and clumsily pulled down, causing Yeonjun to stop kissing him for a moment to undress himself, but Soobin could not stand the distance and immediately went up to licking and lip-biting his jaw.

The elder let out a ragged sigh, hurriedly threw his robe to the side and went back to kissing the other, cupping his head in his hands. Then he moved down to trail his tongue down Soobin's neck, and the younger shut his eyes closed and moaned softly, his mind becoming blurry.

This time, it felt like it was meant to.

His body started to feel weirdly numb, like its sensitivity was taken away, but only in places that Yeonjun was not touching. In the points where he was, however, his skin felt like it was on fire. The contrast was so intense that he desperately started looking for ways to even the sensations out, uncomfortably moving around to rub his legs against Yeonjun's calfs, digging his fingers into his hair to tug the hyung's head further into his own skin and pressing himself up against the other.

As the elder increased the intensity of his caresses over his abdomen and sides, Soobin decided that the contact was not enough and put his hands on Yeonjun's waist to push him down over his own crotch.

The boy on top jolted and let out a groan while involuntarily digging his nails in Soobin's skin, a whimper escaping the latter's mouth as well.

Yeonjun recovered and chuckled through heavy breaths.

"What's wrong, Binnie?", he smirked.

Once again the younger seemed to have lost his ability to speak, so he just laid there panting with his mouth half-open, glassy eyes repeatedly going from Yeonjun's expressions to their touching groins. He then tried to repeat the maneuver and move his hyung's pelvis over his to increase the feeling, but the one on top refused by raising his body.

The younger's eyes darted up, searching for the other's amongst blurry vision. Only when Yeonjun's smirk widened did Soobin realize that he was wearing a pleading expression.

"Is there something you need?"

And the younger nodded with his head, still at a loss words.

"Do you need help with that?", the elder asked innocently, placing the tip of his index finger on Soobin's length, which made him let out a high-pitched moan because of how extremely sensitive he was. Yeonjun gazed down at him and failed to bite down on his smile. "Soooooo cute... You're soooo cute, Soobin."

Dammit, Jun, I've been waiting for this for so long, just--

"Please", was the only word that came out, in a begging tone to his further dismay.

Yeonjun let a couple of seconds pass and then cheerfully exclaimed:

"Of course!"

Then he sat up further, confusing Soobin even more because he'd asked for something to which his hyung had agreed... but he didn't even know what it was.

The elder abandoned his position and scrambled out of bed. The taller sat up to look at him and opened his mouth to ask what he was doing, but before he could Yeonjun grabbed him by the thighs and slid him towards the edge of the bed, making him lose balance and fall back onto his back. Using his hands on the younger's legs as support, Yeonjun knelt beside the bed, tossing his head to get the hair out of his eyes.

Soobin raised himself on his elbows just in time to catch the view of the other wrapping his fingers around his length and kissing his inner thigh, all while making direct eye contact.

The taller grasped the bed sheets in anticipation, moans escaping him as Yeonjun stoke him up and down, and when the elder finally brought the tip to his mouth, Soobin -there was no other way to describe it- saw stars.

The sensation was way more intense than he would've imagined, and his fingers darted forward to entangle themselves with the hyung's bangs, mostly in a desperate attempt to gain some early control to stop him if needed. Yeonjun chuckled with his mouth around Soobin, and the vibration of his voice sent shivers down the taller's spine.

The elder neglected the tip for a moment to run his tongue along the entire length and place some kisses around, stroking with twisting motions from one hand at the same time.

Soobin threw his head back, biting down on his lip and trying to take deep breaths but failing to do so in between broken moans. When the elder took him entirely in his mouth his arms gave out and he was forced to give in, laying face up in bed and covering his face with one elbow, moaning loudly with his mouth open.

"--jun--Fuck--"

Yeonjun continued bobbing his head up and down and, reaching the point where he absolutely needed some relief for himself as well, started stroking himself with one hand while pleasuring Soobin with the other along with his mouth.

Soobin couldn't see his hyung touching himself because he was still facing up looking at the ceiling, but he felt it through the subtle yet constant quivering that started running across Yeonjun's fingers and lips all of a sudden. He propped himself up for the nth time to try and catch a glance, but he regretted it the second he did.

The sight of Yeonjun rhythmically bobbing his head up and down, tilting it to the sides and swirling his tongue around Soobin while he stroke himself and moaned from inside sucked-in cheeks was... not something the younger's heart was ready to handle. Sudden heat started spreading from his groin up his abdomen, and he desperately tried to push Yeonjun away with the hand that was still on his hair.

"Wa--Wait, Jun, I can't--"

Immediately after saying this, the elder pulled his face away and Soobin felt a finger lurk around his entrance, a sensation that completely threw him off, his brain suddenly unable to process everything that was happening. Having his climax denied at the verge of reaching it was straight-up painful, but also now his body was pleading, begging for more pleasure, in any form.

Yeonjun noticed that and pushed his finger in, causing Soobin to gasp and uncomfortably squirm while letting out desperate whines. The elder reached for the nightstand with his free hand and retrieved a bottle of lube that he'd probably left there while the younger prepared the bath before. He poured some directly over the taller's groin so the liquid would slide down up to the point where his finger was entering him, and in there he dampened his other fingers and gently slid one more into Soobin.

Much like that time in Yeonjun's bedroom, the younger felt that his hyung was being almost too delicate, and the lack of strong stimulation was threatening to drive him crazy, so he reached down to grip and stroke himself, barely inches away from the other's face. Yeonjun, who had been focusing his attention on his own fingers, seemed to be thrown over the edge by this because he squinted and let out a jagged groan just before leaning in and licking Soobin's hand.

So now Soobin was supporting himself by one elbow on the bed, stroking his own length while Yeonjun moved his fingers inside him and wrapped his plump lips around his knuckles, accompanying the movement and stopping from time to time to suck on the tip, all while keeping eye contact.

Soobin's scrunched up face gave the hyung the confidence to insert a third finger and increase both the intensity and the speed, and although the foreign sensation was what prevented the younger from coming right then and there, he himself could feel that he was already loosened up as result of his arousal and, maybe even in greater part, the fact that finally Soobin's mind was completely blank.

"Yeonjun...", he whimpered as an invitation, and the elder got the message and stood up, pulling his fingers out and gently pushing him towards the center of the bed to make enough room for himself to climb up onto it and in between the other's legs. He once again reached for the nightstand and this time retrieved a condom that he opened with his fingers and rolled down his length, and then poured more lube onto it.

He looks so serious, Soobin amused himself at how concentrated Yeonjun seemed, but also realized that he himself could not find the energy to mock him out loud because he was too busy trying to see through glassy eyes and get air through heavy breaths.

The elder supported his upper body with his hands near the taller's sides and aligned himself with Soobin, pushing ever so slowly as he leaned in to distract him by kissing him deeply.

The younger initially took the other's face in his hands to kiss him back, but quickly had to move his fingers to his shoulders for better support as a pain he'd never felt before started spreading up his spine. He clenched his teeth, his entire body tensed up and he cursed under his breath. His eyes were squeezed shut but he could feel Yeonjun's gaze studying his expression from up close.

"Soobin, relax", the elder said, gently poking him on the cheek with his nose.

"It fucking hurts", the other wheezed while digging his toes into the sheets.

"It'll pass", Yeonjun insisted, and the younger was grateful at how composed he sounded. "Look at me", he said while staying still, but Soobin shook his head with his brows scrunched up together because he was focusing on catching his breath through heavy panting. "Come on", the one on top whispered.

When the other finally opened his eyes he found himself staring at Yeonjun's sweet smile. The same one he wore while staying by his side during Soobin's anxiety attacks before performing when they'd just debuted. The same one he used to compliment him on his skills every time Soobin doubted himself. The one Soobin had fallen for.

"Hey", Yeonjun seemed to greet him. "Look, I'm here. We're finally together, bunny."

The younger suddenly felt like crying but his muscles relaxed almost completely. He took deep breaths under his hyung's gaze. The pain was still there but it was way more bearable than just moments before.

Yeonjun pressed their foreheads together as if to warn him to get ready, and started moving again. This time there was a mixture of pleasure to the sensation, but the overall feeling was so overwhelming that Soobin let out a loud groan, digging and dragging his nails across the other's back. Yeonjun reached behind himself to try to pull his hand off but the younger resisted, so he hesitantly let it be and finally pushed himself all the way in.

Soobin gasped and whimpered but ultimately looked up at the other, who remained completely still to let him adjust to the feeling, and held his face in his palms to kiss him firmly, Yeonjun also humming into his mouth from the pleasure that came from having the other around him.

After a minute or so of kissing, the one on top proceeded to slowly slide himself in and out of Soobin, resting his forehead on the pillow for better balance to make sure he kept a steady, gentle pace. The younger furrowed his brow and hid his face against Yeonjun's chest, but soon enough his grunts grew into moans and his fingers loosened their grip around the other's skin, so the elder started entering him with increasingly longer strokes.

Soobin arched his back at the feeling, now looking and sounding completely relaxed as he tilted his head and ran his tongue along Yeonjun's cheek, desperately searching for the lips that he was hiding against the pillow. His hyung propped himself up on his hands, but instead of granting his request he stared at him from above, a smirk slowly appearing on his face. Soobin became conscious of his own messy state: sweaty hair partially covering his eyes, small tears running down the sides of his face, mouth lazily open as loud moans escaped him every time Yeonjun thrust into him.

But he was too lost in ecstasy to care in the slightest, so when his hyung opened his mouth to say something, Soobin talked first:

"Feels good!!!", he whimper-yelled. "It feels sooooo good, Jun...", he cried out.

The elder furrowed his brow and whispered out a curse, moving deeper and faster inside him.

Soobin was not himself anymore and when he got tired of just giving out long and loud cries of pleasure, he reached out to grab one of Yeonjun's hands by the wrist and brought it to his crotch.

"Touch me more", he said in a calm yet demanding voice, and his hyung confusedly nodded with his head and started stroking him, making an utmost effort to not lose the consistent rhythm of his thrusts.

The younger threw his head back and wrapped his legs around Yeonjun to pull him closer, accidentally causing him to lose his balance, so the elder was forced to let go of his grip on Soobin and use both hands to support himself without falling on top of the other.

"Wow... Slow down, Binnie", the hyung giggled, but his laughter was met by a glare from the taller.

"I can't", and he sounded both determined and pleading.

I've waited for so long...

To Yeonjun's further surprise, Soobin sat up and, although his face contorted in a grimace of pain for a moment due to the change of positions, pushed him onto his back and straddled him, never losing contact completely where they were connected.

"Shit", was the only thing that the elder could mutter when he saw the entirety of Soobin's naked body on display and sitting on top of him.

He gave the younger a couple of seconds to adjust himself to the new position and then put his hands on his hips, pushing him down onto himself. Soobin let out his loudest moan yet, starting to bounce his body up and down, this time gaining the opportunity to see Yeonjun lose his cool as well as he tossed his head back and groaned repeatedly, unable to keep his eyes open.

The room was filled with the sounds of ragged breaths, heavy panting and loud moans coming from both men moving their bodies synchronously, finding the perfect balance between the effort they put to pleasure the other and the amount of pleasure they were receiving themselves.

"Jun, I'm close--", Soobin said after some time with his eyes closed when he felt the familiar heat crawling up his stomach.

Yeonjun hummed in acknowledgement and once again wrapped his fingers around Soobin's length, moving his hand firmly up and down with the same rhythm their hips were using. The younger dug his feet into the sheets and leaned down to press his and the hyung's lips together, letting out high-pitched moans into the kiss as he climaxed, releasing over Yeonjun's hand and stomach.

The elder slowed down his pace to help him ride out the feeling, and then picked up speed to push himself towards cumming.

"Soobin", he called out through broken groans. The younger was struggling to even remain sat up, but he did his best to meet Yeonjun's eyes. "Can you say it, please?"

Although overwhelmed by the sensations and still trying to recover his breath, Soobin confidently leaned towards the other's ear and whispered:

"Yeonjun, you're so fucking hot", and he felt the elder's body tense up under him. "But more than that... I love you. I love you so much, Jun."

And that was what finally threw the other over the edge, making him come undone inside the condom. He kept thrusting for a little longer to ride out his own climax this time, and then wrapped his arms around Soobin, bringing his face to the crook of his own neck.

They laid there in silence for a while, panting and waiting for their heartbeats to go back to their normal pace.

Then Yeonjun brushed Soobin's sweaty hair aside to kiss him on the cheek, and said:

"I love you, too."

The other smiled with his eyes closed and ducked his head under the elder's jaw.

"I know."