F o u r

My mouth hung to the floor as I read and re read the message flashed across my screen.


The message was received over an hour ago and I still had absolutely no idea how to reply.


It was a message from Yoongi which was surprising seeing as almost a month had passed since he got ahold of my journal.


The message he sent read:


I'm finally able to have some free time and I'd really like it if we could meet up. I want to speak face to face. We don't have to if you're not ready I'd just really like to speak with you in person. Message me back if you're up for it. -Yoongi.


I didn't know what to say.


I didn't think I was quite ready to see him in person.


I knew once I did I would clam up and I wouldn't be able to look him in the eye.


I don't have enough courage to do it.


Finally, I text back.


I'm sorry..it's just, I'm nervous. I'm not sure I'm ready to meet up..-Y/n.


The message comes in quite quickly and what it says makes my heart flutter.


Please don't be nervous. You have nothing to be nervous about. Honestly, I'm quite nervous too. I want to see you in person though so please just give this some thought. If you still don't want to after that, I understand. -Yoongi.


This is why I fell in love with him in the first place.


He's honestly such a sweetheart and I adore him so much.


I take in a deep breath then reply.


Okay, I'll do it. -Y/n.


Really?? When are you free? We can meet up at a cafe or something and talk. -Yoongi.


I'm actually free tomorrow.. if you're okay with it we can meet up then. -Y/n.


Of course! I'll meet you at the cafe by the bighit entertainment building tomorrow then? Around 1? -Yoongi.


I wouldn't miss it. -Y/n.


My heart hammered against my chest as I hit send.


Great! I'll see you then. Until tomorrow, Y/n. 😊-Yoongi.


This was actually happening?! I was going to meet up with the man I've loved for so long.


We were actually going to be sitting face to face.


My head and stomach felt fuzzy just thinking about it.


I hugged my phone​ to my chest and let out a breath.


This was a dream come true.


-


When the next day finally came I quickly showered and began to get ready.


I put on a dark blue top that had exposed shoulders and then I put on some ripped skinny jeans and my Jordans.


I brushed my hair out and did some very simple make up.


I felt even more nervous as the time crawled closer to one-O'clock. 


In only a couple of minutes I'd be meeting the love of my life.


I was nervous yet deep down I felt an excitement building up.


I had been waiting for this moment all of my life and it was finally here.


When the time hit One I headed out to meet up with the love of my life.


-


Yoongi's POV


"So you're finally meeting that girl today, huh?" Hoseok asks, smiling a little.


"I am. In a few minutes actually" I say as I fix my hair a little and straighten my clothes.


"You must really like her if you're going to such lengths" Hoseok teases.


"It's not like that. I just want to meet her is all" I say as I grab my phone and place it into my pocket.


"Well have fun and tell us how it goes" He says happily as he ushers me out the front door.


I make my way to the small cafe and as I'm walking there I can feel myself becoming nervous with every step I take.


From what I've read so far this girl really does care about​ me , and a lot at that.


She's wrote to me everyday for the past three years and that really means something to me.


I really want to get to know her.


As I reach the cafe I head inside and look around.


My eyes stop as I spot a small girl with a blue shirt on, glancing out the window then down at her hands.


I bit the inside of my lip and let out a breath before making my way over to the table.


It was finally time to meet the owner of these love notes.

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