It's been 2 weeks Wang Yibo not coming to the university. He was too busy with his paper work at his father office. shorting out the doc for the new executive manager that will be transferred to the uk. he want to make sure all documents is complete and perfect. he need to  write the offer letter for that person, preparing doom for him in the uk so that when he arrive to the uk he got the room to stay.

in this 2 weeks he keep wondering if is Zhan already back to his lover? he know zhan was not in good terms with his lover 2 weeks ago so wondering if zhan back to that damn lecturer. well, everything can be happen in 2 weeks right. in yibo mind right now, he want to done this as soon as possible. not seeing zhan 1 day like an thousand years for him.

and as for Zhan, he keep wondering where Yibo. his guilty toward yibo is unbearable right now. he want ask for forgiveness and start feel restless if not seeing him. he even dont know why he felt like that. maybe because of guilt for slapping him.

zhan still doing his day like usual, but passed this 3 days ago his anger toward his boyfriend also start to calmed down slowly. they start chatting on the phone and called each other on the phone when free time even they not going out date or doing love.

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<zhan pov>

today is my father big day. we are heading toward airport for my father departure to the uk. he just signed the offer letter last week. we walking in hand and hugging and kissing for the last time before my father start going.

after sending my father to the airport i heading to my university coz i still need to attend my class. i had skip my morning class and noon for sending my father off and now i cant skip my evening class.

once i arrive to the gate of my university i saw yibo heading out from university gate with his bike. i try to wave him but he just leave it like not sawing me. i know he saw me. i can see in his eyes. our eyes meeting each other. why he acted like that, i just want to say sorry. is he still mad at me. it been 3 weeks from that slapping day. is he try to avoid me.

i feel upset, sad, anger, ignored, and PAIN. yes pain, i don't know why i need to be pain. this pain more agony than pain that yubin give to me. i touch my chest try to reduce the pain. keep deep breath to soothing my heart and tear from falling down. i cant blame him. it was my fault. i slapped him and said the bad word to him.

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<yibo pov>

i saw him walking toward our university gates when im riding out from university. i not stop my bike to greet him. i know he hate me for discover his secret affair. i swear to myself that i wont bother him. it enough watching him from afar.

when i arrive home, i straight going upstairs to my room. why love so pain. why my love so agony. why others love is beautiful. this is unfair. i also want a sweet love, beautiful love like others.

i switch on my computer and start playing game on it. i dont want to think about this painful love. i need something positive too.

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the next morning, yibo wake up and went down once he done his morning routine. "good morning cheng ge" yibo straight sit on dinning table and pick up his plate them fill it up with fried noodle into his plate and ate it. zhuocheng who was sweeping butter on his bread only humming him as reply.

"cheng ge, where is da-ge?" asked yibo as him not seeing his brother. "oh, he is upstair. getting ready for work." replied zhuocheng before drink his milk. "yibo, tonight me and ur brother will go to have dinner with my family. are you ok to be alone and please maid to cook you something ok."remind zhuocheng to his little brother in law. "don't worry cheng ge. i can manage myself. enjoy your dinner tonight ok. oh i need to go know. tell da ge i love him n you too. bye" said yibo then he went to his university.

when he arrive there, he saw yubin come out from a car with his pregnant wife. they walk side by side with smile and holding hand. for people who doesnt know about that damn lecturer with zhan may think that yubin is such a perfect husband. yibo smirk inside his helmet then ride fast near the married couple. this acted make both of them shock and yubin hurriedly hugging his wife protecting her.

yibo break his bike and look at behind him (yubin and wife). he can see how mad yubin is. "WTF! WHERE YOUR EYES RIDING YOUR BIKE LIKE THAT. THIS IS UNIVERSITY NOT CIRCUIT. HOW IF YOU HIT MY WIFE. CANT YOU SEE? SHE IS PREGNANT? COME HERE AND TELL ME YOUR NAME, SEMESTER AND FACULTY." shout yubin. he really mad right now. he so worry about his wife and baby to be born.

yibo when heard this he not fell scare at all. he smirked and said "you can thanks me later if your wife die. so u can marry someone easily. i help u to fullfill your promise." then yibo leave them both shock. he can see from rear mirror that this couple was arguing something.

yibo only stop his bike once he arrive at motorcycle parking lot. he remove the helmet. his hair smoothly falling down to his face. this make him look so handsome and fascinated. all girls and boys start awe him and scream but his eyes catches one person who he love so much. zhan was there too and he see the couple arguing.

yibo can see zhan secret smile while seeing a drama from his lover with so called wife. but then his smile disappears and his eyes start watery when yubin said to his wife that he love her so much and it impossible for him to cheat on her or leave her with the baby. he also said there no reason for him to marry others when his wife is so pretty and have a baby and loving her so much. this words make zhan hurt so much.

zhan start running toward yubin and push him down while crying. yubin fall to the ground with shock coz zhan was pushing him down in front of his wife and others. yubin saw his wife look at him then leave him with the car while zhan running away to the art faculty building.

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<zhan pov>

i was running fast to my faculty building after pushing my lover down. how could he do this to me. is this all time he only playing with me. i go hide at my faculty toilet and crying. i cant hold my tear anymore. im so hurt.

suddenly there a knock on my cubicle door. "zhange" i know the owner of that voice. "yibo leave me alone. i want to be alone." i said while crying hard. i don't get it why it must be yibo everything something like this happens. why always yibo witness so much my silliness. i was crying hard swallowing my pain. im so broken right now. i pour everything by crying it out.

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<yibo pov>

"yibo leave me alone. i want to be alone." this is what zhan said while crying his pain. i was just silent listening his crying. it hurting my heart. i feel useless. i cant do anything to help the person i love. i siting on zhan cubicle door listening to his cry.

maybe i cant help him but at least i can be with him accompany him, listening to him. love is really painful. love is so cruel. there no mercy on love. if u strong enough u will thru it but if you weak you will fall depths down. without i realised i also cry in silence together with zhan.