publishing jealousy.

     Articles, blogs, magazines, are all being published of me; and it's nothing good nor truthful either.

A picture of me and my modeling partner Hugh Laughton Scott, got blown completely out of proportion and now thousands are believing that him and I are together. All morning I've been talking to my manager about trying to take all articles about me and him down but she refuses. 

" Vivienne, darling, this is really good publicity. All your and his fans are supporting it. They all think the pictures of you two having dinner is adorable. Besides it's not like you have a boyfriend or anything to worry about. "

But I do. 

I've been dating Louis Partridge secretly for years now. We've thought about making it public but we're worried about the media. Now that this photo has been leaking I'm not sure how far the media will take this. 

Tonight is pasta night with Louis at his house but he hasn't been texting me besides a morning text but also hasn't called. I packed my bag for my overnight stay at his house and quickly arrived at his house. 

I ring his door bell and he opens it with me small smile. " Hey Louis" I smile brightly, taking him in a hug. " Hey" he mutters, barley holding onto the hug. " I'm going to take my things to your room and then I'll be down to make pasta" I say, pulling out of the awkward hug. 

As I set my bags down on his bed, I hear my phone ringing from the distance. I pat my jeans and pockets but my phone isn't there. I click my tongue as I remember I left it downstairs on the sofa. I walk downstairs over to it but I see Louis with my phone in his ear pacing back and forth. I stop my feet as I quietly listen to the conversation. 

" Who is this?...Right of course it's you...I'm her boyfriend that's who I am...why are you calling her this late, don't you know she's busy with me...right right...well as her boyfriend I'm telling you to stop calling... you don't need to keep apologizing, I've heard enough...good for you..." Louis hangs up as he throws my phone to the couch and sits down next to my phone as he puts his hands to his face. 

" What the hell Louis?" I say, coming down the stairs, " who were you just talking to?" He angrily stands up, " according to everyone your boyfriend!" I stand there confused, " I'm guessing it was Hugh who called?"  

Louis rolls his eyes as he walks past me. I walk towards him to the kitchen, " Louis, you cannot be serious right now." Louis stands against the cold refrigerator with his arms crossed. " Louis, the media took it the wrong way. You should know how the media is by now! They've accused of you and Mille of dating and I never acted this way!" 

" Well I didn't go to fucking dinner with Mille for the media to think that we were dating. Jesus fuck Vivienne!" 

" It was a friends dinner! Our friend Anastasia went there too but they only took a picture when she left for the bathroom! Answering my phone and being rude to my co-worker, like are you serious Louis? Louis Patrick James Partridge you have completely broken my trust by doing something so childish and unbelievable! I can't even look at you, I'm leaving Partridge." 

It's been 5 very long days. Louis has been sending me flowers non-stop to my doorstep and calling much more with him repeatedly apologizing but I've sent them all to voicemail. 

I sat down with Hugh at a coffee shop, " listen, Hugh, I'm really sorry about that day. It was all just a big misunderstanding." 

He takes a sip of his coffee and chuckles, " no, no, trust me, he had every right to be mad at me." I raised my eyebrow, " how come?" He shrugged, " well, I thought I made it obvious but I had a huge crush on you. But soon after I met this girl lately and she's the sweetest. Uh, not to say you're not sweet obviously. But as a man I understand where he's coming from." 

I slowly nodded as I took this information in. Later that day after a lot of thought, I knocked at Louis's door. He opens the door completely shocked when he see's me but smiles. 

" Are you done with the publishing jealousy?" I ask. 

He nods as he brings me into a kiss, " god, I'm so done with it." 


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