Asher's pov
When I finally made it down stairs I walked over and we started to train. "Ok Ash I need you to focus on my heartbeat" he said softly. I listened very closely and I heard his steady heartbeat. "Can you hear it"he asked I nodded "ok I'm going to say three sentences one is going to be a lie. I want you to figure out which one makes my heart beat faster." "Ok daddy" I said and he said three things but the last one made his heartbeat faster. "Ok which one" he said the "last one" I simply said. "Good" he said "can I go now" I asked. "In one minute first you have to shift and then shift back all by yourself."He said I nodded a little scared I put all my energy into shifting that when I did I couldn't change back. I tried to think of something but nothing helped. I tried until I heard him growl at me I immediately shifted back. "Ok we will try again tomorrow" he said I nodded and went to walk away. "Asher don't get mad at yourself you are trying and that's all that matters you will get better." He soothed as he picked me up. I just hugged him not even bothering to hold back some small tears. "It's ok Ash it's ok" he then put me down and walked away. I then realized that we are not alone. Everybody was staring at me my face turned red as I ran up to my room. I jumped on my bed putting my head in the pillows. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I screamed into the pillow. I punched the pillow and threw it across the room. I went for the pillow to hit it again "Asher calm yourself" I heard. I looked up and saw daddy standing there. "I was doing so good and then we came back I don't want to be here." "Asher calm down" he said again "I'm trying but I can't" I said back he then handed me the metal triskle. I took it "alpha,beta, omega,alpha,beta,omega." My growls faded away and I was just speaking normally. "There you go"he said to me I then handed him the triskle. He took it and put it in his pocket "why don't you finish colouring when your done come down." I nodded and walked over to my desk. Once I was done I ran down the hall and downstairs. Everybody was still here "hi"I said as I made my way over to them. They all just smiled at me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw daddy talking to Peter and Cora. I tried to listen when he shot me a look. I put my hands up walked right passed them shoving him out of the way. "Asher my office now" I heard daddy say to me. I stomped my foot and made my way to his office. I walked in and sat down in the chair. He walked in and shut the door "Asher you better stop with the attitude just because there are people here. Does not mean you stop listening to me. Do you want to go to your room" he asked. "No"I said to him "well then smarten up" he said. He then got up and opened the door he motions for me to walk out first. I then walked out and made my way to my room. I went right over to the desk and continued to colour. It took no time for me to finish I held up the picture and ripped it out. I then walked out and went right over to daddy. "Hi daddy here you go"I said with a smile on my face. "It's so beautiful Asher thank you" he said. "Your welcome" I replied and then walked away. "Hi Asher how have you been" Malia asked. "I'm good a little mad that we came back but other then that I'm good" I said to her. "I'm sorry you feel that way" she said and then left. I felt bad but I shoved that feeling away and put my jacket on. "Where are you going" I heard daddy say "for a walk" I replied "Asher you can't" he answered back shutting the door before I got out. "Why"I whined "go get ready for supper"he said to me. I took my jacket off and gave it to him. I then walked up the stairs and into the bathroom. I looked for some soap but couldn't find any. "Daddy" I yelled "what" "we don't have soap" I yelled back. "I'm coming" he answered. Then he was right beside me "I want up daddy" I looked up at him with puppy dog eyes. "No Ash just wash your hands and come down" he then left I pouted but did it. I then walked in and sat at the table and waited for everybody else to sit down. "Asher why are behaving so well the last time I saw you you did not want to listen." I heard Stiles say. "Because that's what I'm supposed to do I always have to listen to daddy no matter what happens." I replied daddy then came over and kissed the top of my head as he put the plate down in front of me. "Thank you" I said as I started to eat. It was so good I finished very quickly. All of a sudden I felt very sick I just had enough time to move my head away from the table. I then puked all over the floor everyone stopped and looked at me. "I'm sorry" I said as I started to cry. "Hey ash it's ok here let's go up stairs" daddy said as he picked me up and carried me to the bathroom. When we got there he took some toilet paper and wiped my face off "did you eat to fast" he asked. I nodded and leaned into him I whimpered "hey don't worry about it Ash" he said as he rubbed my back. "I'm tired daddy" I whispered "ok let's get you changed"we then went into my room he took out some pjs I put them on and he tucked me in. "Goodnight baby girl love you" he said "night daddy love you more" I whispered he then kissed me and turned the light off he left the door opened just a crack. I was then left in my own thoughts. My eyes got heavy and I soon drifted into darkness.

Picture up top is Derek's new mom car 😂 and as a bonus he's in it