Losing You Already?

I woke up to loud chattering coming from outside the bedroom door. I turned onto my side to find Jimin peacefully asleep next to me. I smiled to myself before i lightly kissed the tip of his nose. He stirred slightly as he wrapped an arm around my waist. I giggled and shuffled closer to him. We stayed cuddling for a while, still half asleep, before a loud bang came from outside the door, followed by muffled laughs. Me and Jimin both jumped and his eyes shot open. "What the fuck?" Jimin asked sleepily, sitting up. "It's just the boys messing about." I said tugging at the waistband of his joggers, forcing him to lay back down. He fell back onto my pillow and just looked at me. "What?" I asked slightly hiding my face. "Nothing." He giggled kissing my forehead. "Come on then." I said sitting up. "We might as well get dressed and go see what the boys are up to before they wreck the house." I said laughing. "No~" Jimin moaned tugging my arm back. "Jimin don't be so lazy, it's 10 am." I said yanking my arm back. He pouted cutely. "NOPE. Not falling for it. Get up!" I said climbing over him, making my way into the en suite. I heard him sigh as he finally got out of bed in defeat.


"Jagi" he whined from the bedroom. "What do you want? i'm half naked and I need to shower." I said calling back. "You shouldn't have told me that...and why aren't you showering with me! I need to shower too!" He moaned as his voice came closer. "Fuck off Jimin" i said laughing. I heard a knock coming from the other side of the bathroom door. I groaned as I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me. "What." I said bluntly as I opened it. "Let me come in." He whined. "No! Just let me shower in peace." I replied half closing the door. He pushed it back open. "Kiss me." He said leaning against the door. I sighed, smiling as I stood on my tip toes, holding my towel tight to my chest. My lips reached his. His hands fell on the small of my back as he tried lightly tugging at my towel. "PARK JIMIN." I scolded him as I pushed him away. "Yes?" He said innocently. I smirked and shooed him out of the bathroom to proceed with my shower.


Jimin's *POV*


I decided I couldn't be bothered to shower plus I was bored waiting for Jordan. I walked out of our bedroom to find Nerf gun bullets scattered everywhere. There was even a dent in the bedroom door. I heard giggling and saw a few strands of black hair from behind the sofa. "JEON JUNGKOOK!" I shouted. A bright Jungkook popped up from behind the sofa, a cheeky smile plastered across his face. "I'm sorry." He managed to giggle out. "Whatever, just clear the place up." I said plopping myself down in the sofa. Jin came out of the kitchen and over to me. "I was thinking that we could go to Lotte World today." Jin suggested eating his cereal. "I hate rollercoasters." I replied in confusion. "You also hate horror movies, but you got through it for Jordan." He said nudging me slightly. "How do you know she likes rollercoasters?" I asked intrigued. "I don't. I do now though. So it's settled, we're going." Jin smiled getting up from the sofa. "Ergh." I threw my head back. "What are you moaning about now?" Jordan asked cheekily, appearing from the bedroom. "We're going to Lotte World today." I said through gritted teeth. "Omo really?" She asked excitedly. "But...you hate rollercoasters?" She asked confused. "I know." I replied as she sat down next to me. "Then why are we going?" She asked leaning her head in my shoulder. "Because we want you to enjoy your time here." I said taking her hand. "We don't have to go places for me to enjoy myself, just spending time with you is enough." She said squeezing my hand. "Good! Jin did you here that? We don't have to go to Lotte World, Jordan doesn't mind." I said trying to worm my way out of it. "Too late. I already told the boys and they're excited." Jin replied smiling devilishly. I felt Jordan stifle a laugh. "You don't have to go on anything, and I'll stay with you if you like." She suggested as she swung her leg over my hip, hoisting herself up so she that was straddling me. "No I want you to have fun." I said moving my hands up her thighs. "Because it is fun...but...minus the rollercoaster part." I said with a scared expression on my face. She giggled cutely as she kissed my cheek. "Come on Mr. Park." She said hopping off of me, taking my hand.


Jordan's *POV*


We all piled into the big car, all 8 of us, and set off to Lotte World. Me and Jimin were sitting in the two seater right at the back, V, J-Hope and Jungkook where in front of us, and in front of them was Jin, Suga and Rapmon. Jimin was quiet the whole journey there. "You okay?" I asked concerned. He ignored me. "Jimin." I said nudging him. "Huh? Oh, yeah, im fine." He replied turning his head to resume looking out of the window. "You seem...distant, are you sure?" I asked putting my hand over his. "Yes im fine!" He said pushing me away. Tae's head snapped around to look at us. I looked at Jimin, with a hurt expression on my face, but he didn't even turn his head. I swallowed uncomfortably as I looked at V worryingly. He shot me a reassuring smile as he turned back around. My phone buzzed as I reached inside my pocket.


"Don't worry, he'll come around. -Tae"


"I am worried, have I done anything?" I typed back.


"He just really doesn't like rollercoasters."


I knew that there was way more to it than that. I shoved my phone back in my pocket and sighed, thinking of what I possibly could've done to upset him.


Jimin's *POV* (earlier at the dorm)


Jordan grabbed my arm excitedly to get our shoes on, ready to leave. She grabbed her shoes and went elsewhere to put them on. I bent down as I slipped on my sneakers. All of a sudden I felt a presence behind me. "I'd watch your girl if I was you, if you're not careful, she might just slip away." A familiar voice chuckled quietly in my ear. I looked up confusion. I wasn't sure if he was joking or not, but I didn't like it, nor was it a funny thing to say. I shot him a disgusted look. He smiled innocently and walked away. I quickly slipped my other shoe on and stood up in confusion, thoughts clouding my mind. Jordan wouldn't leave me. Not for him anyway...surely not? I thought to myself. I tried to shake off these upsetting thoughts as we all left the dorm.


Jordan's *POV*


We finally arrived at Lotte World and me, Jungkook and Tae rushed off to the rollercoasters. Leaving Jimin with the elder boys. "LOOPS!" Taehyung yelled as he rushed over to the line.


We all piled on one carriage as Tae put his arm around my shoulder. I mean, usually that isn't weird, if it's Jimin or Jungkook, because im close to them both...but...Tae? I shot him a confused look. "Sorry." He said awkwardly removing his arm. Jungkook looked at Taehyung with a disapproving look as he tutted.


We came off of the ride, pumped with adrenaline. "What next?" I said excitedly. "I feel a bit dizzy, can we just go in the fun house? Jimin can go on that." Jungkook suggested. "He's not talking to me." I said sadly playing with my fingers. "Let him get on with it." Tae said grabbing my arm as we walked towards the other boys sitting on a bench, happily stuffing their faces with donuts. "We're gunna go on the funhouse, you guys coming?" I asked as I let go of Tae's arm. "Sure." Rapmon smiled brightly as Jimin already started walking off.


We all stopped at the end of the line. All the boys in front of me and Jimin behind me, last in line. Everyone was laughing and talking, bar Jimin. He was looking at his feet, a somewhat annoyed expression on his face. "Jimin." I sighed as I stroked his arm. He jumped slightly as he looked up at me sadly. I gave him a reassuring smile as i turned back around to the boys. He secretly grabbed my hand from behind. I didn't look back as he obviously didn't want anyone else to see. I squeezed his hand slightly in return.


We all entered the dark house, only illuminated by the luminous pink and yellow swirly walls and floors. The boys rushed ahead enjoying themselves. I pulled Jimin's hand along as we walked across the moving floor. He pulled me aside, into a corner, so that we were both stable. "Do you love me?" He asked abruptly, unsure of his own words. "Of course I do." I said without hesitation. He just looked at me. I furrowed my eyebrows. "Jimin what's wrong, if it's the rollercoaster thing I'll stay with you, i said th-" "It's not." He said as he cut me off. "Well what is it then because you're worrying me." I said frustrated, lightly brushing his hair out of his face. "I just.." He started. "Jordan-ah! Come here it's really trippy!" Jungkook shouted from the wall of mirrors. I looked his way but ignored him. "Tell me." I said turning back to Jimin who now had an annoyed expression on his face. "I just don't want you to leave, you're mine." His voice cracked as he looked down. "Leave here or leave you?" I asked wisely but confused. "Both." He admitted letting go of my hand. "Well, I can assure that I won't leave you. Ever. I love you too much" I said taking back his hand. "Like, way too much. So you're stuck with me." I said smiling at him. He looked back up smiled weakly in return. "In regards to me leaving here...I don't want me to leave either, but we have ages left...so just don't think about it okay?" I said tears forming in my eyes. He looked up and stroked my hair as he pulled me in a tight embrace. "I love you." He said, his voice slightly muffled. "Come on." I said wiping my eyes. Smiling as I took his hand, leading him through the rest of the maze.


The boys were already waiting for us as we stepped outside into the bright daylight. "Come on let's go on the one with the big drop!" Jungkook shouted excitedly tugging at my arm. I chuckled. "I think im gunna stay with Jimin for a while." I replied politely as I held Jimin's hand. He smiled at me. "Aw, okay." Jungkook said pouting. Tae shot us both a sour look. "I'll come on the next one though." I replied smiling at them both.


We all arrived back at the dorm at about 9pm, all of us exhausted. Me and Jimin said our good nights as we stepped into our bedroom. "Your bed or mine?" I asked cheekily. He smirked as he pulled his covers back, allowing me to crawl in next to him. He hugged me from behind as i rested my head on his pillow. "We'll just swap every night." He said laughing. "Why did you even get two single beds?" I asked dumbfounded. "So you didn't have to sleep with me if you didn't want to, so you was comfortable and that you had your privacy." He replied sweetly. It fell silent for a few seconds. "Jimin?" I asked breaking the silence. "Mm?" He replied sleepily. "Why did you think you was going to lose me?" I questioned turning on my other side to face him. "It doesn't matter." He said bitterly. I decided I didn't want to push him or upset him anymore so I left the topic. I leaned over and kissed his collarbone. "I love you." I whispered looking up at him. He sat up, leaning on his elbow. He moved his hands down my back and lightly squeezed my butt. "I love you too." He winked. I playfully hit his chest, laughing. He sighed as he laid back, throwing his free arm lazily behind his head. "Did you have fun today?" He asked yawning. "Mmhm." I said happily, snuggling up to him. "You boys are something you know." I replied, tracing light circles on his side. "But you're the best." I said truthfully. He leant down and kissed my forehead. "I agree." He said chuckling. We stayed up talking for hours, not wanting to fall asleep. The thought of not being able to talk to each other for 8 plus hours just didn't appeal to us. Although, as much as we tried not to, we did fall asleep in the end. But luckily, it was in each other's arms.


Jimin's *POV*


I rolled over in the thought that I was going to find Jordan next to me. I was wrong. I sat up in confusion. I knew it was weird, i'm usually the first to wake up between us ... and out of any of the boys in fact. I heard chattering coming from the living room. I smiled and felt reassured as I heard her laughter. Smiling still, I threw my hoodie over myself and reached for the door handle, leading into the living room. My smile faded as I opened the bedroom door.


I wish I hadn't opened that door.
I wish I had just stayed in bed.
I wish I had ignored her laugh.
I wish I had never even laid eyes on her.


-AUTHORS NOTE-


OOH DRAMA~ hmm, wonder what JM saw? any guesses?


- Jordan ♡

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