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" bitch guess who I seen jumping out of Von window last night " Liyah said

" who ? " me and Kayla asked

" Asia dumb ass " She said

" I meant to call you and tell you but I thought you would be sleep " she said

"girl that bitch get on my nerves" I said

" you still fuck with Von ? " Kayla asked

" nope " I said

" yes girl me and my boo was just vibing on his porch and I looked up and I seen that bitch jumping out of the window " She said

" I knew it was her cause she still got that bald spot and you know my vision good as hell " She added making me laugh

" her bald head ass " I said

" I'm so tired of him " I rolled my eyes

" I thought yall was done " Kayla said

" we is but its just the simple fact " I spoke

" don't tell me you want to be with me and then fucking with other bitches " I said

" the opps at that " I added

" true " Kayla said

" you know damn well yall will be back talking later " Liyah said

" I think I'm done foreal this time " I said

" I got too much going on and I need to focus on myself " I added

" preach ! " Liyah spoke

"  Stasi beat shelly ass ! " Kayla emphasized referring to bad girls club 

" rewind it , yall seen that first punch though ? " I laughed 

" I would've beat her ass for putting bleach in my contacts too " Liyah spoke 

" Shelly should've got her ass beat earlier on not on the last couple of days " Kayla said making us nod in agreement 

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" I love free shit " Kayla said getting into the car

" We hit big today " Liyah said pulling out some of the stuff we stole out of the mall

" This have to be at least 800 put together " I said looking at the stuff

We steal for fun not because we broke but because we can. We been stealing for a while we don't steal every time we come to the mall , we only steal sometimes and its easy and fun and who doesn't like free shit ?

" your mama know you got the car today ? " Liyah asked Kayla

" Yeah I told her before we left " She replied cranking up the car and pulling off 

" I'm bored lets drive to Atlanta " Liyah said

" that's a long ass drive hell no " Kayla said

" we don't have nothing else to do " Liyah spoke

" We do need to go on a trip " I said

" like Miami for spring break " Kayla said

" oooohh yesss Miami " Liyah said

" All the famous people be there we should go " she added

" where we bout to eat at ? " Liyah asked

" lets go to a restaurant " Kayla said 

"yall know I'm on a diet " I said 

" Don't worry girl we not about to let you break your diet " Kayla said 

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" Right this way " The lady spoke and we followed 

" I haven't been to Golden Corral in a minute " Kayla spoke 

" right, I hope they still got the chocolate fountain " Liyah added 

" We will be back to check on you guys shortly ! " She smiled walking off We sat our stuff in the booth and walked to get food 

" I'll just get a salad " I spoke picking up a plate and going towards the salad 

20 minutes later 

" I might gain 5 pounds just from eating this " Kayla spoke 

"you never gain weight " Liyah told Kayla 

" right , she been skinny all her life " I said 

" I wish I had meat on my body like yall " She said 

" are we getting dessert ? " Liyah asked 

" duh ! lets go get some chocolate strawberries " Kayla said getting up from the booth making me and Kayla slide out of the booth behind her 

We walked around the tabled until Kayla stopped 

" RIRI LOOK ! " Kayla said making Liyah look around her 

" now he know he wrong " Liyah shook her head 

" what ? " I asked looking around them to see what they were talking about 

I looked up to see Von at the booth eating with some girl, I noticed it was the girl from the party, He was feeding her food and smiling . I was holding back tears because I knew he would never do the same with me . 

 " now I'm fucking mad " Kayla said 

" He not worth it yall " I said holding back the fact that I was mad as hell  

" you sure , because we can jump him " Liyah spoke I just nodded 

" Ri if you want to leave we can " Kayla said making me shake my head no 

" Its cool " I said 

" Okay " Kayla said continuing to walk we walked pass them Liyah & Kayla stared them in their eyes I just mugged them 

" RIRI !" Von called after me getting out of the booth 

" Let me talk to you real quick " he grabbed my arm making me snatch away 

" really von ? " I raised my eyebrows 

" Is everything okay ? " I heard the girl from behind him she got out of the booth and walked over too us 

" Ohhhh you that bitch from the party " she said 

" who you calling a bitch ? " Liyah said walking towards her making Kayla hold her but they were still arguing 

" Riri that's my sister " Von lied

" I'm not stupid just stop lying " I told him 

" Riri its not what It look like " He said 

" then what is it ? " I laughed 

" you was just telling me how you wanted to be with me and all that but now you with some other bitch I knew you was lying " I added

" you dead to me this time Von " I told him walking away 

"come on Liyah and Kayla" I said 

" imma fuck you up when I catch you bitch " Liyah told the girl as we walked out of the restaurant

" did we pay ? " Kayla asked 

" did we ?" Liyah said 

" I hope so " Kayla said unlocking the car and we hopped in  

" You okay Riri ?" Kayla asked making me nod 

" fuck that nigga he don't deserve you " Liyah said 

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" why am I so insecure? " I asked myself laying in my bed I wiped my tears but they kept rolling

" I hate myself " I thought

" I hate my body "

" my face "

" everything " I thought continuing to cry

" RIRI ! " I heard the door knob twisting before opening I quickly wiped my eyes

" Riri ? " My cousin Jade said coming into the room closing the door behind her

" Riri what's wrong ? " she asked coming over to the bed putting her purse on the ground

" nothing , I just don't feel good " I lied

" what's wrong ? You never cry ? " she questioned I just sat there quiet

" are you okay ? " she asked and I shook my head pouring tears

" I don't feel pretty no more " I cried

" I'm 17 and I'm almost 300 pounds "

" I can't fit in some cars "

" I'm bigger than almost every girl at school "

" when I walk into rooms people laugh and stare "

" nobody wants to be with me they just use me for sex "

" I-I just can't take it no more " My voice cracked as I cried 

" I wish I was dead " I said

" Riri don't say that " she said hugging me

" you're beautiful "

" you're perfect " she added

" don't EVER give up on yourself like that " she continued

" he don't love me " I cried

" I love you , Your mom loves you , your friends love you " she spoke making me stop crying and smile

" We love you girl fuck anybody else " she said 

"  I never seen you cry " she added 

" I might be tough but I cry too " I said 

" give me the razor Riri " she said reaching her hand out and I gave it to her

" I don't want to ever see you with marks on your wrist again " she said getting up from the bed

" Riri , you have to look in the mirror everyday and tell yourself " I'm beautiful" even when you don't believe that shit " she said before walking out of the room

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