The midnight sky's, the road I'm taking 
Head high up in the clouds (Oh-whoa) 
 
I was born to run, I don't belong to anyone, oh, no 
I don't need to be loved by you (By you) 
Fire in my lungs, can't bite the devil on my tongue, oh, no 
I don't need to be loved by you 
See my lips, on her mouth, everybody's talking now, baby 
Ooh, you know it's true, yeah 
That I was born to run, I don't belong to anyone, oh, no 
I don't need to be loved by you (Loved by you) 

Midnight Sky ~ 
Miley Cyrus 

Heading back to my house, with my dad driving me home I couldn't get the message sent by Alexia out of my head. 'I know I don't know you like Mapi does, but I know how you feel, and I hope you know I am here for you, all the way through this. And I hope we can talk at some point. I think you're the only one who gets this...'  

'I think you're the only one who gets this.....' And she couldn't be more true. And this just overtook my thoughts as I sat in the car, leaning my head against the window, looking out of the window to the shitty views we had as dad drove me home. 

The car ride was silent outwardly other then the thoughts running through my head. 

The only sound that was heard by my dad was the playlist he had stolen from me, trying to make me feel better, but it wasn't helping, I would always have different thoughts right now with all of this shit going on. 

I really just wanted everything to be different, like I actually had a life still. I can't even touch my toes. My brace covered leg was just stagnant, and I already wanted this hellish nine months ahead of me to be over with. 

Sitting around relaxing was not something I could do very often, especially not at this time of year when the season was just starting. When we were just starting our campaign for the rest of the year. 

I needed to be out there with the girls. 

And I've already watched how this has affected Alexia, she already looks sad, and depressed. No offence to the girl, but I can't do that. 

I don't want to hurt my family with how I may get, but I know myself, and I will not be me as they know me for months now, for however long this injury lasts which will be a minimum of 9 months, it could be up to a whole two years of me being out or even a year. 

I've never gone that long without football. How will I be living this next year, I don't fucking know. 

I just kept looking at the message from Alexia not knowing what to say back to her. She wanted to meet up and have time with each other while we are both recovering. 

But she was all the way over in the sunny Spanish city of Barcelona, and I'm in the rainy and dreary English city of London. 

People say recovery from an injury only holds you back if you let it, and my oh my I was letting it. But that isn't true fully. 

When you're on top of the world and nothing can hold you back one day, and you're on top of Europe in Lucy Bronze's words. And then it all falls and crumbles to nothing ness in front of you. Who is there to say that 

The love of your life doesn't even know how you feel or what you're going through. 

And if she doesn't understand, who will? Or is she really the love of your life? 

And just from all of this, officially Life And Everything has been Interrupted. 

AN: Merlin/ Fantasy lovers please listen up!

So I am planning multiple books currently and deciding which ones I want to continue properly.

But I am really into Merlin at the moment, and have been for a long time, but rewatching it, I am falling in LOVE with Morgana again!

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