05/17/20 Sunday
3:22am

I remember we were talking casually about a small problem of mine, and I said I would be disliked by the people we were talking about, and you told me "no, they'll like you" and I really insisted na I'm sure they wouldn't and you said, "once they get to know you they will". That particular thing you said really stuck to me because I couldn't believe that a person I've known for a few months believed in me that much. I admire your optimism and the way you look at the world. It serves as a refresher to me because I view pessimistically. I remember telling you around the first few weeks of school, that it was okay to say no, and that was one of our very first proper conversations. I can see that you work so hard to achieve lots of things and maybe there's a ton of pressure on your back cause of it. The fear of not meeting up to your own expectations must haunt a lot. I'm mentioning this not to tell you to overcome it, but to be greater than it; to do everything you do with heart. I would've sent a lighter message but since you're entering adulthood I thought it'd be better to be dramatic! Kidding aside, God bless you always. Know that even without R18, or us 'chikkadoras'. Rozen will always be here for you, ay I mean. I will always be here for you. Happy legality Coco! Also from our baby Lily.

Much love,
Yssa. ♥️