a/n
i'm not sorry

y/n POV

we entered inside and opened the door, i'm pretty sure somebody's here to attack us for sure.. indeed, somebody with a familiar beard was.. idk, flying towards us?
"welcome, joestar-san we have been awaiting your arrival.. i'm the butler of this mansion" the guy said. polnareff yelled something and then summoned his stand, the guy threw something who was then split in two by silver chariot, it was a playing card.
"my name is d'arby" he says, we all gasp.
"what?!" i yell.
"yes. i'm tendence D'arby, i'm the younger brother of d'arby elder, whom you have defeted beyond recovery" he explains.
"damn.." i whisper to myself.
"are you here to averge your older brother?" avdol asked, d'arby moved aside with a creepy smile on his face.
"no, not at all. i wouldn't even think of it.. didn't my brother tell you that the one who fooled and loses the battle is at fault? it's my brother's fault for losing.." he continues sayng other non-important stuff.. he then says that he bets too but not like his brother, he doesn't cheat he says. d'arby explained his stand was like his brother's and then he did a bet: which arm will first star platinum punch him, he bets on the left arm and as expected he punched with the right one missing the target, we all gasped when the enemy stand picked star platinum's arm and then something pulled jotaro inside a hole, kakyoin and jiji went to save jotaro, but then they were sucked into the hole, i rushed to them wanting to do something only to be blocked by avdol, d'arby looked at me with a menacing face and said.
"i have to admit you did a great job defeating my brother, congrats" he then got into the hole who suddenly dissappeard with jiji's voice saying to set the mansion on fire if they weren't back in 10 minutes.
"i can't believe it.. come on let's go outside" i said..

10 minutes have passed from a while now.. they aren't back, i hope they are ok.
"the 10 minutes we promised them have passed, joestar-san said to set fire to the place, but let us enter the mansion instead" avdol voice made me jump, i turn around to see they were already at the door and then approached them.
"polnareff, y/n, before we go in, there's something i'd like to say.. even if you were to get lost or severely injured within this mansion i do not plan to help you, the same goes for you, iggy" avdol said, i just looked at him with a worried face.
"i-i'm not so sure about this tho.." i whispered.
"what was that, y/n?" polnareff asked, i shake my head looking down.. i was scared, i know there are two people with me, but if i get hurt no one but myself will help me, this is.. cruel. 

"where the hell is the the motto 'unity is strength', tell me.. WHERE THE FUCK IS IT?!" i yell in tears, the two man turn around.
"i don't care of what you say avdol! i'll help you till the end, even if this means i'll get hurt badly! i can't help myself!" i said while pointing at him, he just sighs and puts a hand on my shoulder.
"you can't lose your life to save others, y/n--"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" i yell while throwing away his hand from my shoulder, i was shaking more than a leaf.
"yes, i'm scared! what's the problem with that?! but still i wanna help! we are a group and we need to be together no matter what! this is why we all survived in those 50 days!" i yelled, the two guys sighed.
"let her be, we can't change her mind now" polnareff suggests and after that we get inside.. avdol summoned his stand and did something who will help us to find people and stands.. we followed it till it detected something, iggy used his stand to a pillar, inside it there was somebody who was probably making the mansion a labyrinth since it suddenly became everything to normal.
"the flames aren't picking up any sings of life" avdol said, i checked if there was nobody.. i could feel something was going to happen.. the vibes.. god damnit.. me, polnareff and iggy were slowly walking away, we were suddenly threw on the ground, i quickly turn around to see.. avdol's arms on the ground.
"A-AVDOL?!" i yell, slowly getting up, polnareff repeated where avdol was while looking around, so did I. suddenly something came from the dark, a stand..
"wh-what the hell is that? where did it came from? why didn't avdol's flames sense him?" polnareff shoked said.
"p-polnareff.. that's a stand!" i said, he didn't respond, he just started to yell where avdol was till..
"avdol.." a voice said, the stand picked up avdol's hands, we all stare at him confused and worried.
"..has been disintegrated. he's dead" the stand says, my head started to spin around.
"th-that has to be a joke.. it-it can't be.." i whisper..
"i do not know where the void inside my mouth leads, but it is a dimension of darkness.. you three are next" the stand explains, we start to panic and the stand dissappeared.. avdol was the one who said he wouldn't save us! you damn liar.. i fell on the ground again thinking it was a joke, and then, i look up to see a big hole on the pillar where me and polnareff were leaning on, if we hadn't crouched down, we would have been killed.. this situation is something i can't understand and explain, something i've always pre-counted, knowing there was other people doing what i was supposed to do! I realize only now how selfish i really am.. my powers and polnareff's are useless against him, but we will still fight till the end! i looked around to see something who was erasing the ground, it's pretty obvious that this stand can erase stuff like my erased balls, shit this is bad..! the ball is coming towards us, it's time to run.
"polnareff come on, we need to hurry!" i yelled while running somewhere, the frenchman got iggy and followed me, we got into a room who polnareff closed, he was putting something on it but i stopped him telling to run.
"his stand can erase stuff, come on!" i yell pulling him, he understood and we got to a stair, the stand was right behind us slowly punching the walls.. what am i saying?! he was so damn fast! if some of us was going to get hit i'm pretty sure i can't heal sort of wounds.
"that's an exit! the door we came in!" polnareff yelled, i looked at him with a worried and scared expession, he was so brave.. why am i not like him or jotaro and noriaki.. this is-
"but we can't go out that way, avdol sacrificed himself to save us.. because he believed we could defeat DIO! i can't betray the trust of someone like that!" polnareff said, i got some courage in myself hearing those words, i mean..
"indeed, let's go on that stairs!" i yell pointing at them, we literally jumped on them getting helped by my stand of course.. we arrive in a big room, in the middle there was a hole, the two crusaders summoned their stand, so did i seeing them doing it.
"y/n, iggy, watch my back, i'll watch yours" he yells, i put myself down with my back meeting his.. how can we kill or even hit this guy if he's in another dimension.. i see why i should have paid attention in situation like the old ones.. when will i grow?! fuck i'm just 16 give me a break.. i should pay attention now but it's too difficoult knowing that one of us is.. god damnit..
"what?! h-he's in the crack under my foot?!" polnareff yelled, i turned around to see polnareff crouched, less then a moment later his toes were gone.. he yelled and threw himself on the ground, i tried to make him pass the pain.. it was a really bad wound tho, it will not pass immediately, iggy tried to attack the enemy, failing, so did I, i hit him one time but it was enough for me, polnareff tried too, his stand was so fast but it still didn't got the target, we managed to hide to the stairs with iggy stand.. thank god! our plan was making a fake DIO to attract vanilla ice to us and them try to kill him..
"what's all this noise, vanilla ice?" the fake DIO we made said.
"l-lord DIO! please be careful! polnareff, the little girl and that dog are hiding nearby, please leave this to me" vanilla ice said while our fake DIO made his way to the enemy, i hope this is going to work, 'DIO' raused his hand to hit vanilla ice, only to be threw away by the enemy.. iggy and polnareff were watching the shene so i didn't know anything till i got up in the moment vanilla ice turned around, we are so dead now.
"no! damn it!" polnareff yelled.
"sunlight streams through this room's windows, the real lord DIO would never leave his room to enter this place" vanilla ice explained, we got away from our spot as he started to attack us again, i was on the ground bedside polnareff while iggy was alone on the other side.. vanilla ice approached iggy and left his stand, he said some simping phrases that i wasn't listening to since i was to worried about iggy, vanilla ice started to hit roughtly iggy, watching this schene.. HITTING a FUCKING animal.. wow, i wasn't expacting that from you vanilla ice to be honest! everyone could see the madness in my eyes, the poor dog was coughing and losing to much blood, i stood up.. iggy was already half dead on the ground, and I WITH ALL THE COMFORT OF THIS WORLD WAS WATCHING A POOR DOG BEING KICKED TILL DEAD!
"OI! you are going to KILL him if you continue!" i yelled while standing up, vanilla ice turned around and gave me a dead glare.
"i'm here to kill you all" he just says and then hits iggy again, withouth thinking i run towards him, bad move..
"SHUT UP, YOU MO--" i tried to yell till i felt pain on my right arm, or at least my shoulder, i fell on the ground goaning in pain.. it was immense, i can't describe how i feel right now.. i look at my right to see.. nothing, yeah you heard right, my right arm was.. erased from existence.. my vision slowly getting blurred by tears and the room was full of the pain goans i was making, i tried to heal at least a bit my shoulder, the pain calmed down little by little, but it was still so much, i looked up to see the stand slowly approaching me, i moved myself and then looked around: a spiral where in the middle was polnareff, i look down to see i've lost to much blood but i still menage to get to him before vanilla ice.
"POLNAREFF, GET MY HAND!" i yell with all the voice i had, he looks at me, i was landing him my only hand.
"y-y/n, your right ar-"
"shut up and get there!" i tried to pull him out of the spiral, failing.
"one more time roung and he'll come right to me" he said surrendering.
"POLNAREFF!" i try to yell only to be send back by him.
"farewell, crusaders" he says.
"POLNAREFF, NO!" I yell but it was to late..

vanilla ice had got him, or at least i thought, he started to go all around the place.. something happened at the last, i didn't saw it because of the tears blurring my face. i set on the ground with my back on the wall panting hardly, i look up to see him: polnareff, he was saved by iggy. slowly the sand of the poor dog's stand faded away.. i looked at my right to see his dead body now on the ground.. why didn't i saw him?! i'm a failture.. god damnit!
"polnareff, can i leave this to you? i need a nap.." i asked before everything went black because of the blood loss..

"y/n, come on wake up, he's finally dead, we are safe.." a voice said, i open my eyes, polnareff was there binding my shoulder with a possibly blacket.
"i.. i'm sorry.. if i just- if i just turned around and saved iggy.." i whisper crying, i then look around, the place was totally destroyed by vanille ice's stand, we turn our heads around, something yellowish was surrounding iggy's dead body, it was slowly making his way outside one hole.. and then we saw them, avdol and iggy's souls looking at us for then dissappear.
"I'M SO SORRY!" I yell with all i had.
"IF I JUST- IF I JUST LOOKED AROUND! I'M SORRY!" I yell while crying like a baby.
"this was all my fault.. if i just- saved iggy at least.. i'll never forgieve myself.." i whispered while eating my tears.
"y/n.. this wasn't your fault.. come on calm down" he said while hugging me, i hug him back, or at least try with one arm.. how am i going to tell this to the others..? 'oh hey, so i ran toward the enemy withouth thinking and i lost an arm! isn't that wacky?', that is what i thought i would say but in this situation i've finally learnt my lesson.. i was a piece of shit..
"come on, we still have to fight DIO and save your mother" he said patting my head. we help eachother to get up and we start to search for the vampire.. after at least 20 minutes we do a black stair, this will probably be where we'll meet DIO, indeed, the bastartd was there on top of the stairs..
"so we finally meet, DIO!" polnareff said, i just stare at him with a mad-scarred face. the evil vampire starts to clap, i do a little step back.
"congratulation, polnareff you've averged your sister and menaged to travel from Far East to make it here.." he says.
"if you want to give me a prize for that, how about give me your life?" polnareff said.
"..and for you y/n, at first i thought your stand was really powerfull but.. you are mentally weak and pathetic. i see that vanilla ice gave you a pretty gift that will last you till you die, i expected more from a joestar.." DIO says, i look at him and i finally get the courage to speak up.
"oh wow, you really are good making people selfesteem going down, i'm not the one who will lend hands on you, i'm to coward and selfish to act like a joestar so i made my personality in a different way" i said smirking, it slowly fade away when DIO started to laugh.
"polnareff, i shall give you a chance, do two steps down and i'll let you join my side again. but if you'd rather die, then climb those stairs" DIO said.
"oi, there are two people here!" i scream, he didn't respond. as expected polnareff made two two step foreward, i then feel some sort of big energy surrounding me, i didn't do nothing but i could see that polnareff wasn't in front of me anymore, i looked around and.. he was there, the frenchman ran up again, i followed him with my eyes.. i felt that energy again but stronger and then.. polnareff was back on the bottom of the stairs again.. was this DIO's stand ability? teleport or something more complicated? DIO was hardly trying to brainwash polnareff till he gain courage and started to attack DIO who showed his stand too, it was yellow with hearts everywhere, he had a strange elmet and stuff all over his body. the two stands were going to meed till somebody entered from the wall bedside me, i take a step back and.. i saw in the dust there were jotaro, the old man and noriaki.
"g-guys!" i happily said. DIO flew away and we finally could talk a little..
"wait, before going, we just experienced his Stand, for just a moment.. actually, it was completely beyond my understanding" polnareff said.
"i felt a big energy surrounding us, i don't understand neither, it's not something like being super fast for sure, it's something more difficoult to know or explain.." i said gaining all the attention to me, i tried to hide my right shoulder, but they already noticed.. everyone rushed to me.
"y/n, what happened" jiji asked getting on my level, i looked down saying nothing..
"his stand could.. erase stuff like my erased spheres do.. i ran towards him wothouth thinking and.. t-this is the result.. it-it hurts so much.. i-i.. i'm sorry.. i really am.." i said now crying, nori rushed to me and hugged me trying to calm me down patting my head.. but this time i wasn't able to let my tears stop.
"shh, it's all gone.. come on stop crying now, we still need to save your mom" noriaki whispered in my ears, i just cried harder. after a few minutes i calm myself down and regain my composure.
"whew are avdol and iggy?" jotaro asked, i look away not wanting to make eye contact and stated to cry again..
"i-i'm sorry.." was all i whispered, the others understood that they were gone.. everything was silent, nori turned around to the hole they made.
"joestar-san, the sun is setting. we must hurry" nori said.
"yes.." jiji whispered, it wasn't time to be sad and depressing.

"come on.. let's go!"

a/n
i literally cried while making this, F. aA bye