Hi. I'm here again. 😂

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*𝙎𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫*

After we said goodbye to the crowd we went all directly to the dressing room to  calm our hearts down and clean ourselves before we return to our dorm. We are all sweaty and tired but you can see the content smile still plastered on our faces. Thanks to our beloved carats who always there to support and always ready to have fun with us.

Our dressing room is huge, it have couches that can fill more than us and have a total of 3 bathrooms so that it will be easier for us to get ready. As for now we are waiting for our turns as Woozi, Chan and Hoshi are already taking a shower.

I look around and everyone are minding their own business.
Mingyu was leaning to Wonwoo on the  couch laughing on something DK was saying.
Our China line  sitting on the opposite couch were having a conversation in Chinese, I think its about Lay-sunbaenim who just released a new song.
Then Seungkwan was already sleeping ,his head on Vernon's lap while the latter was playing on his phone.

On the other side of the room, I see my boyfriend Jeonghan smiling at what was Joshua saying. They've been gushing about  something I can't hear. It's amusing to watch them giggling like kids.

I look at Jeonghan and noticed some sweat running down to his forehead, the Joshua lean closer to him and gently wipe it using his delicate finger. I don't know if it was because  the heat of the room or because we just finished our performance that made Jeonghan flushed and gently smiled at Shua. That action made me froze and gulped hard. My heart almost dropped on the sight in front of me. What is this feeling? Was it jealousy? To Shua??

It's understandable, Han and Shua was been close since day one. Even when I asked Han to be my boyfriend three years ago their friendship was still that tight. I've never been bothered by their closeness but this past couple days, they've been stuck to each other. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate Shua. He is my friend a very close one too but these past days he's been with Han all the time and it somewhat made me worry a little bit. Maybe I'm just over thinking things and being paranoid.

I'm in deep thoughts when I feel a gentle tap on my nose. I look up and directly looking at Jeonghan's smiling face. I smiles up to him as he lean down and peck me on the lips then sit beside me putting his head on my shoulder.

"Penny for your thoughts leader-nim?" He asked as he look up to me again, his chin now on my shoulder.

"Nah. Just tired I guess. I think I used all my energy during the concert." I smiled at him as he smiled back and lean closer to give me a kiss. I love his lips in mine, so I kissed him back.

"Stop it you lovebirds. The kids are still on the room. And Hannie, your turn." Joshua interrupted rolling his eyes at us but then look at Jeonghan gently when he passed him his towel.

"Thanks Shua" Jeonghan immediately stand beside me and pat Shua on the back then went to the bathroom. I looked up at Shua who still looking at Jeonghan's back smiling, shook his head then walk past me to join Mingyu and the others.

I'm not seeing things, aren't I? Why do I feel like there's something going on between them?? It's like they're keeping a secret from me. I'm honestly so lost and bothered right now.

--- two days later---

*𝙒𝙤𝙤𝙯𝙞'𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫*

I am at the studio working on a new song when my phone suddenly rang that almost gave me a heart attack.

"Hello?" I snapped without looking at the caller.

"Babe, you need to see this! Come home right now!!!!" Hoshi shouted on my ears.

"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly

"It's Jeonghan and Scoups hyung.. Oh my god. Please come home.. I can't watch this" He answered.
My eyes widened as I heard the couple's name. I immediately hung up saying I'm on my way then I rushed out the studio.

I reached home fast and walk in with the sight of Scoups kneeling to Jeonghan crying while all the members are just standing around watching them.

"Hey Scoups. Cmon. Lets get you to bed yeah." I rushed to Scoups and glared at Jeonghan who have guilt on his eyes keeping his head low . I helped Scoups to stand up and he hugged me still crying. It took me sometime before he agreed to take him to their bedroom for him to take a rest.

"Hey. Can you tell me what happened?" I asked Scoups when we finally settled in bed.

"Jeonghan don't love me anymore Uji..  He... He already love someone else.." He started still crying.

"Whaaaat!??" What are you saying Scoups?" I'm asked him confused

"Well. I've been telling you right? that he's the love of my life. That I'll marry him someday. So I decided that tonight was the right time to proposed to him. But... But when I knelt down, I saw he already have a ring on his ring finger.. It hurts Uji.." He explained with fresh tears running down his checks.  Oh god. I didn't know Scoups can cry this much. It's heart breaking.

"So I asked him about it. He just looked at me.. He can't even answer me directly who give him the stupid ring!!.. And I know at that moment, I just know its Joshua. They went out together somewhere, maybe that's when he gave him the stupid fucking ring. He stole my boyfriend from me Uji. He stole my Angel, the love of my life" Scoups said between sobs.

I don't know what to say. I'm so lost so I just hugged him whispering soothing words until he calm down. I can see him closing his eyes, maybe tired from all the crying then I tucked him in  when he finally pass out. Oh god. Poor Scoups. Our poor Leader.. This is a mess!

Now I need to deal with the others.

"Is he okay???" Jeonghan asked worriedly as he saw me entered the living room.

"Wow. Nice to know you're worried about him now.. You better fix this Jeonghan! Fix this!!!" I shouted at him and he just nodded. " and all of you, you are so dead to me! I can't believe you all.Hes crying his eyes out and you all are just looking at him!??  How can you do this to Scoups?? Especially you Joshua! How could you huh!?? " I continued shouting at them and Shua just bowed his head mumbled an apology.

"But...babe.." Hoshi tried speaking but shut his mouth when I glared at him.

"You! How could you just stand there watching your friend breaks?? You sleep on the couch tonight!! Don't come near me tonight. God! I'm so pissed at y'all!!" I snapped as I walked to our own bedroom and slam the door.

*𝙎𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙨 𝙋𝙤𝙫*

I woke up to someone poking my cheek. I opened one eye and saw Jeonghan looking down at me smiling.

"Good morning handsome. How are you feeling" he asked as he gently stroke my hair.

"Feel like dying" I mumbled as I closed again my eyes.

"Cmon. Breakfast is ready. Everyone is already waiting for us" he softly said and tugged me leaving our comfy bed. I don't have any choice but to follow him holding his hand tightly.

We entered the dining room and everyone was looking at me.

"Good morning hyung, how are you feeling?" Hoshi asked as Woozu glared and nudged him.

"My head is about to burst.  And my eyes hurts. Heyyy! Why are y'all looking at me like that??" I asked them. Jeonghan came, giving me water and meds, I thank him as he smiled and  kissed my head.

"You drunk too much last night hyung" Seungkwan said smirking.

"No. I did not!" I denied.

"Do you remember what happened last night Scoups?" Woozi turned and asked me.

"Ahmm..no. I don't remember anything. What happened? Did I do something stupid? " I asked him.

"Stupid? I don't think its stupid. The only stupid was these people! But well you just cried.. No... You sobbed to me last night" he said smirking.

"What!?? I cried!?? Whyyy??" I asked confused

"Because Jeonghan is already engaged" Jun said laughing

"Huh!?? Exactly, why would I cry?? Of course he's engaged. I proposed to him last month remember??" I said getting more confused on what's going on. I looked at Jeonghan as he smiled at me sheepishly.

"Well, we decided to have a drink in celebration of our finished concerts.. But you got carried away and drank too much." He said giggling.

"Then you suddenly knelt down to Jeonghan hyung and proposed but then you saw he already have a ring. Then you cried" Hansol added

"WHAAAAAAT!!?????" I shouted

"Then you accused Joshua Hyung of stealing Eomma from you" Chan laughing

"I.... WHAAAAAAAT!????" I shouted again as I turned at Shua.

"Like wtf man!?? Where did your got those thoughts?? Hahahaha  Jeonghan and me!?? That's gross!! And he's not even my type, he's so whipped for you. You know.." Shua said laughing as Jeonghan threw some bread on his face.

"It was actually hilarious  hyung.  I need to call Woozi to calm you down" Hoshi keeps on laughing

"Yeah. I'm tired from work and these assholes were all standing  watching you cry your eyes out.. Even your beloved fiancee was enjoying the attention" Woozi said nonchant.

I look at my boyfriend, I mean my fiancee  who gave me guilty smile.

"He's just so cute declaring his love to me all over again. Of course I love the attention. And how could he forgot he proposed to me  during our biggest concert in Seoul where thousands of Carats were watching and hype when you suddenly kneel down and ask me to marry you??" he said to me pouting. Eshhh. How can he be soo cute. 

" yep! To the point he accused me of stealing  Jeonghan from him" Shua fake gagged as DK laughed at him hit his shoulder.

"Ahmm. Coz you both look like you like each other and  you look good together as a couple." I mumbled on my sit. I didn't know it was loud enough for them to hear but they all stopped talking and look at me with wide eyes.  Even Shua who was laughing a while back was now looking at me as if I have a grown two heads.

"What!??" Jeonghan snapped his head up to me.

"You and Shua were so close lately..I know you've always been close but I just noticed the way you smile to each other  and you're both touchy lately. So my stupid brain thought you don't love me anymore. And you know, I mean Shua is much better and more good looking than me. So I can't blame you if one day you decide to leave me for him. " I quietly admit. He was looking at me with wide eyes.

I look around just to see the same reaction. They are gaping at me maybe because I just spoke up my insecurities. They just saw their strong leader talking about being not good enough. I don't show my weakness often coz I need to be strong for them. I'm their Appa, their leader but I guess leaders also have their downfall, their weakness and to me the man sitting beside right now me is my greatest weakness.

"Babe... " Jeonghan softly said holding my hand. I keep my head low.

"Hey babe, look at me" He said as he gently lifted my head. I look at him and he was staring at me sadly. He keeps his palm on my face as used his thumb to rub my cheek lovingly.

"You listen to me Choi Seungcheol" he seriously said. "Don't ever. Like ever ever get that idea on your head again. I know your stupid sometimes but that was the most stupid thought you had. I love you with all my heart always keep that on you stupid brain.  I can't even believe I will love someone so much other than myself until you came in to my life, that I'm willing to do anything just for you to stay and love me forever. I choose you to spend every moment to my life with and I will choose you over and over even a million times coz you are the love of my life. My entire being loves you so much Cheol believe that.." he sincerely poured his heart out for me. Looking at me like I am a precious gem.

I feel my eyes water when I realized how lucky I am to have him, an angel in my life. I love this person so intently and it makes me the happiest person that he choose me, that he's willing to spend his life with me.

"And the thought to dating Shua makes me sick. It's really gross. And besides Seokmin will definitely curse me and chop my amazing sexy body into pieces" Jeonghan  laughed quietly as we all look at Seokmin and Joshua  with shocked faces. So that's what they have been keeping away from me.

"What!?? Really!???" Seungkwan, Jun and Mingyu shrieked at the same time.

"Took you long enough. Congrats man" Hansol finally said and high fived Shua.

"Finally. You grow some balls to asked him out. Congratulations " Wonwoo smirked then the others happily congratulated the new couple.

I felt a lips on my checks. I turned and smiled at Jeonghan "I love you so much my Cheollie, don't ever doubt that."

"I'm sorry for being unreasonable Hannie. And I love you so much my Angel! " I smiled back and captured his lips. The kiss was soft and innocent until he moaned into my mouth. I can't help it. His lips are addicting to I nibbled his lower lip,  about to slip my tongue to his mouth.....

"WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!????" Woozi just shouted in our ears that made us tore apart. I blushed so hard same with Jeonghan and the others cooed.

"As much as I love you two being so in love,  STOP DOING NASTY THINGS RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES!!! THE KIDS ARE STILL HERE YOU HORNY SHITS" Hoshi loudly stated. The mention of kids my attention immediately went to Chan who was so red right now trying not to choke.

"Aweee. sorry my baby.. Eomma and Appa will be careful next time yeah?? " Jeonghan teased Chan more and the boy looks like hell explode due to being so red. Our poor baby..

"Uhhh! Shut up hyung! Cmon. We need to be on the practice room so hurry up yall. Eat! " Minghao reminded us.

I looked at my fiancee who was smiling at me mirroring the amount of love on my eyes.

"FOR GODS SAKE STOOOOOOOOOP"  everyone on the table shouted and you can see flying pieces of bread heading towards us.

The only sound you can hear from our dorm was the sound of laughter, cooing and a loud "SHUT UP Y'ALL" from Jeonghan.

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How was it?? 😅 

This concept was inspired by this this certain tweet. 😊

Actually I was working on another thing when I saw this and immediately wrote about it.
Funny how fast I  abandoned the first concept just for this shot. 😁

Hope you like it. 💛