Kazemaru's pov,

'If it wasn't for you leaving endou would have never been depressed.' I could hear voices in my head this has been going on for the past 2 and a half weeks. 'You could've just refused to join the football club and endou wouldn't have been in this mess. Why did you become scared of alius when your help was needed most? If you hadn't been a feared up person fubuki-kun would have never been injured! Why did you betray me kazemaru? You're weak! Your pathetic! You're useless! Why did you even become endows childhood friend? You should've died when you had the chance!' "NO NO NO PLEASE STOP!" I yelled. 'Stupid! UGLY! Worthless! Freak! Monster! Loser!' "STOP STOP STOOOP!" I screamed. 'HAIL ALIUS! HAIL ALIUS! HAIL ALIUS! HAIL ALIUS! HAIL ALIUS!' "Stop it, JUST FLIPPING STOP!" I yelled before breaking into tears. 

*knock knock* "kazemaru-San? Can I come in?" Asked a familiar voice. "Gouenji?" I asked. "Ichirouta it's me afuro." Said afuro. "How do I know that your not just VOICES in my HEAD!?" I asked. "Ichi we're very worried bout you." Said afuro. "Open the door." I said. 

Afuro's pov,

I was talking to gouenji when we heard kazemaru scream. "Ichirouta what happened?" I asked him in a firm yet soft tone. "I...IM STARTING TO DEVELOP POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER IM DEVELOPING PTSD! IM STARTING TO HAVE PANIC ATTACKS MOR OFTEN! IVE BEEN HAVING NIGHTMARES ABOUT ALIUS KILLING ALL MY FRIENDS!! IM HEARING VOICES IN MY FLIPPING HEAD! IM HAVING FLASHBACKS ABOUT ALIUS! MY PANIC ATTACKS ARE TURNING INTO ANXIETY ATTACKS! ALIUS WONT STAY OUT OF MY FLIPPING HEAD!" Kazemaru yelled. "But alius is BEHIND  us now! you don't need to worry bout it anymore!" Said Gouenji. "BUT IM SCARED OUT OF MY FLIPPING MIND! YOU DONT KNOW THE ROUGH ROAD IVE BEEN THROUGH! MY PARENTS BEING KILLED! BEING BULLIED IN ELEMENTARY! GETTING SENT TO FOSTER CARE! BEING ADOPTED BY PEOPLE I DONT KNOW! I AM COMPLETELY FRICKED UP! I THINK IM GOING INSANE! THIS IS THE WORST YEAR EVER! I THINK IM BEGINNING TO DEVELOP DEPRESSION!! I THINK IM GOING TO DIE!" Yelled kazemaru. I hugged kazemaru while he cried in my shoulder. "Ichirouta it's okay...you don't need to be scared anymore." I said. "Afuro..." Said kazemaru. "I'm scared...I'm scared that alius will take you away I could lose you! I don't wanna lose you! DEATH AND LOSING PEOPLE are my 2 greatest fears I know what losing someone you love feels like and I NEVER wanna feel it AGAIN!" Yelled kazemaru. "Well ichirouta how bout this, I can call endou and kidou and fubuki and gouenji we can have an anime night at my house you love those." I suggested. "What did you insist of putting on?" Asked ichirouta. "Pokemon, digimon adventure 02, Kirby, brave beats, buddyfight ace, vanguard cardfight, blazing teens you name it." I said. "How about digimon adventure 02 I would do anything to see yolei and hawkmon again." Said kazemaru. "And after the anime how about a trip to the inazuma spa." Suggested gouenji. "Yeah." Said kazemaru feeling a lot better. I smiled. "Well I guess I should head to practice huh?" Asked kazemaru. "Yep." I said. "Alright see ya afuro!" Said ichirouta. "See ya ichirouta!" I said.