Its been a whole day with out her, I wish they found her already, but they can't locate where she's at. Something was wrong with her phone and they can't track her down. I hope shes okay, I hope she finds a way out. Because I can't handle it, I feel like its my fault that I didn't save her in time. Yes I tried, by trying isn't enough.

Two of our shows been rescheduled. Little Mix, isn't Little Mix without Jade and if we can't find Jade, then I don't know what we're going to do.

Perrie's been really down lately, so have the rest us. We are all in a hotel right now waiting for what's next. Waiting till they find Jade, I feel like I'm wasting this precious time to look for her. But the thing is, I don't know where to look for her.

Someone was knocking on the door, I opened it to reveal Harry.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him with no emotion. His eyes were red and puffy, he's been crying, I could tell.

"I just came to check on you girls." He said looking down.

"Want to come in?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He came in and sat on an empty seat. "I can't believe someone would take her like that."

"I know, I can't believe either." I sighed. "How are the other boys?"

"Liam's been on his phone tweeting if anyone seen Jade. Louis is trying to help look for her with management. Zayn's sleeping and Niall is just listening to music, he hasn't been eating anything. We're all actually depressed at this point, its like we lost one of our family members." He said rubbing his eyes.

"Yeah we all feel that way, its like you don't know how much that person means to you until they're gone, then you realize they are more important to you then you thought."

"Exactly."

I heard a soft knock on the door, I opened it to reveal Liam. He gave us a sympathetic smile, "Hi."

"Hi." I replied quietly.

"How are you feeling?"

"Not well."

"Yeah... Louis said they know where they went, but they don't know the exact location. So we are progressing, hopefully we find her before anything bad might happen."

That made me a little relieved, but at the same time it didnt't.

"I hope so, I just wouldn't forgive myself if they hurt her. I mean I was suppose to save her, but I failed and they took her."

"It's not your fault, no one blames you, you tried and thats all that matters."

"But it wasn't enough." I said as a whisper.

Jesy's P.O.V

I can't process how I'm feeling right now, its like something surreal. Jade couldn't have been kidnapped, she wasn't kidnapped, she couldn't be. I kept repeating this to myself, because if I don't i could break at any minute.

I dialed Niall's number and he responded quickly.

"Hey babe, anything going on?"

"Well yes and no, I just wanted to talk to you."

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

"I don't know, do you really think Jade is gone? As in missing forever."

"No, not really. I feel like we will find her, like we have to. She's got to be around here somewhere we just need to look harder."

"So we're both in denial."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that we both don't stop and think that maybe will never find her. We have that bit of hope that keeps us holding on to her."

"We're not in denial Jesy. Look you may think your in denial in this whole situation, but I don't think I am. I have a feeling we will, but it might take some time. Keep in those positive thoughts and if not, you're going to crack."

"I don't even know what to think anymore."

"Positive thoughts Jesy act like she never left."

"I'll try I suppose, but I don't think any good will come from that."

"Look Jesy I got to go. See you later."

"See you later." I hung up.

I felt someone's presence in the room. I sat up and saw Harry at the door, looking at me tensely.

"What?" I asked him.

"Nothing." He blankly said and walked away.

He's been acting weird around me since the break up. I hope he doesn't know about Niall and I. I don't think he'd take it the right way or even accept it.

Whatever is up with him, I need to find out. I don't think he really liked me when he was with me though, and if he had gain feelings now, its going to make things difficult. I'm going to have to talk to him even though I don't want to , I have to we are going to tour together for the next few weeks and we just can't have this tension between us.

I got up and went to the main room. Liam and Harry were sitting down on looking their phones and Leigh-Anne was just looking out at the window.

Yeah this is now or never.

"Harry can I talk to you?" I asked him standing in front of him.

"Sure about what?" He still wasn't looking at me.

"I mean can we talk in private?"

"If you want to talk to me, you're going to have to talk to me here. I'm not going no where."

"Harry please-"

Someone came in and it was Niall.

"Hey lads, Paul wanted-"

"Great Niall's here." Harry said as he gave both of us a fake smile.

 "Okay. Whats going on?" Niall said standing next to me.

"Well Jessica here wanted to talk to me private."

"So?" Niall questioned and Harry looked at me.

"Jesy speak now."

Liam and Leigh were looking at us.

"Never mind." I said as I was walking back to my room until...

"Fine if you won't talk I'll talk." Harry got up. "Well you see Jesy and I were together and now we're not. She wants to talk about the tension between us and how we could still be friends, right?"

How did he know?

"I'm guessing its true." He shrugged. "Now the real reason why we have tension is because I know for a fact a best friend of mine, Niall." He pointed at Niall, "Went behind my back and made out with Jesy while we were still together. Now you may think that, why hasn't Harry confronted them or even said anything when he knew about it the whole time? I was trying to find a right time to say it and I have. That's not the whole reason why I kept it to myself, I've done a thing I wasn't proud of. I got black mailed into dating Jesy."

I gasped.

"Someone got a hold of Jade and I together alone and threatened to tell it to the Media about it causing Jade to lose Sam and I to have a horrible reputation. We didn't kiss or did anything sexually, but what that person really cared about , was for Jesy & I to be together. I didn't want to do that to Jesy but I had no choice I didn't want to ruin Jade so I did it. I tried my best to actually be into her and it did work. She did grew on me I have to say and I actually enjoyed the time with her." he paused. "I felt like shit knowing i was with her for a wrong reason i did start a lot of problems with her though, i just kept pissing myself off. But when i was in that mood we got in to a fight, she left with Niall. Then we all know what happened next."

I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say. Leigh and Liam were shocked and Niall looked either guilty or angry.

"You used her."

"You made out with her knowing she was me."

Thats the thing Niall and I were as much guilty as Harry.

No one was saying a word, all of us were in shock. Harry just walked out the door and Niall was going after him until I stopped him.

"Don't Niall."

"What am I suppose to do?"

"Nothing."

"He used you as a toy-"

"You stabbed him in the back, we're both as guilty as him."

Perrie's P.O.V

I woke up by the sound of my phone ringing. It was my mum, but I didn't feel like talking to her. So I ignored it. I love my mum and all, but today is just not been good for me.

I took a very long nap and I'm still tired but I have to get up. I'm hoping they found Jade by today. I miss her so much, it breaks my heart knowing that none of us knows we're she is. She could be hurt for all we know, then again she couldn't. Positive thoughts Perrie. Jade is a smart girl, she'll figure out how to get out of where ever she is.

I need to see Zayn. I need to talk to him, but I'm afraid he doesn't want to see me. I've been a bitch to him lately, I shut him down when he was comforting me yesterday. I didn't even want to be near him. I'm such a jerk.

I got up from bed and slipped on my slippers. I walked to the main room and saw everyone just there waiting patiently. It looked sad, none of them have a smile on their face. Knowing that Jade is missing makes everyone just sad and worried.

I understand I'm more than worried, but its best to keep those positive thoughts in your head before you lose your mind. I can't process her absence, I feel like shes here and I know she's here. She's here somewhere, they just got to keep looking.

I walked out of the hotel room and went to the boys hotel room. I opened it and no one was there. I walked inside and checked the rooms. The last room I checked has Zayn in it.

"Hey." I said standing by the door way.

He looked at me and looked back down at his phone. Not even bothering to say hello to me. I guess I know where he's coming from.

"Zayn I'm sorry." I sat down next to him. "I'm sorry being a total bitch to you yesterday. I was upset with everyone and everything. Jade was missing and it was just all surreal to me."

He stayed silent.

"I mean if Niall, Harry, Louis or Liam were missing, you'd be upset with yourself and the whole world too. It just kills you really."

He was still silent.

"Fine don't accept my apology but understand Zayn from my point of view. Its not easy to keep your emotions hidden when you can feel something wrong."

He still didn't say anything.

"You know I just wanted to talk to you, but forget it." I got up and went out.

You'd expect him to follow me, but he didn't. He just doesn't care what I have to say, I'm fine with that. Whatever I don't need him.

I remember Jade telling me, that when Zayn hurts me she'll come after him. Also that I don't need no man there for me and the only people that will be there is her & the rest of the girls. I believed every word she said.

Though she isn't here with us right now (and no she hasn't died) like literally next to us. I won't forget the words she said and the memories we had with each other.

I love Jade. Not in a lesbian way, but as a best friend, sister, and family. She was a piece of me, a piece of the the girls, a piece of Little Mix and a piece to our Mixers heart.

I pray to god that we will find her, that she will be safe with us so she can return home.

We need her.

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JERRIE! Yes I ship Jerrie and yes in that lesi-behonest way :) just like I ship Narry & Ziall ;)

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