Chapter 24

Nayeon and Y/N are in the car driving to Y/N's therapy session with Seulgi. Y/N is feeling nervous, she's never done this before and she's worried. That's why she's been silent for the entire ride.

"Why are you so quiet? Did something happen?" The teacher asked holding Y/N's hand with one hand while the other was on the steering wheel.

"I'm just nervous." The student admitted.

"Don't be. It'll be fine. Besides we're already here." Nayeon parked the car and they went inside. They told Seulgi's secretary that they're here and the woman told them to go inside.

"Ah Nayeon-ah, you're already here. Let's go into my office." Seulgi hugged Nayeon and the three of them entered her office.

"You must be Y/N right? I'm Kang Seulgi." Seulgi smiled and shook her hand.

"Nayeon told me a bit about your situation and I'm here to help you but I need you to cooperate, okay?" Y/N just nodded.

"I'll leave you two alone. I'll be back in an hour. Y/N be nice, okay?" Y/N nodded again. She's been extremely quiet today.

"Nayeon told me that you have issues with controlling your anger and that you can get violent sometimes. Would you say that's true?"

"Yes." Y/N answered shortly.

"It's a good thing you can admit that. I'm going to ask you some questions, this can be personal questions as well. If you don't want to answer, you don't need to. It's important that you feel comfortable here." Funny because Y/N doesn't feel comfortable at all.

"What makes you angry?"

"Many things." Y/N chuckled.

"Could you specify?"

"I get angry when people talk back to me, I get angry when people have a bad attitude, I get angry when I see someone getting bullied." Y/N could go on for ten minutes about what makes her angry.

"Okay. So I see it's mostly people that make you angry right?" 

"I guess so." 

"How do you deal with that anger?"

"I don't. I usually hit things or run away or scream." How else are you supposed to deal with it?

"Do you get violent?" Seulgi kept writing stuff making Y/N even more uncomfortable.

"I only get violent when the other person gets violent first. I won't hurt anyone with no reason." 

"What would you do if I hit you now? Would you hit me back? Would you get angry?"

"What kind of question is that?" Y/N started laughing. "Is this your job? Asking people weird questions to make them feel uncomfortable?"

"Did that question make you mad?"

"Hell yeah it makes me mad. Look at this, I feel like I'm in a mental hospital, it's like I'm a fucking crazy person who needs mental help." Seulgi just nodded. From the first ten minutes of their session Seulgi can already tell that Y/N is going to be a difficult patient.

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An hour has passed which means the session has ended. Nayeon came into the office to pick up Y/N.

"Are you guys done?" 

"Yes, we are." Seulgi answered.

"I'll wait for you outside." Y/N said and left the room.

"How did it go?" Nayeon asked as she sat down in front of the therapist.

"It went okay for her first time. She doesn't really cooperate and she's kinda rude but I think that's because I'm a stranger."

"She's difficult isn't she?" Nayeon sighed.

"Yes. I can already tell that I'm going to struggle with her but I think it'll be fine. I've dealt with teenagers like her before. She'll start opening up to me slowly."

"I really hope so. I'm worried about her."

"She has a lot of anger inside of her. Anger towards something or someone, I haven't really figured it out yet but she's basically taking out her anger on everything around her. Did she have a bad past?"

"Yes. That anger is mostly directed to her father who's the reason behind her bad past."

"That makes sense. We need to help her get rid of that anger. It won't be easy but I think it's possible. She needs to get closure with her past and accept it instead of getting angry."

"How many times do we need to come to see you?"

"I think twice a week will be okay for now." Seulgi smiled. After a short conversation Nayeon bid her goodbyes and left the office.

"Let's go Y/N-ie." With that Nayeon drove the younger girl to work. Y/N still works her ass of at that coffeeshop. For now she doesn't really need to worry about rent, but she can't stay with Nayeon forever. She needs to find a solution as soon as possible.

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"Ah Y/N, you're home." Nayeon smiled as Y/N entered her apartment. It's already 10pm.

"Yes, I am. Did you miss me?" Y/N approached her girlfriend who was sitting on the couch.

"Hell yeah I did." The older answered and Y/N pecked her lips.

"How did work go?" 

"The usual. I'm so happy that they let me work inside and not with customers. Customers really drain my energy." Y/N stretched her back. She's very tired.

"You look tired, you should go to sleep since it's a school night." The older suggested.

"I wanna spend some time with you though, I barely see you lately. We don't interact at school and I always come home late." Y/N cuddled her lover.

"You're so cute Y/N-ie. I wish you would show this side of yours not only to me but to everyone."

"No, no, this is only for you." Y/N smiled and kissed Nayeon's cheek.

"I heard you weren't very nice to Seulgi." 

"I tried. I was way nicer to her than I am to most people." Y/N defended herself.

"I know, I know. I appreciate your effort but please cooperate with her, yeah?" 

"I will, I will. That place just makes me uncomfortable." 

"You'll get used to it, baby." 

"You're so hot when you call me that." Y/N smirked and looked into her teacher's eyes.

"Hmm, really?" 

"Yes. It makes me wanna do bad things to you."

"Then what you waiting for, baby?" Nayeon said as she pulled the younger closer to her. Y/N couldn't contain herself anymore and smashed her lips onto Nayeon's going on top of her. Nayeon intertwined her hands behind Y/N's neck and the kiss got heated pretty fast. 

"Fuck me Y/N." Nayeon moaned.

"With pleasure." With that Y/N removed her shirt and started kissing Nayeon's neck, making the older a moaning mess. She removed Nayeon's shirt and bra and started kissing down until she reached her breasts. She sucked on the teacher's nipple while she unbuttoned her pants. She removed her lover's pants and underwear and went to her private part using her tongue without wasting any time.  She licked Nayeon's clit making circular moves hoping that the older is enjoying it.

"Faster, Y/N, faster." Y/N obeyed and went faster. 

"You're so wet for me, seonsaengnim." Y/N smirked and Nayeon of course hit her arm.

"Yah! Don't ruin the moment." Y/N always does this whenever they're having sex. Nayeon gets annoyed with her, and Y/N really loves the older's reaction.

"Sorry, love." With that Y/N put two of her fingers inside the older and started going in and out. She started to go faster and faster and by Nayeon's moans she could tell that the teacher was enjoying it very much. 

"I-I-I'm close." After a minute Nayeon spilled her juices on Y/N's fingers and Y/N was proud of what kinda power she has over Nayeon. She licked her fingers tasting the older girls's juices and kissed her passionately.

"Y/N, you make me feel so good." 

"Better than Jeongyeon did?" 

"Yah, why would you talk about my ex at this kind of moment?" Y/N still feels insecure about making love to Nayeon. The older dated Jeongyeon for three years, she's sure that they've done way more things with each other than Y/N and Nayeon have.

"I just want to know." 

"You shouldn't compare yourself to her. She's in the past. You're my present and my future." Nayeon said holding Y/N's face.

"Are you proposing to me?" Y/N smirked. She really loves to tease the shit out of Nayeon.

"Aish, how can you be so annoying and lovely at the same time?" Nayeon shook her head. 

"I got a call today, apparently my current guardian agreed on changing my guardian, so they will look for a new one." After Y/N moved out of that horrible neighbourhood Y/N decided to ask for a new guardian. 

"That's good to hear, Y/N-ie."

"Who would want to be my guardian though? I'm 17, it's not like I need a guardian for long anymore." When she's 18, she'll be graduated and she'll have a full time job meaning she can handle herself. But right now, that isn't the case. 

"Still, you need a place to live and someone who takes care of you. My offer is still valid you know, you can live here and I will take care of you, but that's your choice of course." Nayeon informed her. 

"I appreciate it a lot, unnie. But like I said it's too risky for me to stay here besides I'm already a huge bother to you. I'm the one who should take care of you not the other way around."

"That doesn't make sense Y/N. I'm eight years older. Of course I'm the one that should take care of you." Y/N always acts like she's the older one in the relationship but she's actually still a kid compared to Nayeon who's already 25. Y/N just likes to be the dominant one in the relationship.

"Doesn't it bother you? That I'm way younger than you?" Y/N has always been wondering the answer to this question but never had the chance to ask.

"No, It doesn't."

"Don't you feel sometimes like I'm more of a kid than your girlfriend?" 

"I gotta admit that our relationship is way different than my past relationships. I'm sure it's the same for you. I do feel like I'm dealing with a kid sometimes, but other than that you're actually pretty mature for your age so most of the time I don't notice that you're younger." Nayeon did notice that there are some differences in the ways they think about some stuff. Sometimes it's due to their differences in age. Y/N has noticed it as well, even though Nayeon can act childish at times, she still senses that the girl is older. 

"And you're pretty childish for your age so I don't notice that you're older than me." Y/N smiled.

"Yah! I'm not childish!"

"Oh yes you are. Sometimes I even feel like I'm older than you." Y/N laughed.

"But wait wait, you said relationships. You've had multiple relationships?" Y/N only knows about Jeongyeon.

"Ah yes, I dated this guy named Jinyoung in high school."

"How old was he and how long did you guys date?" Y/N can't help but be curious.

"He was a year older and we dated for like two years."

"Yah, why were all your relationships so long?" 

"Because I'm loyal and I'm commited to the relationship. I also don't date anyone if I don't see a future with them." The older explained.

"So you saw a future with them?" Now that Y/N knows that she dated another guy before Jeongyeon, she's feeling even more insecure. She's nothing compared to that Jinyoung guy or to Jeongyeon. 

"Yeah, I did. But since I'm dating you now, that means I see a future with you too."

"I'm really flattered and all. But stop proposing to me, I'm too young and not at a legal age to get married." 

"Yah! Why do you keep making these proposing jokes?" Y/N has made this joke so many times by now that Nayeon thinks she won't even be taken seriously when she actually proposes to the younger in the future.

"Because your reaction is very funny." Y/N giggled and Nayeon just smiled. She loves it when the younger girl giggles like that.

"Have you dated anyone else besides Jinyoung and Jeongyeon?" Y/N is curious. She can't help but ask.

"No, they were the only ones that I've had an interest in. But I gotta say I was pretty popular in high school and in college and many wanted to date me, but since I was in long term relationships I didn't pay much attention to them." Of course she was popular, she's so pretty how can someone not want to date her?

"You're still popular. And many still want to date you." Y/N said with a jealous tone. The amount of people that hit on her girlfriend makes her crazy.

"Can you blame them? I'm beautiful." Here we go again, Nayeon is being narcissistic once again.

"You keep asking me about my past relationships but how about yours? You're pretty popular as well. Especially with the girls. I bet you would even be more popular if you weren't such a jerk." Nayeon has seen it many times at school, how girls keep drooling over her.

"Well, there was Minju, which you already know about and that's about it. I've never really cared about relationships that much." 

"So you've never had an interest in someone else beside her?" Nayeon asked.

"Nope." Something about Y/N's tone felt like she was lying but Nayeon just decided to shrug it off.

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A/N: Updaaateee, hope you liked this chapter. Pls vote and comment :) And thank you all for reading it means a lot!

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