I'm trapped

Stuck

Cemented to the ground

I told you no

I told you no

But you stayed

Lingering at my side

I thought today I could end the pain

Like ripping off a band-aid

But I got stuck halfway through

Astonished

And trapped, too.

I know you want to fix this

But if you know me at all

I'm too lazy

Unprepared

And I've already prepared to fall

I've been trapped somewhere I shouldn't be

Being someone else, though I couldn't see

What being with you had done to me

I hope you can see what I've come to be

I can't care enough for myself like this

My grades are low

I've had stomach aches

For a month at least

Headache after headache

finally brought to my attention

That I am sick

horrifyingly sick

Of the situation

Of the fighting

Of the lying

And I wish that you could let me stop

I really, really want to stop

And I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I'm really sick of the situation

If you love me let me go