Insecure (Lemon)

This was a request for @get_jinx I am sorry that I haven't been updating for a month or so, I have been a bit busy working on a different story but I am back so please enjoy a nice little smut that took me a while to work on. 




Sighing loudly you weaved your way through the heavy crowd of people pressed shoulder to shoulder squeezing you between them. You pushed your way through frantically searching for your boyfriend who had wandered off 20 minutes ago to get icecream, you tried to ignore the eyes that almost seem to stare right into your soul while the people all around judged you for what you were wearing. At least that's what you were thinking as their eyes followed you through the crowd to the edge of the sand, it was a Saturday afternoon on a sunny day and you and your boyfriend Hitoshi had decided to go out for a fun day at the beach, you, however, were not having to much fun.


You were wearing a clad f/c swimsuit that Hitoshi bought you for your last birthday, it was a nice material and definitely a little bit more expensive than most of the things that you owned but it was a little bit to...tight. It hugged your curves nicely and made your butt look fucking awesome but you couldn't help but feel like a can of biscuits that busted open, you looked away and avoided eye contact with everyone while you made your way toward the brightly colored ice cream stand. Spotting a wild mess of purple hair in the distance you smiled brightly rushing toward your lover who flashed you a goofy grin while opening his arms to hold out your sweet treat and offer it to you.


Ignoring the tasty desert he held out you pushed your way into his arms tightly wrapping yourself into his arms and burying your face into his chest hiding in his arms from the still continued stares of the other people on the beach. "Woah, baby! What's wrong?" Shinsou asked looking down at you a smile still plastered across his face as he stared down at you concerned to why you were whimpering into his chest. "I want to go," you whispered quietly into his chest, your voice slightly muffled. Hitoshi looked down at you concerned as to why you wanted to but your shaking hands on his back and tear-filled eyes told him that he shouldn't question why so instead he nodded his head getting ready to leave with you.


Pressing a quick passionate kiss to your forehead he passed your ice cream cone over to you and taking your free hand into his own before walking off with you toward your parked car a while aways. You silently thanked your boyfriend for parking in a slightly remote area where there weren't many cars near your own, following closely behind him you nommed on your delicious treat on the way to your shared car trying to finish it before you probably would have spilled it all over Hitoshi's nice leather seats. By the time you both reached your car, your treat was almost gone and Shinsou had finished his completely before you both got into the car though you wrapped your arms tightly around Hitoshi hugging him close to your chest.


Your lover smiled brightly at the warm feeling of your body pressed against his before he lightly pushed you away, opening your door for you like the gentleman he is he moved over to his own side hopping in and not yet starting the car. Once you got in you leaned back against the seat as far as you could to not be sitting straight and let any of your 'flab' sag down and make you look fat. You tried to make it look as natural as possible but Hitoshi could tell right away what was going on even as he tried to ignore it and act natural about your tense body around him. "So why did you want to leave?" he asked politely leaning over across the center console to study you closely.


You looked away a little a light blush dusting your cheeks, not wanting to start an argument you whispered a quiet "no reason" while staring out the window at the ocean and sand scattering across the beach. The silence filling the car after that made you bite your lip harshly and not dare turn around to look at your boyfriend, he caught you off guard though with a hand slamming down on the dash yelling at you. "Liar!" his voice boomed out vibrating off of the walls and causing you to whimper while leaning back farther against the seats. You opened your mouth to speak but he interrupted you speaking over you with a loud growl. "Sit up y/n! Why are you so uncomfortable around me!? Do you hate me!?" he snapped out.


Holding your breath you leaned back as far as you could, your hands shook desperately as he glared at you his icy orbs burning into your soul. "Because Hitoshi! I am self fucking conscious and do not want you to think that I am fat so that is why I am le-" your words were completely silenced as Shinsou cut you off with a harsh kiss, he cupped your face and yanked you against him his lips coming in contact with your own pair in the most passionate kiss the two of you had shared all day. Reaching forward you let your hands tangle deeply into his purple locks tugging him in closer trying desperately to deepen the kiss now. One of his hands moved around to the back of your head holding you and pulling you in deeper.


His other hand moved down to cup your breast through the thin material of your swimsuit, by now you were a mess in his grip; tugging and yanking on his hair as you moan and squealed into his mouth, every one of your noises being swallowed by his own mouth. The hand he was using to hold your head suddenly let go causing you to lean back a little bit accidentally separating your lips, with barely any time to suck in a breath he was leaning back in for another kiss. His hand slipped down to cup your womanhood harshly the pads of his fingers rubbing desperately at the wet material of your bottoms. You weren't even given a chance to breathe as he pushed a finger past your swimsuit into your folds.


Your nails scraped up and down his back, as you began to near an orgasm faster than ever, it was just so good. There was just something about him, his aura or something made your insides just melt in pleasure, grinding down against his hand you cried out when he pushed a second finger past your sweet folds. The hands tangled deep in his hair pulled at it harder then before yanking him in closer so hard that your lips already begun to hurt, it didn't matter anymore especially when the palm of his hand began to rub at your clit harshly. You were going mad just at the feeling of the vibrations shooting up and down your spine, grabbing at his back you pulled him in for one last time as your orgasm rocked through your body.


Your thighs shook for what felt like hours as your body was over took by the orgasm, it was so fucking good you never wanted it to stop; and just like that you needed another one. Pushing his hands offf of you as your body began to overstimulate you rolled over onto his lap straddling his waist and grinding your hips down hard against his already hard member. A growl was ripped from Hitoshis throat as he grabbed your hips harshly and slammed up against you grinding himself against your womanhood. "Wait Hitoshi, I'm not actually sure if we should do this here. Its still kind of a public place, it might not be good if we y'know..." you whispered as your hips stopped moving all together.


A whine was ripped from his lips as the pleasure between his thighs stopped all together, grabbing at your hips a little bit he leaned in and whispered a few soft words into your ear. "Nah fam this is happening, What if I lean my chair back and you turn around so it just looks like your sitting there?" he said before biting your ear softly, the second those words slipped past his lips it was like an animal took over your body. Reaching down you clicked the lower seat button and pushed Hitoshi back so that he was laying flat on his back immediately his breathing slowed and all of his blood rushed straight to his groan. Winking at him you turned your body around so that you were straddling his hips backwards, facing the steering wheel.


"Oh god." he whimpered out as you ground down your womanhood against his clothed cock, reaching back you scraped your nails up and down his thighs loving the way they flexed underneath you and his hips bucked against you. Leaning up you rested on your knees as you unbuckled his pants pulling them down to free his twitching erection, the tip was red and oozing pre cum by the ounce down the side of his dick onto his thighs. He felt like he was gonna bust at any moment if you didn't stop all of the teasing, pushing your swimsuit to the side you began to grind up and down against him threatening to push his erection into you. "Please baby! For fucks sake let me inside you!" he growled out, grabbing your hips and pushing up against your folds.


Smirking you ground down against him for a few more seconds before dropping all of your weight down onto his lap, you cried out as the head of his cock immediately slammed into your bundle of nerves. Your dominant attitude immediately faltered into almost nothing as you began to rock up and down on him, it was an addicting feeling to have him ramming himself up into you. There was nothing you wanted more right now than to ride his brains out until he was begging for his orgasm but right now you couldn't care. You wanted to cum, and you wanted it now; you couldn't even care if Hitoshi came or not right now. You needed this, right now. Grabbing the steering wheel you began to pick up the pace your bounces not once slowing or stopping.


You were slamming yourself up and down harder and faster than ever, behind you Hitoshi was a sobbing mess. Your tightness overwhelming him to no end, all while you were nearing an end faster then ever as he slammed himself against your sweet spot so hard you felt like you were about to snap. You were right on the edge, it was to much to handle, you were going to cum. Your pace slowed all while at the same time Hitoshi doubled his pace to the point where he was slamming himself into you with no mercy. Crying out in ecstasy your body slammed forward as you came hard for the second time that night, your back arched and you screamed out your thighs shaking so hard you were already nearing another orasm from the vibrating pleasure against your clit.


Hitoshi wasn't far behind, grabbed your waist he flipped you over so you were now in the seats, on your hands and knees crying out as your lover began to absolutely slam your brains out. Reaching forward you grabbed the seat hard squeezing it in your hands, you couldn't care anymore as he slammed you into the seat hard and fast. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you neared your third orgasm faster then ever. "I'm gonna cum Hitoshi!" you screamed out as your arms gave out and your chest and face was buried into the seat, "I'm cumming!" you cried out as your body finally gave out and you came hard. This time hit different though, your legs shook more than before and to top it all off...you squirted all over your thighs and the seat.


It was so overstimulating to have him buried into you all the way to the hilt still rocking in and against you, growling out loudly Hitoshi's own legs gave out as he came hard shooting his seed into you growling and moaning out as he laid there against you panting out as he slowly came down from his intense high. Reaching back your nails scraped at his thighs and a whine slipped passed your lips, immediately Hitoshi understood what you were referencing and pulled out. You cried out at the sudden emptiness you felt as the seed began to slowly dribble down your thighs. Collapsing into the passenger seat Shinsou tucked his dick away before helping you into a seating position. You laid there whining for a second before falling backward letting sleep overcome you. 

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