Eric's Pov:

I sat down at the table and rolled my eyes when KT started singing "Bow chicka wow wow."

"Oh for fucks sakes it's been a month when the hell are you gonna get over it already?" I groaned

"Dude chill she was just playing. You've been pissy for weeks, what's crawled up your ass?" Daniel asked patting my back.

John laughed and popped Daniel on the back of the head, "Steven has!" He teased.

I reached over and punched his arm smirking at the hiss of pain he made. "Don't hate just cause he's mine and all you got to do was smack his ass."

"Oh fuck yeah when did this happen? How the hell didn't I know about this?" KT shouted.

"New year's eve on his way out he decided to spank Steven."

"Oh my fucking hell you lucky bastard! Was his ass as firm and smooth as it looked? Ughh why wouldn't you guys let me take one little bitty picture?"

"KT you can take all the pictures you want. Of you and me. Not other couples." Daniel drawled pulling her onto his lap.

She pouted. "What's the fun in that? I'm already there when we're fucking. I want pictures of my gay boyfriend getting it on with his not at all straight boyfriend." She giggled. "Remember when you were so sure he was straight and you were in LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE with him and all sad?"

"What love? Who said any thing about love? I didn't because I mean why would I. It's not like I love him or anything right? Exactly so why are we even talking about me loving him because I don't, ya know love him. I just- hey look is that the Dean over there? Oh no that's just Janet. Hey have you heard that Janet and her boyfriend broke up because they did just this morning cause he wasn't in love with her anymore just like I don't love Steven and he obviously doesn't love me. Nope there is sooo not any love going on here."

"Oh my fuck! You totally just outed yourself! When the hell did all this shit happen?" John asked.

I glared down at the table and shrugged. "What are you talking about, I've been out for months now."

"OMG YOU TOTALLY FUCKING LOVE HIS SEXY ASS! AHHHHH!!!!" KT screamed. She jumped off of Daniel's lap and started fist pumping and jumping around.

"I soooo fucking knew it! You love him and wanna marry him and have his babies and join his kinky club and fuck 365 days a year for the next thousand years! Fuck I love being right! Just like you loveeeeeeeee Steven!!!" She screamed dancing around gaining the entire cafeteria's attention.

"Someone shut her the fuck up!" I hissed.

Daniel jumped up and kissed her quiet. John grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the cafeteria and to the court yard.

We sat down on the bench and he pulled me into a hug. "Come on bro, spill. Is this why you've been an asshole anytime we tease you about him?"

I shrugged. "Dude I don't mean to be but I've known for a while how I feel and it just keeps getting harder and harder to keep that to myself. Seriously, now that I know I love him I can physically feel those damn words trying to jump out of my mouth. You have no idea how many times I've had to literally bite my damn tongue to keep from saying it."

"Why don't you just tell him how you feel then. Why keep trying to hide it if it's driving you this crazy?"

I shrugged and moved away from our hug, my head hung down staring at the ground.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and leaned close to my ear.

"Don't even tell me it's because you're worried he doesn't feel the same way? That man cares about you just as much as you do him. Hell he's practically moved you in with him, he cut his trip in Pair fucking France short to come spend New Year's eve with you."

I raised my head up and looked into his eyes. "But what if I tell him I love him and he doesn't say it back. Or worse, only says it back to be nice. Hell man I'm totally lost here. I've never told anyone I love them not even my parents."

He smiled and put his forehead against mine. "He wont say it back just to be nice, he's not a douche bag and if he doesn't say it then so what? It doesn't mean he doesn't feel something really strong for you. Just tell him and if he needs time to say it back, give it to him."

I laughed and pulled back. "That simple huh?"

He shrugged. "Yeah, let you balls drop and man the fuck up and tell Steven how you feel about him."

"You know when you're not being a perverted ass-hat that only thinks with his cock, you're actually a great guy."

He laughed and clapped my back. "Please don't tell anyone. I have a hard won reputation as a heartless slut to uphold."

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"Come on Eric push just a little harder baby. We're almost done and your time is fucking killer!" Steven cheered as we neared the finish of our four mile run.

I pumped my legs harder and used the last of my strength to sprint ahead of him.

"Fuck yeah! You did awesome! You finished four miles in less then fifteen minutes and managed to out run me. Good job baby!" He congratulated while I leaned over trying to catch my breath.

"Kill me now, ughh my fucking calves hurt!" I whined stretching the charlie horse out of my right leg.

He squatted down and massaged the knot out of my muscle chuckling when I whined. He stood back up and handed me his water bottle.

"You need to increase your water intake when you're gonna exert yourself with a hard run."

I downed it and sighed. "I usually do but I forgot to bring my water today."

My leg was still sore so I started limping towards the entrance to our building. Steven wrapped his arm around my waist so I could take some of my weight off my sore leg.

"How about you take a hot bath to soak your muscles while I make us some dinner?"

"Nah I'm too lazy to fix a bath. I'll just take a shower then hang out on the couch while I watch your stinky ass cook dinner."

He laughed and rolled his eyes. "I'll fix the bath for you so you can relax your muscles so you don't get another charlie horse and eat a banana when you get inside. The potassium will help." He said letting go of me to open the front entrance to our building.

"You're gonna fix my bath? God I so fucking love you right now!" My exhausted body froze at what I'd just unthinkingly blurted out.

He froze with the door held open and turned to face me. "You what?" He whispered.

"Um I ah well you see um... Fuck. I um sorta kinda umm well fuck you obviously heard me say I love you." I muttered.

He smiled and his eyes darkened. He leaned forward and put his hand on my back to push me inside.

"I need to kiss the hell out of you right now." He growled pulling the door shut and slamming his lips against mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me up and carried me to the elevator without breaking our kiss. Before I realized it we were breaking apart for air and the elevator was dinging for his floor.

He never let me down or stopped trailing kisses over my neck while he unlocked his door and carried me to his bed.

He leaned forward dropping us on the bed while he sucked my pulse point.

I clawed at his damp shirt to pull it over his head. He leaned back and shrugged out of it then yanked my sweaty shirt up and off of me.

Our sweat slicked chests slid against each other as I welcomed him back into my arms. He licked into my mouth drawing my tongue out to battle with his. When I was breathless he kissed his way down my neck to my chest.

"I know we're sweaty and stink but god I fucking need you right now." He groaned against my pebbled nipple.

"Then have me." I moaned out as he twirled his tongue around my nipple then nibbled it.

He sat back on his heals and pulled my running shorts off, quickly shucking his off and laying us on our sides. He tangled our legs together and ran his hands slowly over my skin.

I thought he was going to be fast and frenzied but he seemed to have changed his mind and decided to slow it down.

"You're so fucking amazing Eric." He whispered against my lips.

I rolled us over and straddled his waist leaning down and kissing him. I took control and bit his bottom lip making him gasp and grind against me. I slid my tongue into his mouth and massaged his with my own.

His hands ran up my thighs around my back and gripped my shoulder blades holding me tightly against his body. "I hope you're up for a long night."

I laughed and nodded. "I'm up for it if you are."

He reached over and grabbed our lube and a few condoms and handed it to me. "I wanna try something different tonight. No control or dominating. Us being equal. Each a top and a bottom."

I shivered and could feel my mouth drop open. He laughed and used his index finger to close my mouth. "It's your choice baby. I'm giving you the chance to top me tonight."

"Oh hell fucking yeah!" I yelled making him laugh and bring me back to his lips.

"You tear my ass and I'll spank you raw." He warned.

"Psshh you're gonna love every second my cock's inside of you."

He looked at me dubiously and I leaned back. "Wait a second....You're not... I mean you cant possibly be..."

He rolled his eyes. "Let's not make this a thing. I've always been the top but I thought I'd try switching it up. No big deal."

Oh my holy fucking Mary mother of baby Jesus. He's giving me his ass virginity! Eric Sean Stevens you better not fuck this up!

I leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. "I'll go slow just stay relaxed and if you want me to stop just say the word okay?"

He rolled his eyes. "If you continue the virgin lecture I'm gonna change my mind out of pure boredom."

I stood up and walked to his closet to grab two of his ties. I grabbed my favorite ones and walked back to the bed.

"Hold your hands out wrists touching." I ordered smoothly slipping back into my 'top' persona.

He held them out and I swiftly tied them up with one tie then attached the other tie to it and knotted it at the base of his head board to keep his arms up and away from me because when his hands are on me my brain short circuits and I need to be able to make this great for him. No distractions.

I sat on his hips and ran my hands slowly down his body. Trailing my finger tips and nails lightly against all his hot zones. My lips followed the same path, tracing each and every tight muscle, curve and dip of his chest and abs.

He squirmed and tried pulling his hands down. "Untie me Eric I want to touch you." He whined.

"If you touch me then I'll get distracted and I want to focus on you sooooo NO."

When he opened his mouth to argue I swooped in and kissed him quiet. Loving that our already hardened lengths rubbed against each other as he bucked against me in and effort to deepen the already intense kiss.

While I kissed him I poured the lube on my fingers and rubbed them together slicking their entire length and warming the cool lube up. I licked and sucked my way down his chest tracing each ab with my tongue before continuing down to his straining length.

I teased his head with my tongue and teeth while I massaged his hole with my slicked finger. I looked up and met his eyes. "Just relax babe, it might make it easier if you bare down on it. It'll feel weird at first but once I find your prostate you're gonna love it. I promise." I assured him as I slid the first finger in him.

At the feel of his tight heat clenching around my finger my dick twitched in excitement. But I kept my pace slow and steady, letting him get used to the intrusion before I added another finger. I felt the little walnut shaped cluster and brushed my fingers against it.

He gasped in surprise and pressed down on my finger but I pulled them back. Instead I licked my lips and leaned down engulfing his shaft fully in my mouth while I scissored my fingers to make room for a third one.

Once he was bucking up in my mouth and baring back down on my fingers moaning my name I slid my third finger in and sped up my movements. Each time I pressed his prostate I focused sucking on his head to heighten his pleasure.

"Now, Eric. Oh fuck!" He panted.

I quickly slipped a condom on and slicked lube on my cock and turned us so we were on our sides with me behind him. I kissed his neck and nibbled his ear. I ran my hand down his side to grip his hips while I slid slowly into him. He tensed up so I stilled to let him adjust and give his muscles time to relax.

I reached for his cock to take focus from the pain and began jerking him off twisting my hand on every upward slide. Within seconds he relaxed and began moving his hips. I kept my pace slow even though it killed me to.

He was so tight and almost burning hot and the knowledge that I was the only one to have been there made me feel like going all cave man and beating my chest while I pounded into him. I tilted my hips and smiled when I hit his prostate and he pushed back into me.

"More, Fuck Eric I'm not made of glass! I'm not gonna break!" He yelled.

I sped up and every time I was in to the hilt I'd swirl my hips before slamming back into him. Over and over until my head milked his prostate making him tense up and sending me flying over my cliff. I laid there with my arms wrapped around him, my cock still buried in him, both of us panting and trying to catch our breaths. I slid out slowly so I wouldn't hurt him and leaned up to untie his restraints.

I dropped back down next to him and groaned as exhaustion suddenly beat my ass. "You damn near killed me." I whined.

He laughed and rolled onto his side propping his head up in his hand. "You loved topping me didn't you."

"Umm yeah I love knowing that I get to be the one in that ass and no one else." I said with a shrug. He rolled on top of me and smirked.

"I told you it was going to be a long night. My turn."

He looked at my spent cock and tsked. "We'll need to take care of that." He cooed.

He started sucking my toes then licked down to my arch and bit it lightly before moving to my other foot and giving it the same treatment. His hands ran up and down my legs kneading my calves muscles then moving up to tease my thighs.

He kissed his way up one leg then the other. Paying special attention to my ankles, backs of my knees and my hip bones. All of which were my hot zones. I was already hard and ready to go and so was he but he ignored or hard ons and licked up my chest nipping and leaving little love bites on me.

I pulled his head up and slammed my mouth to his. Letting him have immediate control and loving every second of how his tongue teased mine. Massaging it then retreating to tease my lip with his tongue before coming back and sucking on my tongue.

"It's not nice to tease when you've gotten me this horny." I growled biting his jaw. He lubed his fingers and made quick work of stretching me. I watched as he used his free hand to bring a condom packet to his teeth, tear it open and slide it on, never losing pace as he fingered my ass.

When I was riding his fingers and poised to blow he withdrew them and impaled me on his length.

He slid his arms around my back and lifted me up. Pulling us so he was sitting on the edge of the bed and I was riding him. He gripped my hips and lifted up until just the tip remained then slammed me down while he arched up into me. Over and over again until I was mindlessly moaning out his name.

He stood up and braced me up against the wall for leverage and pounded into me at the perfect angle to tease my prostate.

"Say it again, say you love me!" He demanded pulling away from a punishing kiss that left my lips swollen and deliciously tingling.

I gripped his hair and looked into his eyes. "I love you Steven!" I voiced confidently, willing him to believe me and hopefully feel for me at least a fraction of what I do for him.

His rhythm stuttered and he quickened his pace. "Tell me again!" He pleaded gruffly, rotating his hips so his head lingered on my prostate.

"MMMMMMM Steven I love you!" I groaned against his neck biting down on his salty skin as I crested my peak and came between our stomachs. He pushed as far into me as he could then stilled, his cock jerking with the force of his release.

His head tilted back, neck muscles straining as he moaned my name was the sexiest thing I'd ever seen.