memories

Y/n's pov:-
As soon as I heard his talk I rushed towards living room by turning tv on I skipped the channels to news. My heart was beating fast enough for getting me heart attack. I turned the volume up and heard the whole news. Gulping the lump formed in my throat I threw my phone somewhere in anger.
"WHYY!!!!!!WHY IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ME OR HIM?? WHY WE HAVE GO THROUGH SO MUCH EVERYTIME!!!!!!!" I yelled and sat on the floor while crying and hugging my legs close to chest, I hide my head in between to ignore everything. I started sobbing thinking about how difficult it will become for yoongi. I cried and cried but suddenly I felt tap on my shoulder and knowing the person I didn't raised my head to check. He took seat beside me and patted my head slowly.
"Calm down...you know I can't see my princess crying, right?" He spoke softly making me cry even more. 'How can he be so soft being in f***ing dangerous situations right now,'I thought. Taking my hair strands and plugging them behind my ear he gently raised my head and made me face him. I closed my eyes tightly to control tears dwelling up.
"We should take this news in positive way y/n. I know there are many people hating on us but there are much more people loving Aera and you. I am getting envious from this moment y/nahh...they think Aera is more cute than their suga. I think I gotta place all of them to their positions making them realize that a cat is always more beautiful than a small kitten," I laughed a bit at his nonsense talk and opened my eyes. He was looking at me wiggling with eyebrows.
"See, only I can make you laugh even in this kind of situations. You know power of min suga." He speaks while signaling swag sign. I hit him on chest and spoke,
"My kitten was always more beautiful than and she will be always, you old cat." I mumbled last words knowing he can get triggered. He heard my words and pulled me near by holding my shoulders making me look at him. Our face were too close with just a few inches of gap. My eyes met his while he slightly leaned forward to reach my ear.
"This old cat have much more stamina than half of the youth around the world. And to remind you this old cat stays more longer in bed which can eventually give you another LESS beautiful kitten, my love." He smirks after saying this and returns to his position again. While my cheeks flushed red and I lowered my head to hide from embarrassment. Y/nahh stop being so easy for this man again I mentally slapped myself and picking myself up from the floor I wiped my all tears.
"I need to check on Aera."I said and started walking towards upstairs but he calls out again.
"She's asleep."he says and I  turned around.
"She didn't ate any--"he cuts me off.
"While you were watching news I made her eat dinner upstairs. And before coming to you I asked her to sleep." He explained to which I pouted knowing my baby had to sleep alone.
"I didn't ate anything too,so let's finish dinner,come." He said and grabbed my arms pulling me in dining area.
"Yahh...leave my hand I know the directions of my house you cat." I whined and passed me glare. He made me seat on dining table and took seat opposite to me.
"Call me once again and you will regret it."he said with his serious look turning in smirk but I ignored him and started eating my food.
Soon we finished eating and he pleaded me to show Aera's birth memories. I took my steps towards store room and he followed me. Turning the lights on I opened a suitcase with beautiful tag on it 'my dear yoon.' I smiled while caressing it and gave him one journal from the suitcase.
There were many beautiful pictures of her clicked by me.







"This contains photos of my pregnancy and her 1st year." I said as I started to tell him details of every pic.
"You captured this photos?"he asked with astonishment and I nodded.
"I wanted to hire professional photographer who would have taken her photos in different styles with different sets but I didn't had enough money. I had to raise her alone and I knew as she grew older I will need my back balance to be filled to give her everything." I smiled weakly with my hands still wrapped around that tag.
"You took more beautiful pictures than most of photographers, I swear. We will do her photoshoot this birthday. Don't worry I will not let you and Aera suffer again, I promise to be with both of you." He said and held my hand tightly.
"You know first two years were the most difficult. As she was in tummy growing,day by day my cravings used to get more crazier. But to save for her delivery, her feedings after birth, her medications I neglected every craving..." I stopped a minute before leaning my head on his shoulder while he intertwined his fingers with me.
"Her first cry is still my favorite music. When I first saw her face I cried for more than an hour remembering you. She was a carbon copy of you and still she is. I wanted to show your princess to you but your words were way toxic for that little to hear. I stopped listening your(bts) music but she loved jk, tae, Jin and jimin's vocals. They were her lullaby singers. Her first word was "pa" even if I didn't teach her that, she learned it maybe from cartoon,I don't know. Her food habits,sleeping habits as well as laziness is same as yours.
Even my parents didn't came to see their grandchild once in this three years. I was hurt but more than me Aera was hurt. She didn't get love from her father, from her uncles, from her grandparents. She used to see children in park holding their parent's hands. Even if she is still three year old her smile always dropped at mention of her dad.....anyways you are now here and she loves you the most." I smiled and got up from his shoulder to remove another journal of her second year.


Yoongi's pov:-
I stopped her and caressing her knuckles I spoke.
"I Will always be grateful to you my love,for giving me the best gift of my life. Even if I wasn't there with you, you gave birth to our child. I love you as much as I love Aera and maybe more. I know my mistake can never be forgiven or forgotten, so please I request you to move on whenever you feel like you are starting to like someone. But please don't fall again with someone who is stupid as me. Fall for someone who will cherish you preciously, who will love you regardless of what is your past, who will not think twice before loving you just because you are a mother. Fall for someone who will LOVE YOU" I said with tears dwelling in my eyes. But I blinked it fast so she doesn't notice it. She bites her lower lip and a lone tear escaped from her eye.
"Ah...you stupid. Your head will ache if you cry one more time. You are crying from evening, dumbo.." I scolded her.
"Why didn't you trusted me when I informed you about my pregnancy?" She asks all of sudden.

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