(Overthinking by Sophie Pecora)

Izuku POV

I was looking at the ceiling. My room was only illuminated by my led lights and it was 9 PM.

I feel a vibration coming from my phone that was next to me. I smile as I immediately open the notification.

Dynamight : Hey, you awake?

Me : Hi Kacchan! ≧^◡^≦

Dynamight : What are doing?

Me : Admiring my ceiling and you?

Dynamight : Fascinating ;) I was doing the same thing-

Me : Wanna play a game?

Dynamight : Sure

Me : Okay, you get to ask one question and I do the same.

Dynamight : just not your name?

Me : Sorry..

Dynamight : Don't worry about it, I get it :)

Me : Okay, you start!

Dynamight : What's your birthday?

Me : July 15th
Me : Favourite colour?

Dynamight : aren't you going to ask for my birthday :(

Me : You keep forgetting that I know who you are! Your birthday is April 20th.
Me : I sound like a stalker...

Dynamight : Kinda-

Me : (*≧∀≦)ゞ

Dynamight : It's okay, it's cute

Me : （//･_･//)
Me : BACK TO THE SUBJECT!!
Me : What's your favourite colour?

Dynamight : Orange
Dynamight : And what's yours?

Me : Green!

Dynamight : Good choice.

Me : ⊂(▀¯▀⊂)
Me : What's your favourite food?

Dynamight : I don't have a favourite dish but as long as it's spicy, it's delicious.

Me : I could never! My taste buds would burn to death in an instant!

Dynamight : I see you're not a spicy fan

Me : I hate it!! But I guess it's acceptable just don't make me try some!

Dynamight : what's your favourite food?

Me : Katsudon!

Dynamight : Then I'll find a Katsudon place for our first date, I'm taking the spicy option tho

Izuku calm down, he did not just confirm that you two would go on a date. Act chill..

Me : wouldn't be that bad of an Idea.. (',,•ω•,,)♡

Dynamight : Good. So.. Are you studying in something?

Me : Nope! Dropped out at 16 after being diagnosed sick.

Dynamight : right.. And I'm guessing you know I study to become a therapist?

Me : You know me so well (;﹏;)
Me : I actually find it nice, it's a nice profession you're going for <3

Dynamight : Thanks <3

Me : You figured out how to do a heart!!!!!

Dynamight : It isn't that hard...

Me : okay! Try doing this one : (*'ｰ'*)

Dynamight : ...

Me : Heheh (⌒▽⌒）

Dynamight : Are we going to actually meet one day?

Me : We met Kacchan, we met more times then I could count..

Dynamight : This is so frustrating!

Me : Don't blame me! You're the one who took me out of the list of suspects!

Dynamight : Seriously!?

Me: Yes! I was one of the firsts taken out :(

Dynamight : Fuck! I'm starting over.

Me : Don't look too much, you keep getting further away from the answer..

Dynamight : Why can't we just meet?

Me : Because I'm scared of what you'll think of me Kacchan.. You shrugged me off very quickly as a possibility so my overthinking mind keeps telling me that it's because it's unthinkable for you ╥﹏╥

Dynamight : Sorry.. If I shrugged you off it's because I can't believe you'd be interested.

Me : It's okay Kacchan! :) You have 2 months.
Me : After that, it's my concert. Either way you'll find out who I am.

Dynamight : Yeah, the ticket selling is in 3 days right?

Me : Don't worry about it, I already have front row tickets reserved for you and a few others!

Dynamight : Seriously!?

Me : Of course I did!

Dynamight : Thanks Deku.. 2 months, right?

Me : Exactly.

Dynamight : So I guess I have that amount of time to figure out who you are. ;)

Me : Want a hint on who I am?

Dynamight : Nothing too big tho.

Me : Okay then. I'm smaller then you

Dynamight : I'm litteraly taller then almost everyone I know.

Me : You said nothing big (ㆆᴗㆆ)

Dynamight : (-_-)
Dynamight : Shouldn't you go sleep?

Me : But I wanna speak to Kacchan!!!（＞﹏＜）

Dynamight : you're freaking adorable Deku

Me : And you're annoying (ง •̀_•́)ง

Dynamight : Am I supposed to feel threatened?

Me : Yes! I'm terrifying!

Dynamight : Of course you are Deku

Me : （；¬＿¬)
Me : But maybe you're right, I'm kinda tired..

Dynamight : Sleep.
Dynamight : Goodnight

Me : Goodnight Kacchan! <3

———

I close my phone and put it on the plug still smiling like an idiot. I jump when there's a knock at my door.

"Nerd, open" It was Kacchan so I go up to the door and open it wide.

"You know who Deku is right?" He goes straight to the point.

"Kinda, why?" I answer him slightly nervous but I let him inside my room.

"Okay, when he's on stream and all, is he wearing lenses?" He asks and I wanted to face palm so hard!

"I don't know if I can answer that question, sorry" I smile at him and he sighs loudly.

"This is frustrating!" He groans in annoyance.

"I know Bakugo, but I know you'll figure it out, just stay open minded on who it could be." I say with a small smile.

"For all I know it could literally be you!"  Yeah, no shit Sherlock!

"Yes it could."

"But it can't since you're a writer!" He sighs in annoyance.

So that's what this is about.

"Don't give up yet Bakugo." I smile at him.

"I ain't giving up. No way in hell!" He says back annoyed and I can't help but feel relieved.

"Good. Was there an other reason you came here?" I ask him.

"Oh right, take your meds" He orders and I chuckle grabbing my small capsule and some water.
"Thanks!" I smile and he nods walking out after saying goodnight.

I smile taking out my guitar.

With the upcoming concert I was focusing a lot of practicing and I wanted to do at least two new songs.

I make sure the chords are good before starting the riff of one of those new songs.

———

I'm overthinking again
Get these thoughts out of my head
They're reaching and they're not leaving tonight
I'm overthinking again
All these things I never said
They're creeping and they're not leaving tonight

Wish I could get out of my way
These thoughts they always stay and linger around
Hey I'm just tryna live
I wanna do my own thing
Why you gotta stick around why you gotta choose me
It's annoying and I want something to change
Am I the only one that's feeling this way
Am I alone in this crazy game
If I talk about it now will anybody relate
I have all these questions and I ask them like I'm desperate
I go through the options in my mind like I'm getting tested
All of my anxieties arise they act like a weapon
I feel like I'm always in disguise tryna hide from questions
You don't need to mention how I'm always in my room
If you felt like me you would be doing this too
It won't leave me alone and I don't know what to do
I can try and stop my mind but I always lose

I'm overthinking again
Get these thoughts out of my head
They're reaching and they're not leaving tonight
I'm overthinking again
All these things I never said
They're creeping and they're not leaving tonight

Not tonight
Help me get out of my mind

Another day but the same story
Same problems same weird worries
Like it don't matter but it matters to me
And I don't know why but I keep wishing that it will leave
Feels like an invasion of privacy
I'm just going bout my day and it bothers me
Stressful not as happy as I wanna be
But imma make it not the only one that's struggling

I'm overthinking again
Get these thoughts out of my head
They're reaching and they're not leaving tonight
I'm overthinking again
All these things I never said
They're creeping and they're not leaving tonight

Not tonight
Help me get out of my mind
Not tonight
Help me get out of my mind

I can't stop my mind from running
People telling me it's nothing
You're not in my brain
You have nothing to say
I can't stop my mind from running
People telling me it's nothing
You're not in my brain
You have nothing to say

I'm overthinking again
Get these thoughts out of my head
They're reaching and they're not leaving tonight
I'm overthinking again
All these things I never said
They're creeping and they're not leaving tonight

Not tonight
Help me get out of my mind
Not tonight
Help me get out of my mind

———

I close the song with a smile and look at King that was sitting on my bed and wagging his tail excited and I put the guitar down kissing his head.
"So you like it?" I laugh as he barks from excitement.

I giggle and go on my laptop to bring a few modifications to the background music. I work until I feel my eyelids close on their own so I go to bed and end up sound asleep almost immediately.