Y/N left my office to help Eliza to make sure Sam kept his clothes on and not parade around the house naked. That kid is weird. But he gets that from his mother. And I really love that about her. I really wonder how father would feel about me having a family. I think he would say "Mhm? Can I have my quill and paper back?" 

I'm stressed. I just can't stop thinking about Y/N and what her dream was about. I really wonder why she was screaming my name and crying her eyes out. D-Did I die in her dream? No that can't be it. What was going on in that dream? I really love her, and I really worry about her a lot. I really wish she would open up with me. 

Anyway I wrote down multiple reasons why she was crying in her sleep. 

-I never lived when I dueled Eacker 

-I died 

-One or all of our children died

That's all I have. I want her to come back into my office so I can talk to her but I don't want to alert mother.  Ugh all this is stressing me out.