I'LL GIVE IT ALL, TAKE MY HEART

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today is the day i get the courage to talk to sooyoung-unnie! on usual afternoons, we don't really talk. unnie walks very quickly and is always one step ahead of me, but i don't mind. unnie is still very pretty from the back. i did my both my makeup and my hair so i can impress unnie! i always bring my camera because i love capturing unnie's beauty with it. but what should i talk about with unnie?
i̶ ̶a̶l̶r̶e̶a̶d̶y̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶
oh, it's almost time to go! wish me luck!

5/14/2011
6:38

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it happened again.
there was a camera click and footsteps behind me when i came back from studying.
.°(ಗдಗ。)°.
even though it was really scary, i turned to tell whoever it was to stop following me. i told them: if you wanna talk, then say it to my face!
(￣^￣)ゞ
it was so scary that i ran the rest of the way. good thing the creep didn't follow me afterwards. he should rot in jail. i should've listened to hyejoo and let her stay the night.
(._.)
why did it have to happen to me?! why couldn't it happen to any other girl like jiwoo?! god, she's starting to get on my nerves; wearing makeup and doing her hair to impress the boys. she thinks she can be prettier than me.
(ಠ_ಠ)
but when i told jiwoo about the whole stalker thing, she seemed kind of...

5/14/2011
20:45

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ashamed.
i'm so ashamed of myself.
i didn't know sooyoung-unnie felt this way in my presence. i was so ashamed that i couldn't bring myself to talk to her today. i'm useless. i'm a coward.
i'm a useless coward.
m̶o̶m̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶
since unnie told me to, i gotta talk to her tomorrow! face to face!
i will find the courage!
fighting!

5/14/2011
20:40

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an;
achoo