a/n
sorry for a late update. last chapter was eventful so i'm sure you guys wanted an update asap but i didn't do any school work over the weekend and it piled up. ALSO i find this hilarious that i can see what folders you guys add this book to and someone added it to "probably shit but still gonna read" and when i tell u i fell over laughing I MEAN IT LMAO

i wake up and look over. harry is still sound asleep. i push his curls out of his face and admire him for a minute. he smiles at my touch but continues to sleep. i roll over and attempt to go on my phone but it's dead. i plug it in and once it comes back on, my phone has been blown up by nate, gabe, bff/n, bgf/n, my mom and dad, and blake's parents. i set my phone down and go take a shower. when i get out, harry is still sound asleep. i walk over to him and kiss his cheek.
"good morning sleepy." i say.
"mmm" he replies.
"check out is in an hour." i remind him.
"ok." he grumbles. i slip out of the room and go down to the breakfast bar. i come back with coffee and bagels. i hear the shower water run. eventually he comes out with a towel wrapped around his waist.
"what should we do today?" i ask.
"well we can go to my house and relax for a bit but then i think you need to call some people." he says seriously. even though i don't really want to, i see where he's coming from. i look at him with pouty eyes. he smiles at me and hugs me.
"ok get dressed!" i reply. i go and sit on the couch sipping on my coffee. somehow the news has already gotten out that harry crashed my wedding and that i ran away with him. it's whatever, it was going to get out anyway. i check my email and i see something from tim.

"y/n,
please come to the studio sometime this week. we need to sort through stuff.
-tim"

oh shit. he's going to fire me. he literally loves blake. harry finishes getting ready and is ready to leave the hotel. as we walk out, i tell him about the email.
"he's for sure going to fire me." i say.
"i wouldn't worry about it. even if he does, i bet many of record labels are dying to have you." he reassured me. with my free hand, i take his in mine. he gives my hand a squeeze. we uber to his house. it's about an hour away. once we get there, i pull out my phone and stare at it.
"who are you going to talk to first?" he asks.
"bff/n." i reply quietly. "i need to talk to blake in person." i add. he looks at me for a second.
"i agree. i'll be in the other room if you need me." he gets up but before he leaves the room, i grab his arm.
"can you stay?" i ask. he smiles at me and sits back down. i dial bff/n's number but i don't put her on speaker. i don't want her to say anything bad about harry and have him hear it. the moment the phone stops ringing i hear bff/n's voice loud and clear.
"that was the most badass thing i have ever witnessed!" she says.
"not helping. i feel like an ass." i reply.
"oh yea, for sure. what you did was really shitty and i knew you and blake weren't going to last when i saw the way you and harry looked at each other during dress shopping, but that doesn't mean it was badass. i didn't think you were going to do it!" she says.
"you're still not making me feel any better." i confess.
"i'm not trying to. how's harry though?" she asks. i put the phone on speaker.
"talk" i tell bff/n.
"harry!" she says.
"bff/n!" he responds.
"how's my favorite runaway bride and bride stealer?" she says in a sarcastic tone. harry rolls his eyes.
"i'm doing quite fine. your friend is very good in-" he says as i look at him and cover his mouth with my hand. he grins a cheeky grin and laughs.
"gross." she responds. "well you two sound like you're good so i'll go. i just wanted to make sure you weren't dead." she says.
"well thanks for the concern." i reply. she hangs up.
"that was a productive chat." harry says making fun of me. i laugh a little. "i should go visit kendall and kaylee in the hospital. i look at him and smile.
"kaylee?" i ask.
"oh shit. yea i forgot to tell you, kendall wanted to keep the K tradition and let me choose a K name." he replies.
"kaylee. it's a very pretty name." i say. he blushes a little. "ok i'm going to go to blakes." i continue.
"have fun with that." he says laughing a little. i stand up and give him a peck on the lips. i call an uber and it arrives quick. as the car pulls up to the neighborhood i was supposed to be living in, i see nates car is gone and so is gabes. i gather my thoughts before exiting the car and i walk up to the door. i ring the doorbell and blake answers. his face drops when he sees me.
"hi." i say quietly. he breathes in sharply.
"hi." he replies.
"want to talk?" i ask. he appears as if he's thinking. he eventually opens the door a little wider, signaling that it was ok for me to come in. i walk in and sit on the couch.
"why?" he asks.
"why what?" i ask.
"why did you do it." he says a big aggressively. i deserve it though.
"i honestly thought we were just friends but when i heard him say he loves me, i-i don't know it just felt right. i've always had a feeling throughout our relationship that i may still have feelings for him but i guess i was able to bury them well." i say. he looks at me emotion less.
"i love you. do you not feel anything when i say that!" he responds.
"and i love you too, i just...i don't know blake. i just don't love you the way i love him." i confess. he looks me in the eye. the twinkle in his eye is gone and he looks like he has cried out every tear left.
"i have something to say." he says.
"ok." i reply.
"this is petty but since we're getting everything off of our chests, i fucked her." he says still emotionless.
"your ex?" i ask.
"yea i told you i stopped it but i didn't." he responds refusing eye contact. i laugh. he looks at me confused.
"oh blake." i pat him on the shoulder. he looks at me a smile creeps across his face.
"i didn't actually fuck her i just thought it would make you feel bad." he confesses.
"i could tell" i laugh again. he laughs with me this time.
"i don't know when we can or ever will talk again. i truly did-do love you y/n. this may take time before we can be in each other's lives again if that's what we want." he says.
"that's perfectly fine. i'm so sorry. if i had known my feelings were this strong i wouldn't have let the wedding happen." i say.
"it's ok." he says as he kisses me on the forehead. i look at him and smile.
"bye blake."
"bye y/n." he leads me out the door. that was a good talk.