Y/ns POV

I closed the door to my dorm behind me and sighed  , I turned around and slumped down against it . What were those feelings? Why did I feel them for someone I only just met? Was there something wrong with me?

I hugged my knees and buried my face in my knees as thoughts zoomed through my head at 1000 mph . They became more worrying as they wirled through my head , I covered my ears and was about to have a mental break down when suddenly a knock at the door I was sat against broke me from my thoughts.

I jumped up and went to open the door , my hand shook as I was about to grab the handle , was it minho? Was he going to give me hell for not showing up to tutor or break time?

I pushed away the thoughts and opened the door to see none other than jisung .

I froze as he waved to me

" sorry to intrude , but you dropped this when I bumped into you" he held out my phone " here"

I quickly took it from his hand, he gave me a concerned look

" are you ok? you seem to be shaking alot " he asked worryingly " I suffer with anxiety, if its related to that I could help"

" yeah it is actually, come in" I offered

He gave me a gentle smile and walked into my dorm , he looked around and smiled in awe .

" is that a cello?" He pointed to my beloved instrument

" yeah, it helps me forget about stressy stuff " I informed him

" that's good" he smiled " can I sit down?" He gestured to my living room

" sure"

He sprinted through and fell onto one of the sofas , I smiled , he was like a squirrel, not only in appearance but in personality as well, adventurous and....adorable, I guess. God why do I think that way?

" this is so comfy" he squealed as I walked in after him with a chuckle

" so, are you hungry?" I asked " I have brownies , ice cream, sandwiches , anything really "

" ice cream sounds nice" the taller  straightened his posture and crossed his legs while smiling " If that's ok with you"

" of course it is " I replied then going to my fridge to get the ice cream " which flavour, vanilla, strawberry or chocolate?"

" strawberry please" he requested

I pulled out the strawberry ice cream and scooped it into a bowl, putting a spoon in aswell for him to eat it with

With the bowl in hand I walked over and gave it to jisung, I sat beside him on the sofa

" so, tell me more about you" he said, mid way through eating a scoop

" well, when it comes to hobbies and shit , I play cello, I rap, I dance .... oh and I play electric guitar and drums " I told him

" no way that's so cool" he said " tell me more , like your childhood"

Shit.

" well, my parents were.....abusive so, it wasnt great" I admitted "they're the reason I suffer from anxiety and depression "

" oh, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked " he patted my shoulder

" no , it's ok you didnt know" I nodded " actually I kinda need to talk to someone about it sometimes "

He gripped my shoulder a little tighter, but comfortingly

" you can talk to me , I'm friends with minho I'm like, the most trustworthy person ever " he jokes causing me to giggle " but seriously,  I'm here , and I'll always listen "

Why I trust someone I met literally fifteen minutes ago,  I dont know . But something felt right about him.

" well, it all started when we moved from the uk to korea when I was eleven " I started " we were so happy in the beginning but then they started to get strict, disallow me to have dinner on certain days because I wasnt fitting into the korean beauty standards. If I didn't deep clean my bedroom every day they would punish me in the worst ways , I think the worst was when they threw me into the basement . With no light no food no nothing for three days straight.  I didn't and still dont know why they got so bitter , but I dont live with them now, and never will do again .... so....yay"

I looked at jisung, his eyes were wide and mine were glossy with tears that wouldn't allow themselves to spill

He put his bowl down on the table and pulled me into a hug, I curled up into his chest

" sorry if hugging is to soon but , no one should ever have to go through that, you desevere one" he said into my hair while he rubbed circles in my back " you should get some rest, you look really tired "

" I am, I've been over working myself with studies ,homework assignments and preparing for future essays " I admitted

He pulled me closer so I was in his lap while he hugged me

" dont , the more you overwhelm yourself the worse your mental health is likely to get . " he rocked me slightly

" thanks jisung, I really needed this I never get hugged anymore" I shut my eyes

" in tutor tommorow, do you wanna swap seats with hyunjin so you can sit next to me and he can sit next to felix.  I'm sure mrs.choi wont notice" he said in a soothing whisper

" that'd be nice" I replied

" are you going to get some sleep now? I dont mind if you sleep on me" he offered

" yeah I'm going to , thank you" i replied

" no problem " he replied then humming a tune

The soft music he was humming sent me off into a deep sleep , I dont think a person has ever made me feel so safe in my life