Hijikata POV

I walked out and to the men. "READY THE SHIPS". I said. I walked to one of the ships. Kondou walked over to me. "Going to find another nest. Are we". He asked. I smiled and nodded. I was about to walk but he grabbed my arm. I looked at him. He glared at me. "...What did you do to that girl". He asked. I breathed. "...I...can't say". I said. he glared at me. "Tell me what you did right now Toshi". He said. i breathed. "..We got into a fight..I was about to leave to go hurt the light fury but she stopped me and exchange Crystal life...for her body". I said. he gave me a shocked look. "And what did you do". he asked. I looked at him. "...I fucked her in the ass". I said. He let go of me, shocked. I breathed. "But. She said she'll stay with me forever if I didn't hurt Crystal so we both got what we wanted". I said. He shook his head. "...You are a monster...she's only a little girl Toshi and you did that to her". He said. I glared at him and held his collar. "Yes. I did because I loved her and I didn't want to lose her. She is mine and mine alone Kondou". I said. He pushed me off. "This has gone insane. Ya. I still work for you...but I am not your friend". He said and walked away. I looked down. I remember Chizuru whimpers in the room. I sighed. I walked to the light fury that we chained herself in. She made a noise to someone. I looked up and saw my beautiful chizuru. Tears fell from her eyes. I breathed. '...what have I become father'. I looked down and sighed. I glared at the dragon. "Lead us home, devil". I said. She glared at me. The ships started moving. All the men looked at me, shocked. Than I heard whispers. "I heard he fucked CH]hizuru in the ass". I heard. I sighed and looked down.

...would you ever love me again my Chizuru...

Chizuru POV

I watch as the ships flew off. I touched my bottom. I was still swore and in pain. I wiped my tear away that was coming down. The is my fault...I did this..I should've left and let Crystal burn Souji. I felt someone next to me. "..I've heard what happened...is it true...that...Hijikata did that to you". Souji asked. I sniffled. "What. Fucked me in the ass. Yes. Why do you ask". I asked. He gave me a shocked look. "I'm so sorry. I never expected him to do that to you". He said. I sighed. "I know..I told him he could do that". I said. He looked at me. "I gave up my body to him so he wouldn't hurt Crystal". I said. "Your insane". He said. I sniffled. "Ya...but I kinda liked it...but I didn't at the same time...so don't blame him. I told him he could do it". I said. My hands were still shaking from the intercourse. "...You must feel horrible..you lost everything. Your virginity, your people, your best friend". He said. I sighed. "Thank you..for summoning that up". I said. He sighed. "..Why didn't you kill that dragon". He asked. I breathed. "Why is this so important to you all of a sudden". I asked. He glared at me. "Because I want to remember what you say right now". He said. I rolled my eyes. "Oh I was weak. Oh I was a coward. I wouldn't kill a dragon". I said. He just stared at me. I sighed and looked down. "I couldn't hurt those dragons...When I first saw Crystal tied up in the net she looked scared as she saw me..but once I freed her...she was different..more happier...Every dragon I met were always happy with me..I wouldn't kill them because...because they...were...children..my children". I said. He looked at me,confused. "I know it doesn't make since but I been hearing them talk..telling me thank you mommy or thank you mother. They at like children towards me...like themselves...and I have a love for them...and I would do anything to protect them". I said. I breathed and looked down. "..like a mother".  I said. "That's why I afford my body to Hijikata...so he wouldn't hurt my child...". I said. He stepped back a bit. I breathed and looked down. "...I bet she wants you with her...What are you going to do about it". He asked. I breathed. "..Probably something stupid..". I said. He smiled. "Good...but you've already done that". He said. I looked at him shocked and walked backwards. "Than something crazy". I said and run to the arena. 

Souji POV

I smirked. "That's...more like it". I said and ran after her.

Hijikata POV

We took our ships in the fog. I breathed. I kept thinking about my Chizuru and what I done to her. Oh my love. I breathed and looked at the vikings. "Stand your positions. Stay close". I said and looked forward. I sighed and thought about Chizuru again. I remember when she was little. 

(Past)

Chizuru was standing in the middle of the room with all the vikings. My father stared at her and sighed. "Chizuru..my dearest..what did you think you were doing". He asked. Chizuru, cutely held her hands behind her and looked down. "I didn't mean to do anything bad. I just wanted the dragon to be safe". She said, cutely. This made me smile. I loved her adorable imagination. "Oh. My dearest. You know dragons are-". "I know. Dragons are bad. Dragons are not to be trusted. Dragons are dangerous. I know". She said. My dad chuckled. "Yes and you need to be safe". He said. CHizuru sadden, cutely. My dad sighed. "Sit on my lap my dearest". He said. Chizuru walked over to him and sat on his lap. He kissed her head and held her. "I don't want you getting hurt my dearest. Your too precious to be hurt. I don't want you getting hurt". He said. She looked down. Dad held her chin and made her look up at him. "Promise me you'll stay somewhere safe...alright my dearest". He said. Chizuru breathed. "Yes Mr. Hijikata". She said, cutely and smiled cutely. I smiled. My dad smiled and hugged her. "That's my girl".

(Present)

I sighed and kept looking at the water. I heard something and looked at the light fury. She started making noises. I stared at her. Her face move to a side. I rushes to the wheel. "Step aside". I said and moved to where her head was pointing at. I kept following her every movement. 

...Chizuru..my love...please don't leave me...