Jisung had sex with Minho that night.

When Minho went in the shower, Jisung sat on his bed and cried.

It only felt good for a few minutes, but now his heart hurt again.

He went to Minho to forget about Changbin, but that's all who he could think about.

"God I'm so fucking stupid." He mumbled.

"You can go shower now if you want." Minho said as he walked into the room.

"No, it's okay." Jisung said and quickly wiped his face so it didn't look like he was crying.

He put on his clothes, grabbed his stuff and walked past Minho.

Before leaving, he turned around and spoke.

"Tonight was my mistake." Jisung said "Goodbye Minho. Have a good life." He finally left.

•

"Jisung please eat up, I know you haven't eaten breakfast either."

The said male looks at the takeout box his best friend brought for him.

"I'm not hungry." He mumbled.

"Ji please. You haven't eaten since yesterday." Felix said and sat in front of him.

Felix sighed after not hearing a response. "How do you feel right now?"

"Like shit Lix what do you think?" Jisung rolled his eyes.

"I slept with Minho last night to numb the pain but it only made it worse." Jisung cried. "It just made me realize how much I really love Changbin."

"Of course it would make it worse, dumbass!!" Felix kind of raised his voice. "Instead of sleeping around with that asshole you should talk to him and let Changbin know how you really feel!"

"I can't do that now Lix! He probably hates me!" Jisung said and shoved his face in his hands. "Fuck I'm such a fucking idiot."

"Go talk to him! Who cares if it ends terribly, at least you tried." Felix said. "But for now eat alright?"

"Alright..." Jisung mumbled.

•

After Felix left, Jisung went to Changbin's apartment and knocked on the door.

"Changbin, it's me, Jisung."

The door opened ever so slightly and Changbin's voice could be heard. "Jisung I really don't want to talk to you right now."

He was about to close the door, but Jisung stopped it with his hand.

"P-please just listen to what I'm going to say." He said.

Changbin didn't say anything. Jisung couldn't see his face since the door was covering it, but he started talking anyways.

"I'm sorry for being such an idiot." He started. "I-I'm sorry for thinking that I didn't deserve you." By now his eyes were beginning to water.

"Going back to Minho only made me realize that sure, he can make me feel good for a while by my heart still felt empty and ached." He sighed. "And I know this is going to sound so fucking cheesy but the only one who makes my heart feel complete is you Changbin because I fucking love you."

Jisung wiped his eyes with his hand and started talking again. "And I'm sorry for being so fucking stupid and break up with you when I should've just realized my love for you was strong all along. I'm sorry for making you hurt. I didn't lead you on. I've liked you this whole time."

"Because it's you who I want. I want to be with you. Just you and nobody else."

Jisung stayed quiet and waited for Changbin to say something.

After a few seconds, he sees the door open and there stands Changbin with tears in his eyes.

He opens his arms and Jisung immediately hugs him.

"I love you, Sungie." Changbin mumbled as he rubbed his back.

"I love you too I'm sorry." He cried.

"It's okay, it's okay." He said and kissed his forehead.

"I'm sorry." Jisung mumbled and looked down.

Changbin put his hands on either side of the younger's face then leaned in and pressed their lips together.

The kiss was passionate. All the emotions they've been feeling was poured into this one kiss.

They moved away and smiled. "It's alright. You don't need to apologize anymore."

Jisung smiled and hugged him. He sighed in relief against his chest.

The rest of the day was spent at Changbin's cuddling together and watching movies.

Jisung was happy again. He hopes that he could stay like this forever, in the arms of Changbin, the person he loves.

End

i'm literally so happy with the way this ended, like for once i finally managed to end a book on 10 parts and not an awkward number if ya know what i mean

thanks for reading all the way to the end! 💞

i hope you enjoyed 😚

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