Boy reader. (No one requested a male reader but I wanted to do a male reader so here ya go boys)

Warning:bullying, homophobic slurs, asualt.

Your POV

I walked down the long hallway to my next class shock was science which sucks. One of my bullies is in that class and he does everything he can to hurt or embarras me. Its weird he doesn't do that to anyone else just me.
He hates me and I hate him. Thats how it always was and always will be like that.

As I walked down the long empty hallway I ran my long fingers against the wall out of bordom. I was already late to class so I wasn't in a hury to get there.

Once I got to were the art room was I stopped and looked at all the pictures on the walls for the other students to see. As I scanded the artwork and red the names of the people that made those master pieces I seen one that said 'Gerard Way.' Once I looked at that name of a person thats horrible to me I looked at his art it was amazing every line looked stunning.

His was the last of the artwork on the wall so I kept walking. I wasn't even going to class anymore I was just romeing the halls. What's the point of going anyway? I don't plan on being a scientist and someone is that class hates me.

I start walking up the stars to the roof were I sometimes like to site and read or catch up on work that I didnt get enough time to do. Its vary peacful.

I pulled out my phone and ear buds. I plugged in my ear buds then put them in my ears and pushed play on my music. I took out the book I was reading its definitely one of my favorites.
Its called "how to disappear completely and never be found" by Sara nickerson (I'm currently reading that book🙂)

I heard the bell ring through the music that was blasting through my ears. Its time to go home finally.
I sighed. I put all my stuff into my book bag that I brout everywhere and headed down the stairs.

I didnt want to wait for everyone to get out of the halls so I just went to the washroom. I did my business then washed my hands. While I was drying my hands I got pushed to the ground by my bully: Gerard Way.

I grunted and tried to get up but he stomped on my chest and keeping his foot there pining me to the ground.
He took his foot off my chest then stomped on my stomach really hard.

I yelped in pain and rolled over grabbing my hurting tummy. I looked up at him with my glossy eyes about to cry. He stared duscustidly down at me.
"Faggot" he spat then stomped out of the washroom. (Can someone please tell me if all of the lgbtq people can say faggot or if the gays only can)

I slowly pealed myself off of the floor that surpriseingly wasn't covered in my blood like it usually would. I now your probably asking why I don't tell anyone. Well... My parents have met Gerard and he was the nicest boy ever then. My mom invited his mom and dad over and he came to. He acted like my best friend but he really wasnt. When we were alone he'd call me a lot of nasty words.

That day he even hugged me and kissed my head when he left. I never wanted to admit that I actually enjoyed when he did hug me and kiss my head and ever since then I've like liked him and I hate myself for that fact.

He's just so perfect.
His perfect little teeth.
His perfect hazel eyes.
His adorable chubby, round face.
His long skinny fingers.
His adorable little lips that I want to kiss so badly.
His long, soft black hair.
His adorable little noes that scrunches up when he's angry.
His cuddlable body.
He literally has the body of a god.

Oh er sorry I'm rambling. But I hate myself for liking my bully even if my bully is super duper adorable.
About what I was saying erlier my mom won't believe me neither will the school they always say how Gerard is "such a nice boy" "he would never hurt anyone"

How he makes the blood and bruses on my body look like an axendent is by saying he's clumsy and fell over his own two feet and landed on me wicked cased me to fall and hit my noes on the floor and get blood every were.

And whenever he'd tell one of the teachers that he'd give me a glare that said "tell the truth and I'll kill you" so I always stayed quit when that happens.
One time I didnt keep my mouth shut and he did some pretty horrible things to me they were such horrible things.

He made me eat fucking dog shit I had to go to the hospital and when they asked me why I ate it I had to say cuz I thought it was chocolate. It was disgusting.

Once I finally got up off the floor I limped to my locker and got my things. On my way through the hall and out the doors I made sure no one seen me or they'd ask me what happened and I'd have to lie which I hate doing.

I limped out of my school and to a little park. I needed some time to think of what to say when my parents asked me what happened.

I sat down on a bench and put my hoodies hood up over my head and closed my eyes. After about an hour of sitting there someone came and sat down next to me. I gave it no mind until they put there arm around me.
"Hi faggot" they whispered into my ear.

My eyes widened I new exactly who it was. I tried to pull away from his arm but he just put his other arm around me keeping me from going any were.

"Let me go" I muttered out. "Please"
"Oh! Is the little fag scared?" He said then laughed. He grabbed my rist and dragged me over to a wall and through me against it.

My back hit the wall vary hard it nocked the air out of me I couldn't breath. While I was trying to get my breath back he some how got my body pinned to the wall with his. He reached into his pocket and got something sharp  out.

By now I had finally got my breath back and was aware of what was happening. He was going to try to kill.

"G-get off" I stuttered while trying to push him off of me but it didnt work.
If he weren't trying to kill me I would have loved this... Well not the part when I couldn't breath.

"And why should I?" He asked getting his adorable face really close to mine. My face turned red from how close our faces were. He put his lips really close to mine that they were slightly touching. He bit my bottom lip slightly.

He put his hands on the back of my head and slammed his lips onto mine. My eyes widened. I don't now if it was a good idea but I kissed back and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He is such a good kisser. It was the best kiss I've ever had.... And the first but it was amazing.

Once he pulled away he smirked. He dragged his hands down the back of my neck and down my back.

He backed his body away from mine so I moved toward his body. It was my turn to pin him against the wall. I tangled my fingers in his long, black hair and he wraped his arms around my waist.

I kissed him again it was amazing. I never thought I'd ever be making out with my bully and liking it.
It was just the best feeling in the world.

He was so gentle yet so rough. I moved my hands from his hair to his cheeks. I pulled away from the kiss and later my head on his Gerard's chest since I'm shorter then him.

He hugged me so tightly and so gentle.
He started running his fingers through my (y/h/c) hair. I smiled and hugged him tighter. I closed my eyes it felt nice to have him cuddling me instead of kicking and punching me.

__________time skip____________

Its been a week since thats happened now me and Gerard walk around hand in hand and sit together at lunch. A lot of people are confused to why one day he was bullying me and the next he was holding my hand.

A couple of the nice things about holding Gerard's hand is that sometimes he'll tightly grip you hand then hold it normally. Every time he does that he says sorry but I tell him every time not to cuz I think its adorable.

His hands are also vary soft and warm. He also likes to rub my hand when he's holding it which is also adorable.

Sometimes we go to each others house and cuddle.

________time skip to 10 years later______

Me and Gerard are now 25 and married and he's even started a band with his brother and a couple of his friends.

We got our own little house and even painted the walls. We even adopted a little girl since ya now we can't have our own. We got her 5 years ago when she was 5 so she's ten now her name is Luicy and she's the sweatist little girl.

So.... How was this it was longer then I usually wright. please request. Have a good day/night.