Yn pov
I got dressed and did my hair so I could meet the losers in a ally.
Outfit

I than headed to meet Eddie and Richie and we all rode there. Than Eddie went to get him and Richie ice cream. Richie stole a trombone out of one of the marching band guys hand. "They said they found a part of his hand all chewed up near the standpipe" stanly said as we all look at the missing poster of ed Corcoran.  "He asked to borrow a pencil once." Ben said Bill walked forward to the poster flipping it up to reveal Betty Ripson's missing poster. "It's like she has been f-f-f-f-forgotten because Corcoran is missing." bill said "Is it ever going to end?" Stanly asked "I actually do think it will end, for a little while at least." Ben said "What do you mean?" Beverly asked "So I was going over all my derry research and I charted out all the big events. The ironworks explosion in 1908. The Bradley gang in '35. And the black spot in '62. And now kids being-" ben started then looked at bill and changed his words "I realized this stuff happens every-" ben says  "27 years" ben and bill say at the same time

While I was sitting listening to there conversation I then feel someone standing above me. I look up to see Eddie he sat by me and he smiled at me, it was a cute innocent smile that was warm. He has always been like a brother to me, hell all the boy losers are like my brother, and Bev is like my sister. We are all a family.

"We s-s-should go s-s-s-s-somewhere p-p-privater." Bill spoke, we all agreed. We went to the park and we all sat down. Stanly, Mike, bill, Richie, and Eddie sat on the white bench. Me, beverly, and ben sat on hay. "It comes out from wherever to eat kids for like a year? And then what it just goes into hibernation?!" "Mabey its like what do you cal it..." Stanley spoke. "Cicadas?" I asked "yeah the bug that comes out every 17 years" Stanly said

"My grandfather thinks this town is cursed. He says that all the bad things that happen in this town are because of one thing. An evil thing that feeds of the people in derry." Mike says "But it can't be one thing. We all saw something different." Stanly spoke "Mabey, or Mabey it knows what scares us the most and that's what we see." Mike said "I-I saw a leper. It was like a walking infection." Eddie spoke up. "But you didn't. Because it isn't real. None of this is. Not Eddie's leper, or-or bill seeing Gorgie, or the women I keep seeing" Stanly said "Is she hot?" Richie asked "NO Richie, she is not hot! Her face is all messed up, none of this makes any sense." Stanly said I look down. "There all like bad dreams" stanly said

"I don't think so. I know the difference between real life and a bad dream, okay?" Mike said
"What did you see? You saw something to?" Eddie asked Mike "Yes. Do you guys know that burned down house on Harris avenue? I was inside when it burned down. Before I was rescued my mom my mom and dad were trapped in the room over from me. They were pushing and pounding on the door. Trying to get to me. But it was to hot. When the firemen finally found them. The skin on there hands had melted down to the bone." Mike said. I shakily breathed.

"We are all afraid of something." Mike added on.
"Yeah" i agreed "You got that right" Richie stated. "Yeah what are you guys afraid of?" Eddie asked Richie looked at the stage "clowns" Richie spoke almost sounding unsure. After Richie said his fear they turned there attention to me. "What about you?" Ben asked. "Turning into a bad person and failing everyone" I spoke. "I have a thing I n-need to show you g-gu-guys Meet at m-m-m-my g-g-garage,Tomorrow." Bill said and everyone left.

Stan walked me home agin. I wish I could get rid of my feelings but even I know that it's impossible, I also know that there is something different between me and Stan.

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