i fell in love with a boy with empty eyes and scarred arms
he said he wanted to die
i kissed him and said me too
we wasted ourselves together
got even more lost in ourselves
in eachother
we made bigger messes out of out lives
we cried together
we shouted
we made love
we died together over and over again
we fooled ourselves with love
thinking it would take the pain away
we were eachother's salvation
and did we fuck up
we shouted louder
we fought
we screamed
we huged under rain and slept next to flames
we whispered sweet nothings
we wasted "us" on stupid promises
one day we gave up
and died for the last time together
at least one of our promises was kept
the only thing we were worried about was if we could get into heaven
if we killed ourselves