2:4. Him & I

Taehyung 🐻

" Just stop Kim Taehyung...are you out of your mind...Jimin yelled at me when I gulp down whole vodka bottle by myself.

I ignored him and open another one not minding him who try to take it away but I won't let him.

I was right I knew that familiar face. That guy was Kim Namjoon. The famous doctor with whom I am going to work.

She moved on from us. She found someone else. Why I am only one suffering when I am not at fault.

Gulp...gulp...The scene of him hugging her infront of me played again and again. How he just act the way I did to her.

I was about to reply her after she asked me how I am. I was really lost in her hazel orb's that lead me to forget what she asked me.

The way she looked I literally thought we are still together. The way her eyes gaze me seems like she longs for me, seems like she missed me too.

But no...she already moved on.

Dr. Namjoon walked in scene out of nowhere and clung his arm around her shoulder and side hugged her who smile brightly like she was hoping him to come there.

I was confused and furious.

" Oppa you are already late " Lara said pouting towards him and that's when I realized he was invited too and he is brother of Lara.

" I'm sorry...if I knew Jisoo is here too I would had come earlier " he said or more like flirt but that was only seem to me as everyone chuckles.

" Oppa you should have told me Jisoo is your friend " Lara muttered pouting over her brother who ruffles her set hairs who glares back at him.

I didn't had time to look at there blabbers when my gaze stuck on her who smile again and playfully meddle in brother sister blabbering.

Later I thought they are just friends but no...the way he grab jisoo arm and took her with him out of party and hugged her tightly and thats when I lose my sense.

She didn't mind...she didn't mind that and goes with flow.

I frown when Jimin finally succeeded in taking bottle away from me and grab my collar to gaze my furiously drunk face which show nothing but furious emotions.

" You really changed Kim Taehyung, I never saw you acting like this...why you are hurting yourself like this, just forget about it and move forward " Jimin said being concerned and angry at the same time.

It's true I also never thought I will change this much. I wasn't like this, I was always that good, smart guy who everyone loves but now I am nothing but drunkard lovesick guy.

I love her. I still love her but why I feel she never feel the same way.

" If you hide yourself, you will hurt yourself more...just talked to her about this. I believe everything will be fine. " Jimin continue pulling away his hands from me before helping me to stood straight like sober man.

Cause I was anything but sober. I literally drunk whole bottle. When I don't really know how to tolerate this much.

Guess love lead you to do everything without your knowledge.

It makes you happy at the same time it's make you crazy.

~~Timeskip~~

It was first day of our research in Joon's hospital. My whole team means me and two assistant doctors where already present on time.

Dr. Namjoon along with two members where yet to arrived.

As I heard of Joon's hospital was same. Vast in technology with many people working under and serving patients.

Hygienic and medication was top tier. Everything looks perfect.

Few members where guiding us around hospital area, lab, patients wards, OPD, IPD and research ward.

Environment around hospital was also serenely beautiful, plants, trees, garden everything for patient's comfort and health.

" Good Morning Dr. Kim " finally Dr. Kim Namjoon arrived welcoming me and my team, other two members.

He was welcoming and sweet but I couldn't help just stare at him in unaccounted emotions. He is someone who is getting on my nerves.

Cause he stole someone from me. Maybe he is the reason she leave me...hanging.

" Where are our interns " he asked some doctors who look as professional as him. Somewhere young, somewhere old and more experienced.

I like there team, they look cooperative and committed.

" Sir both interns are already in research lab...I told them to bring sample of blood of cancer grief patients " the man said to Dr. Kim who nod before taking steps towards me and my team.

" Thanks for taking part in this research project...I called Dr. Stone last month and he said many things about you, he suggests you without giving another thought...hope to see your skills here too...and I hope you will learn something from us too " He said being intimidated and professional yet comfortable. I like his vibes and straightforward talk but still that won't change anything.

" Why only Dr. Stone, I thought she too told you about me...anyway I would love to know many things about your hospital too " I replied sipping last measure of coffee in carton and smirking in victory leaving him confused who was looking clearly unknown to whom I was applying.

Either way no one says a word and just follow lead towards research room.

Yeah this was only area left to get to know about and once I was there it was best research lab I ever come across.

Full of technology and innovation. I was literally checking lab in awe until that awe moment turns into surprised and shocked.

What is she doing here.

Jisoo 🐰

First day of research project. Me and another intern who I told you about, I mean who seems professional compare to me who is nothing but rookie.

I don't have much idea cause it's just another week of me working as intern in Joon's hospital.

I was really nervous about everything. I really don't have much experience and also I lack practical experience.

I just knew basic stuffs and thankfully this new intern with me helps me alot with everything.

Yeah I forget to introduced my new friend and colleague Cha Eunwoo.

He is junior yet so experienced. He just completed his graduation and studying post graduation along with working as intern in here.

" Everything is done " he said and I just nod checking once again the whole research lab.

We where tasked to check every machine and drugs and chemicals along with blood samples of patients.

We where working on this from past three days after I joined officially as intern.

Everything untill now was going smoothly but still I was nervous cause I need to learn many things. Cause I am only one who is not experienced among other members.

" Don't be nervous...I am like you too, I just graduate and no less than a newbie too " Eunwoo said trying to decrease my nervousness cause it was clear on my face.

" But you have practical knowledge about this field while I am just a theoretical booklet " I said sighing when I again found myself thinking how my life changed because of that accident.

" I believe you will learn fast, you have strong will power " Eunwoo muttered helping me with last gloves which we have to bring to members.

That's nice of him to say that though. No one say this to me except Namjoon oppa who always knows what to say.

" Thank you Eunwoo " I said smiling gratefully for believing in me. I will definitely do my best.

" It's first time you called me Eunwoo and I like that " he said chuckling over it making me chuckles too.

We where so invested in chuckling that we didn't noticed when whole team arrived and out of all my gaze land on only one person who looks no less surprised and shocked as me.

What is he doing here.

" Taehyung " I whisper but calmness in research lab lead it to depict it as question which everyone heard.

He instantly look away from me where I couldn't help but look only towards him, he is giving me cold shoulder neither he say a thing at reunion party nor he look at me after that.

He really look different and that makes me believe he moved on or maybe he really hates me now.

" You know each other " Mr. Nam the eldest member working in this cancer research project asked me and I just stay still not knowing what to say.

Yeah I know him...ofcourse he is my boyfriend...I mean was.

I looked towards him who wasn't paying attention and then Namjoon oppa who seems curious maybe already known.

" No we don't." Taehyung replied again looking straight into my eyes which looks back into his with unknown emotions.

I feel disappointed...I feels hurt.

You shouldn't be feeling that...you hurt him first, you broke up with him.

He is the one who should be hurt...not you...you start this Kim Jisoo.

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