Chapter 22

Unfortunately this book has come to an end. Mostly because I don't have inspiration enough for this. For those who like this story again I'm sorry. I'm working hard on a new set of books. They'll be out when I'm happy with them. For now please wait and I'll try my hardest. Enjoy this final chapter!


Yeosang was happy, he finally had the closure he needed to leave the past behind. Laying here with jongho was the happiest moment of his life. He was wide awake watching his interest despite the the moon shinning bright and the dark sky casting shadows darkening the room.


He had woken earlier with the need to go to the bathroom and when he returned he found he couldn't go back to sleep he just wasn't tired yet which is why he's admiring the boy besides him.


He couldn't wait for the morning, his desire to be by jonghos side when he wakes up is high. He wanted to be the first to hear his morning voice and be the first to smell his morning breath and promptly cringe. He wanted to be the first thing jongho saw. The excitement of that possibility ran deeply through his veins.


He played with jonghos hair before forcing himself back to sleep. Shifting slightly to get comfortable. Once he managed to get comfy he let darkness consume him.


When he blinked his eyes open in the morninf he felt the softness of the bed dip as jongho got up. Yeosang groaned before rubbing his eyes and sitting up seeing a smiling jongho putting on a shirt. The male had changed his clothes hyst now and didn't expect to wake up Yeosang.


He wanted to let the boy sleep more knowing he had woken up in the night as he too woke up but kept his eyes closed in desire to see what Yeosang would do.


He watched the older slowly shift and pull the covers down and pulled his legs to his chest to turn and sit on the edge of the bed. The male winced as he felt the cold flooring before stretching and standing up. He yawned widely and looked around the room for some clothes he can change into. He grabbed an outfit before grabbing underwear and putting it all on.


Jongho chuckled at Yeosang shameless display of his ass before leaving the room. Yeosang smiled happily before following the male out the room to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.


Once he finished that he headed downstairs and grabbed the breakfast seonghwa had prepared he greeted everyone of his friends before sitting on the couch.


After he finished eating he just placed the plate on the table. They didn't have much to do today so Yeosang made it his lazy day until he and the others need to go to work.


He hogged the TV by grabbing the remote before anyone else could and turning it onto netflix. He went to his profile and switched on a random movie. He stared blankly at the TV as he realised it was in English but he couldn't be bothered to change it so he just watched and understood it through the action and the English he knew. He may be smart but he didn't want to flaunt it and he may not have picked up an English dictionary since he separated from his friends.


As the movie continued he was joined by wooyoung and yunho as they complained and changed the movie to a korean one. Yeosang didn't mind since the movie was boring anyway. But he was more bored of not having anything to do.


He sighed and stood up and went to find something to do. He travelled throughout the dorms for about an hour going back and forth like a madman beogre giving up and searching for jongho. Maybe he could have a chat with him.


As he went about his segond search he started to contemplate everything he missed when they were together. Yes they jumped into a relationship but after being with someone else Yeosang realised he had always loved jongho however that didn't describe his previous behaviour but he knew it was a start. Now he just had to confess or wait for jongho to so they can follow the cliche path.


He snapped out of his thoughts when he heard the front door open. It was the manager, it was time for them to get to work. It was just some vocal lessons and a group vlive but yeosang was dreading it. It's not like he loved them but he also didn't want to loose them. They gave support and as expecting the majority were delusional always expecting them to bend at their every whim. He also knew about the very graphic Fanfiction on the darker side of the Internet. However what annoyed him the most was people believing he was their boyfriend or he was interested in them or girls in general the fanboys weren't as bad but there were some that yeosang had questioned their sanity for a few times.


But now all he needs is jongho. So before they left Yeosang found jongho and spoke to him.


"jongho, I've been thinking since you said you wanted to try again and I realised I had always lived you. At first I was confused but when I went over our memories and my ex boyfriends I could tell I didn't feel much different. Even though the boy I dated knew I wouldn't love him as I explicitly stated it was to help me understand a relationship he still took care of me and it was always awkward with you it felt more natural so what I'm saying is if you love me too will you go out with me? I'm sorry this isn't romantic or anything but you can also take your time to tel-"jongho interrupted him with a kiss.


" of course I love you, I realised the minute you woke up. I wanted to see that everyday and my heart did flips when you yawned you looked so cute and sleepy. I think we just needed the push of the time apart to realise we were already madly In love and didn't know how to show it without it being sexual so yes I will go out with you hyung. I love you. " jongho spoke and Yeosang blushed, he pulled jongho into a hug and shyly kissed his cheek.


As he said it wasn't some grand romantic gesture but he didn't mind.
He felt Content. He had everything he needed and he couldn't ask for more.


No one could change it otherwise.


Hi so I'm sorry this seems rushed or short I tried my hardest. I would have loved to continue this but I don't think there was any need to drag this on longer than this. I hope you dont mind and I hoped you enjoyed this.


I'll see you in the next book ❤️

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