Jimin's POV

"Fucking disgusting." I said and then I take my phone and block his number.

After Jungkook left, I left too and then I went home. I throw his present on my table. Should I throw it in the dustbin or not..?

I want to hate him but I cant. He makes me happy today. He spends so much money for me today.

But.. I don't like gays. But Jungkook is my best friend. I...

I don't know. I don't think I could return his feelings back. I don't want to see him again because I feel so disgusted by it.

I don't know..

Ahh what ever. I lay on my bed and start closing my eyes. I cant sleep! I'm so curious what did he gave me.

I take his gift and start to open it. My eyes widen. "I-Its the bracelet.. th-that I want b-before!"

I wear it. Theres J on the bracelet. I smiled. I shouldn't hate him I guess..?

I open the letter and start reading it.

hey jimin. i know you want this before. i dont know you like it or not. please accept my gift. i know you are hating on me right now. im sorry if i make u mad or something. please forgive me. thank you for being my bestfriend, jimin. you are my only favorite friend.

bye bye. i love you..as a friend..?
-jjk

I sighed. Why does it feels like it's a goodbye letter? Pft, I guess I'm overreacting.

And then i go to sleep.

-

"Jimin, did Jungkook already meet you?" My mother asked.

"Yesterday I met him. Why mom?" I eat my fried rice.

"Oh so you already know that he moved out right?"

"What?!" I asked.

"Eh?? Jungkook didn't tell you that he is moving out?" My mother asked me back.

I take my phone at my room and start calling him. Answer me Jungkook! I called him like 10 times but still no response. I feel like my cheeks are wet.

I run. Run to his house. As I reach there. I become more speechless. He..already left..

I cried.

Jungkook.. Why.. Didnt you tell me..?

I saw a box in front if his house. I saw my name on the box. I cant stop crying.

I go to the box and open it. I saw a letter. Why do I feel like I need to read it?

So I read the letter.

this is for park jimin (pft i dont think he's going to read it). jimin! im trying to move on so please dont hate me anymore. i know i am disgusting so.. im going to get out from your life now. please be happy when im gone because you are no longer see someone disgusting like me. thanks for being my friend even tho i am disgusting.

hehe i know you are happy right now because im not here anymore~ well bye!
-jeon jungkook ♡

"Stupid! Why did you left me..?" I hold the paper tightly. I look inside the box there's Jungkook's old phone.

I cry even more. I didn't know Jungkook heard what I said. I didn't know it hurts Jungkook that much.

I take a look further in the box. There are many pictures of me and Jungkook. It hurts me. He left all of this..? Is he trying to forget me?

I cried until my eyes are red. I carry that box to my house. I still cant stop crying.

"Jiminnie!" My mother help me carry the box. I put the box in room.

"Jungkook left me.." I cried even more and then my mother hugged me.

"Jungkook.. I'm sorry. Please don't forget about me.."

-THE END-

[edited]

i hope u guys enjoy this ㅠㅠ i know there are too many grammar mistakes. i'm sorry! english is not my main language. if there's any typos i'm sorry again cuz i'm so lazy to read it again. i try to make this book sad okay.

it based on reality tbh. well bye! (HEY I STILL LOVE JIKOOK OKAY ♡)

• HELLJEON •  

btw book 2 will come out soon since there are many of you request for it and you're welcome ;)