We have to bring back
(sweater weather😭)

Why am I still here? I say.
I'm nothing
Nobody cares about me
why couldn't have I died instead
It's not like anybody cares about me
Not even yo
I say as I sit down and a tear comes down my face
at did she say?ugh
She didn't mean that did she?
Is she ok?
i think in my head and start to cry, I run up to y/n and hug her. I pick her up and start carrying her to the bench.

Talk to me y/n. What happened.
Y/N'S POV

my sister. You have a sister?says Tom, she's gone. I say. Tom comes and hugs me then gives me a speech that makes me go numb
It
Y/n,I just want to say I'm sorry for what you've been through and what I put you through. I know life can get hard but you've got me and bill! We will always be there for you no matter what, so please don't say that nobody's cares about you or that you're not good enough for the world. You are!! You mean so much to me and I wish I could explain it, but I do have one thing that can explain how much I love you, so y/n. Will you marry me? I love you so much and I just want to be by your side forever until death tears us apart.

I'm so shocked I can't even talk

I nod my head and start bawling my eyes out, I go over to Tom and hug him as hard as possible.
Tom that meant so much to me! Thank you so much! I love you and I never want to leave your side!

TOMS POV
after she said that, I started to cry a bit. Is the one and onlyTom kaulitz crying!! Says y/n. Uhm no, I say while crying even more then hugging her. I'm just so happy. me too! Says y/n.
OH SHIT! I say, what? Says y/n as she gets sad, u forgot to give you this! I pull out a front row ticket for our concert tomorrow night. Wanna go? I say. OMG YESSSS! You seem a little bitch more excited for this ticket than that ring.  I say disappointed. OMG TOM SHUT UP I WAS JUST SO SPEECHLESS THAT A GUY LIKE YOU MARRIED A GIRL LIKE ME! A GIRL LIKE YOU IS WONDERFUL!

omg let's just get out of here! It's getting late and my leg hurts. Says y/n. Ok lets go.

I get out of the car and see y/n sleeping, fuck she's so cute. I pick her up and bring her inside the house, I see bill asleep on the couch so I quietly walk upstairs. I place y/n on the bed and go to close the door. did she say yes? Says bill as he's half asleep, yes she did now go to bed.ok, says bill.

I close my door and change y/n into one of my shirts and a pair of her shorts. I change and climb into bed with her then eventually fall asleep.

Y/N'S POV
(⚠️SH⚠️)
I wake up and smell something delicious from the kitchen, I jump in the shower and start washing my hair and body, i was about to shave when i wanted to hurt myself. I picked up my razor and started digging the razor deep into my skin. I started bleeding a lot so I stopped and realized what Tom would think. I quickly washed the blood off then grabbed my towel and hopped out of the shower. I got dressed and got ready for the day.

THE NEXT CHAPTER IS INSANE😜
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