POV You

You really lost track of time, you thought when you saw your mail. And how are you supposed to deal with all this? You asked yourself, looking at the number of new letters in your email.

You stretched out on the couch, feeling pain in your shoulders from the number of messages you saw and replied to. You exhaled sharply when you saw the letter from Yoongi. It had no theme or message. Only the video was attached. You opened the video, and all the blood left your body when you realized that it was a recording from a security camera at Yoongi' Studio.

You stared at the date, realizing that it was from that very night. "Are you fucking kidding me, Yoongi?!" You growled, fighting the urge to smash your laptop against the wall. Apparently, you didn't hurt me enough that you decided to send me this garbage. You were practically choking from the hysterical laughter that was choking you. Come on! Let's put this fat point! You forcefully hit the spacebar to play the video. Your eyes widened by the minute. You ran to the toilet when you felt nauseous, throwing up the coffee you drank before. The cramps did not let go of your body, even after your stomach became completely empty.

This bitch, you growled... you shook your head trying to calm down, but now you wanted to kill this creature. You always noticed that her interest in Yoongi was too manic and obsessive. You guessed that most likely she knew about your relationship with Yoongi, given the hatred with which she looked at you every time. But this... this was beyond your understanding. You clenched your jaw, realizing that the anger that filled every cell of your body returned your strength.

You got up from the floor and headed into the room. You quickly got dressed and grabbed your car keys and headed to the office.

You walked up to the manager's floor and your jaw tensed when you heard Yoongi's loud voice, clearly scolding someone. You clenched your fists when you saw Yoongi screaming at this girl while everyone else looked at them with their mouths open in shock.

"_______" Yoongi breathed out your name when he saw you.

You grabbed the keyboard from a nearby desk as you approached the bitch. You hit this girl in the jaw with all your strength with the keyboard, causing the buttons to fly in different directions. You laughed as she collapsed on the floor spitting out blood, screaming in pain. You kicked her in the stomach as hard as you could. Now you didn't care anymore even if you went to jail for killing this bitch. Two strong arms lifted you into the air before you swung your leg again for another hit, pulling you back as you taunted this bitch.

You chuckled as you turned your gaze to a completely dumbfounded Yoongi, who was staring at you with his mouth open. You've never seen Yoongi in complete shock before.

POV Hoseok

Hoseok was still standing in complete shock from the story he heard from Namjoon. How can this even be true? Hoseok looked over at Yoongi who was shouting at one of their managers. He doesn't condone Yoongi's behavior, but it was just a nightmare. How can someone do this to another person, Hoseok looked with disgust at the girl who drugged Yoongi to have sex with him. Although he couldn't even dare to call it sex.

"This must be some kind of collective nightmare that we can't wake up from," said Jungkook, who was on the verge of tears, in a trembling voice.

Hoseok closed his eyes, covering his face with his hands, unable to cope with the emotions that tore him apart. He felt tears run down his cheeks as the reality of what was happening hit him like an avalanche. He quickly wiped away his tears, not wanting Jungkook to cry when he saw his tears.

"______" he breathed out your name when he saw you walking past the room they were in. Your face was filled with rage, causing a chill to run down his spine. Hoseok walked out of the office, following you. He froze when he saw you smash the keyboard on face that girl before kicking her hard. He ran towards you, pulling you back, not giving you the chance to throw another punch. He turned with you, and saw Jungkook and Jimin, who, like Yoongi, were not able to move looking at you in shock as you continued to laugh. Hoseok quickly walked out with you in his arms, heading as far away from the place as possible.

Hoseok only let you go when he locked the door to his studio. You fell to the floor and his heart broke into a million pieces, watching as laughter and tears mixed into one, leaving you choking. He fell to his knees next to you, squeezing you tightly in his arms, trying to somehow calm you down.

This idiot, Hoseok growled, realizing that most likely Yoongi sent you a video of that night. Your laughter turned into a scream, trying to escape his grip, hitting him again and again.

"Everything is fine!" Hoseok repeated again and again, gritting his teeth, taking every blow from you, in the hope that this would somehow help you cope with the pain and reality. And why something so terrible had to happen to you, he couldn't control the tears that flowed down his cheeks. You clutched his shirt, pressing yourself against his body, sobbing loudly in his arms.

He turned his gaze to the door when he heard a loud knock. "Get out!" he shouted, realizing that most likely it was Yoongi. Now the last thing he wanted was to see the culprit of your condition.

He stood up with you in his arms, sitting you down on the couch, letting you cry in his arms. He looked at the clock, realizing that several hours had passed when you fell asleep in his arms, from the number of tears shed. He carefully stood up, placing you on the couch, covering you with a blanket. Now he needed to find out what the situation was outside his studio.

He left the studio and was surprised when he saw almost all the members in front of his door. He quickly closed the door, preventing anyone from entering. He grabbed Yoongi by the collar and pressed him forcefully against the wall. "How much more pain are you going to cause her?!" Hoseok growled before Namjoon pulled him away from Yoongi.

"I didn't know it would turn out like this" Yoongi slid down the wall

"Seriously, Yoongi? You didn't know it would turn out like this?" Hoseok growled

"That's enough, Hoseok," Jin said, squeezing his shoulder.

Hoseok stared at Jin. "Enough? Can you hear yourself, hyung?" Hoseok laughed looking at each member in turn. "Am I overreacting?" he asked breathlessly. "He sent video to ______ of this slut raping her boyfriend while on drugs, and now I'm the one who's overreacting to it?" he asked, raising his tone and glaring at Jin, pointing at Yoongi.

"Hoseok!" Jin raised his voice.

"You know what... fuck it... do whatever you want! But if any of you try to enter this studio, I will personally kick that person's ass!" growled Hoseok pointing to the door of his studio. Hoseok turned around sharply, pushing away Namjoon, who was still holding him, heading towards the room with the manager to find out the situation and the consequences of everything that happened.

POV Yoongi

"Fuck," Jin growled, punching the wall.

Yoongi turned his gaze to the members, taking a deep breath. Hoseok was right, he was a complete idiot when he sent you that video. He had never seen so much aggression in you in his life as he did today. And the reason you attacked the girl was him.

"You all better go home," Yoongi said, getting up from the floor. "Hoseok wasn't joking. He's too angry right now and can't control his emotions. I don't want me to be the reason that Hoseok will fight with any of you," Yoongi shook his head. "I've done too much crap these past few weeks."

"How can we return home when everything is completely fucked up here!" Namjoon said. "First, your quarrel with ____. Then this truth was revealed, why this happened to you. Now ____ will have problems because of this bitch because she had the courage to turn all our thoughts into actions. Fuck..." Namjoon ran his hand over his face in complete despair.

"Everything will be okay, Namjoon!" Yoongi squeezed Namjoon's shoulder. "This bitch will keep her mouth shut unless she wants to go to jail for rape and drugs!"

"But Yoongi..." Jin looked at Yoongi with concern.

"Don't..." Yoongi shook his head. "If it weren't for me, all this crap wouldn't have happened at all! Hoseok is one hundred percent right, from the very beginning to this moment I was the cause of everything! And instead of ending everything, I just kept making things worse until it became a fucking disaster!" Yoongi exhaled loudly as a few tears rolled down his cheek and he closed his eyes, realizing he was on the verge of tears when Jimin hugged him.

After he sent everyone home, he headed to his car and took a bottle of whiskey and returned to the Hoseok studio. He was surprised at how deserted the floor had become, despite the fact that just a couple of hours ago there was complete chaos going on here. He wasn't even surprised when he saw Hoseok sitting on the floor in the hallway near the door of his studio.

"No matter how much you hate me, I fully deserve it," he said, moving closer to Hoseok. He sat down next to Hoseok, placing two glasses and a bottle of whiskey between them. "If you want to hit me, I won't even resist," Yoongi said meeting Hoseok's gaze. This was the first time they had quarreled so much. All this time, Hoseok didn't even look in Yoongi's direction, as if he didn't exist. "Hoseok... Do you love her?" Yoongi asked, closing his eyes and resting his head against the wall. Although he already knew the answer to this question...

"If yes, then will you give ____ to me, and if not, will you seek her forgiveness so that you can be together again?" Hoseok practically spat out those words. Yoongi didn't even know why he asked this question. "God, what a bastard you are, hyung."

"I know," Yoongi breathed. He opened the bottle and poured them some whiskey. "You know the funny thing..." Yoongi said, grinning. "You're the only person I want to ask, what should I do next?" Yoongi grinned, taking a large sip of whiskey.

"The whole year! You've been dating ______ for a whole year!!!" Hoseok practically growled. "But you crossed everything out because of five seconds of jealousy." Hoseok shook his head, emptying his glass in one gulp. "Why? Tell me why?!" Hoseok raised his voice. "You didn't believe ____'s feelings? Didn't you believe in our friendship?" Hoseok stared at Yoongi. "What was in your head that made you do what you did that night?! And now I'm not talking about what happened in your studio..."

"I don't know, Hoseok." Yoongi covered his face with his hands as his eyes filled with tears again. "I really do not know. I was scared and I was so angry. I saw how much you like _____. How carefully do you treat her... Noticing every little thing and the slightest changes in her mood, which I didn't even pay attention to. I really became scared that if you offered her something that I couldn't offer, she would definitely choose you. I saw how angry she was with my behavior that evening. And when she took your hand and agreed to go on a date with you... Everything inside me broke, breaking into small fragments. I thought that she might really cross the line with you if you continue so openly to show her your feelings. It's not even that I didn't believe in her feelings, the point is that I didn't consider myself worthy of these feelings... Although I completely and completely proved that I really am not worthy of ______"

"Not even think that everything become back..."

"I don't..."