When You Accept Your Feelings

Eduardo stared down at Jon's case files, glaring at the red markings over it.
Jon was declared dead a few days ago.
There was no body, so there was no case.
Three months had gone by so quickly, but it felt so slow and bothersome.
This was his own fault.
He was the reason for this and he was drinking to keep it away.
He missed the sweet happy go lucky guy that bought him art supplies as a gift.
The one who did so much for him and was so kind no matter what Eduardo did to him.


'Why didn't you say thankyou?'


In truth, Eduardo loved Jon.


'Why couldn't you tell him?'


He couldn't deal with it then. He couldn't handle it. His growing affection manifested into anger, because he couldn't-
No, it wasn't that he couldn't. He wouldn't deal with it.


Now he would.
His father couldn't hurt him.
Anyone who wanted to fight him over it would be knocked into next week.
He would see Jon again.
Even if he had to drive himself crazy to find him, and Eduardo was going to make sure that Jon was safe from then on.
He'd never lose him again.


Ok. Yes, I know this is short, BUT
Entity needs your attentions.


OxO
....
Originally in my story, I skipped ahead to Jon escaping after this. However, I had in mind that he was there for almost a year after he was accepted into the Red army. So he was involved in alot of missions, and met alot of people,
Like Bing and Larry....
BECAUSE I AM THE WRITER OF THIS STORY AND IF I WANT MY STORIES TO BE CONNECTED I CANNNNNNNN.
.... 😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😣😣😣
So....
My questions is lovely friends, do you want backround on what Jon experienced during his stay at the Red Army and Eduardo just has weird dreams (insert Lenny face here) of a certain someone.
Orrrrrrr do you want lover boy Eddie to meet his boy unexpectedly and see what happens? 😉😆
Tell me. I must knowwwwwww.


*collapses on floor*
I need to sleep.

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