After that incident.
The next day I had a red carpet for my brand new movie, jumanji.
I...wanted to leave

My eyes were puffy but i had my makeup artist, barack, calm and cover them up.

I slipped on my brand new black leather boots and black turtleneck along with my brown pants.

I looked like how society wanted me to, but I didnt look like how I wanted to..

Here is a picture from the carpet event.

I tilted my head back because if I didnt i wouldnt burst into tears. I felt like I was fighting everything to hold them in. My throat felt tingly, my fingers felt warm and white. My egg head felt soft. I didnt know what to do. I feel like how I did yesterday. But i held it in.

I saw so many celebrities they looked so happy..they looked like themselves...

I saw Kanye and Kim.. Kim was wearing her Donda cosplay outfit and Kayne was with Jeffery, I thought it was weird how I saw them both..

The paparazzi kept harassing me. I didn't know there was paparazzi yesterday at Lowes....

Everything turned out fine, I went home layes on my comfy bed next to my dog the size of my palm..

"Humphrey youll never judge me right.."

He ran off