Warning this chapter will contain mentions of blood and possible gore

"It's gonna be ok"

~time skip~

I sat in my room sitting on my bed my eyes feeling puffy and sore.
It had only been a few days since the election I hadn't been able to sleep, eat anything, or leave my room. Every so often someone would come into my room to bring me food and check on me since I wouldn't leave my room but I refused every single time.
The most I was able to sleep was only a couple hours total.
Every time I would close my eyes I would see schlatt and get these awful visions of Wilbur and tommy which usually ended with them lying on the ground covered in blood well schlatt stood behind them.

I heard a slight gentle knock on my door before George walked in.

He was always the one who visited me since dream was often busy and I didn't want to see sapnap again since he started working as one of schlatts minions and soon grew a hatred for me and I haven't seen him since.

"How are you doing"

I didn't say anything In fact no matter how many times he would check on me I hadn't said a word.

"Well if your not gonna talk then I will. Listen we haven't found Wilbur or tommy yet and as you know sapnap has joined schlatt."

He sighed as he saw me resting on my side and he began to walk over.
As he came over his eyes caught sight of the tray of food he had brought me which sat there untouched.
He sat on the bed next to me my body still remained turned away from him.

"You need to eat something princess no matter how much you don't want to I don't want to see you starve to death."

I remained still on my side and he sat up from the bed.

"I have to go now but please eat something"

And with that he walked out of my room closing the door slightly not enough to hear the click.

I still didn't budge but my eyes were beginning to feel heavy.
It was mid day and I tried to fight with the tiredness of my body but it was a battle I couldn't win.
I hadn't slept for 3 days straight only taking small naps and my body needed sleep.
I let my eyes close and the dreams immediately took over.

Dream~

I sat on the ground my mind replaying the scenes on repeat.
The way they looked me in the eyes before the guards took them away.

George was trying to hold back his tears well still doing his best to comfort me.
We grew up together and now the love of my life has been taken away from me and there's nothing I can do.

Months passed and I still haven't seen y/n.

A few years passed by in a flash I was now 21 and I still haven't see them since.

At this point I had given up and the thought of her was close to gone.

I tried to make other friends and meet new people but it just didn't feel right.
I still kept George and sapnap close and we grew up together in the village our bond couldn't be closer.

Over time we decided to create our own land and we trained together almost everyday I became a well known fighter who would compete in battles and competitions in other servers never losing not once.
George and sapnap were both strong but I was stronger ever since I lost y/n I fought more and pushed myself to the limit to ensure I would never let that happen again.  And that was a promise.

Eventually our land grew and we called it the dream smp.
We even had friends move to our land and live there.
All was going well until they decided to create there own territory on my land which they called l'manburg.
I didn't know why but it just bothered me to the point where I couldn't take it anymore.
I let them live in my land I trusted them and they just turned around and built there own turning it into some kind of drug factory. 

Ever since that day we became enemy's and were always fighting.
George and sapnap stayed on my side and we did everything we could to get them to break down their walls but they wouldn't move which caused more wars and battles.

Y/n POV still happening in the dream.

Ever since the day I was first brought here my life has been a living hell.
Schlatt would always try to get me to be with him and force me to do chores and such around the palace.
His father thought there was something wrong with me so he had someone teach me to be proper.
She would basically train me how to be proper like how to eat use manners and fix my attitude problem.
It was awful.
They made me wear ugly poofy dresses/tight restricting outfits and I wasn't aloud to leave the palace.

I missed my friends a lot and schlatt soon found out which caused him to grow angry over my feeling for them.
It got to the point where he was so angry that I wasn't being "fixed" until one day.

He barged into my room and grabbed me by the arm.
His tight grasp caused my arm to fell fuzzy and mess with my blood flow.
I winced in pain as his hold became tighter as he brought me down a staircase.
As we reached the bottom he pulled my into a room and sat me down in a chair he locked the door behind me and made his way over to a work bench with different shaped bottles and tubes.

"I'm just gonna have to fix you myself"

He mixed together different potions and coloured liquids well adding different ingredients to the mixture.
When he was finished he walked over to me holding the bottle of dark purple liquid in his hand.

"Drink"

I refused keeping my mouth shut and turning away.

"Fine guess where doing this the hard way"

He pulled out a pocket knife and sliced the side of my arm with it
I screamed in pain as the dark red blood started forming out of the cut.
He took this to his advantage and dumped the liquid into my mouth.
The liquid moved down my throat and my mind became foggy.

"What did you do"

He just stood there laughing after realizing his plan had worked.

"I just erased all of your memories sweetheart"

Time skip.

It had been about a month since I was given the potion and every night I would try to remember something but couldn't.
Over time I gave up on fighting back feeling helpless and eventually gave into the teachings.
My hatred for schlatt only grew and I came up with a plan of escape.
I put on a show and actually tried to learn how to be more proper making it seem like I was improving.

After they gained my trust I would then make a run for it.

~time skip~

I finally earned enough trust to the point were I could roam around the castle freely.
I had studied the rooms and halls creating a map in my mind of possible exits.
Soon the day I had been waiting for came.
I made my way to the exit and when I got close enough I started running.
I changed into better cloths knowing I couldn't run very far in the outfits they provided and made due with what I had when the opportunity came I immediately ran out of the castle. Ive never ran faster in my life and taking long fast strides my shoes hitting against the cobblestone path.
Well I was running I was celebrating on the inside knowing I had finally escaped this awful place.
But my celebrating came to a stop.
Not to far ahead of me was none other then schlatt
He stood there smiling his arms crossed in front of him.
I stopped running frozen in place as I tried to catch my breath.

"Ah right on cue"

"What do you mean on cue"

"Well you see there's one thing you didn't know about me I can do magic.
And with this magic I was able to read your mind.
Every single time I would see you i just simply read your mind and I was able to figure out your plans.
I knew you would be here so I decided to beat you to it"

My stomach turned and I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

Before I could say anything else he simply snapped his fingers and everything went dark.

I was in a pitch black room with schlatt standing in front of me.

"You know y/n ever since I first saw you I thought you were my one true love. But since then I've started to realize well maybe I was wrong"

He stepped towards me and I stumbled back hitting the floor.
I started backing up as he pulled out a large diamond sword out of thin air.

"You know your just an annoying worthless human.
I mean you really thought you could escape from me."

He chuckled well still stepping towards me.

"You thought wrong"

He jolted forward slashing his sword towards me.
He managed to cut my stomach and proceeded to swing it towards my weak figure.
I tried to stand up but that only made myself more open.
He moved his sword with ease creating more cuts and gashes and all I could do was stand there and take it.
I had no weapon no strength my body grew weaker the more blood I lost.
I clutched my stomach in pain screaming as he caused more large cuts on my arm.
He reached down and pulled me up by my shirt collar and swiftly turned me around putting his arm around my stomach well the other moved his sword to my neck.

My body felt numb and more blood proceeded to gush out of my cuts.
I struggled trying to break free kicking at him but failing miserably.

"You don't know when to give up do you"

Y/n POV

I jolted upright my hand clutching my chest sweat dripping down my forehead staining my shirt and cloths in the process
Unwanted tears streamed down my face and my breathing started speeding up.
I saw someone rush into the room running to my side but I couldn't tell who.

"Hey hey talk to me"

The figure started snapping in my face but the snapping noise was faint and there hand was blurry.
My glazed tears eyes made the room around me look like nothing more then a blur and my breathing began to quicken letting out short fast breaths.
I didn't care who the person was I just threw myself on to them into a tight hug.

Soon after I managed to get my breathing back to normal and the tears eventually stopped leaving nothing but remains of salty tears in the corner of my eyes threatening to spill again.

I focussed my eyes to see a bright green hoodie dream?

I released my grasp on the boy pulling away to see his mask.

"Can you tell me what happened"

I shook my head to side.

"Ok just get dressed and come downstairs when your ready ok"

I nodded and he walked out of the room to give me some privacy.

It took me a minute before actually getting out of bed and I looked at my mirror to see my reflection.
I was a mess.

My hair looked like a birds nest full of tangles well still looking greasy from sweat.
My eyes looked puffy and red still sore from crying so much and my cloths smelt awful.
I stepped in the shower and put on some fresh cloths after which was a pair of jeans and a black top.
I did my best to brush out my tangled hair and put it up (or whatever hairstyle) I looked back in the mirror looking a lot better then before and made my way downstairs.

George was the first to notice me and ran over pulling me into a tight warm hug.

"I heard what happened did you have a nightmare again?"

I nodded into his chest with my arms wrapped around him.

He released me from the hug and I noticed dream standing behind him.
I looked around to see that sapnap was gone like always but I didn't care.
Dream handed me a plate of various food

"George told me you haven't been eating so your gonna sit down and eat at least 5 bites ok"

I nodded and took the plate with me to the table where George an dream joined me.

"So do you think your ready to talk yet"

I took a small bite out of the piece of toast before nodding slightly.

"I- I- I had this dream w-where I was in this castle and schlatt was there... I don't recognize the place but it seemed like I've definitely seen it before.
He b-brought me into this room and gave me some kind of potion and forced me to drink it.
Then I made a run for it and the next thing I knew I was in a dark space with schlatt.
He pulled out a sword and well.....

I had to stop for a minute to relax a bit and wipe away a tear

"I don't know why but even though I was dreaming it seemed so real as if it has happened before. And I could almost feel the same pain from when I was being hurt kind of like the other dreams I've ha-"

I looked don't to my plate realizing I haven't told them about my other dreams and stopped myself.

"Others?"

"Well this isn't exactly the first time I've had dreams like that I've only really told you about the first one I had and well this one"

I looked up to see George looking back at dream who was in shock.

"The other dreams weren't as bad and most of the people in my dreams have there faces blurred out for some reason like for example I had this dream there were a group of boys fighting each other over me and one of them had pig ears another one I was being held back by guards and then the next thing I knew I was passed out and being carried away on a horse, crazy right"

I tried to laugh but I soon stopped myself to see dreams reaction.

"Oh my god it really is you..."