now in this chapter there might be self harm, im not sure, it is serious do not hurt yourself cuz you matter. anyways lets get to this :D

Ochako leaves the car as she reaches her house, all she wanted to do was cry herself to sleep from all that she had gone through the entire day, after from what she had heard what happened to her husband, she wanted to sleep hoping to never wake up.

She enters the house and hangs her coat on the coat hanger, she goes upstairs walking to their bedroom, she walks to the entrance of the bedroom with the door closed, she sighs as she opens the door and walks in, she looks all over the room, thinking about all the moments she had with her husband in it.

           (to be specific this is where the furniture was placed, you can decide the design)

She sits on her side of the bed; she looks on her counter desk and sees a photo frame, it was a photo of them on their wedding, she picks up the photo frame looking at it, thinking about the moments where they used to be happy. She curls herself as she lies on the bed while still holding the photo frame, with her chin resting her knees, and looking on the wall to her side. She starts to cry heavily on the bed, thinking the worst that would happen if Deku were to die in his coma.

"Why Deku, why did this is had to happen?" She talks to herself as she releases herself from her curling. She again looks at the photo, making her cry harder. A few hours later of her crying, she loses her energy as her eyelids start to drop, making her sleepy, until everything went black.

She wakes up early despite how many hours she has slept, she sits on the edge of the bed and looks down on her belly, which was already growing, she smiles as she rubs her belly "Looks like you're already growing, don't worry your dad's going to be back in no time." She stands up and walks to the kitchen to make her breakfast. She enters the kitchen and walks to the fridge and decides to make bacons and scrambled eggs as her breakfast. As she is frying her bacon, she thinks about what she will be doing throughout the day, she already made plans to visit her, but she wasn't sure if she wanted to go to work that day.

She finishes making her breakfast and goes to the backyard which has a great view of the sunrise, she places her plate on the table and sits the chair next to it. She eats her food as she looks at her phone to see the latest news that she has missed, it mostly composed of sales and deals, and maybe even hero work.

She finishes her food, she then stares at the sunrise, she thinks about her moments with her husband which is in the hospital, she knew she was happy as long she was with him, but now that he wasn't with her, she sheds a tear from the thinking of it, she doesn't know and places her hand on her cheek and feels the tear. She takes her plate and walks back inside the house to clean up.

After all her working she decides to not go to work and clean up the house, and shortly go to the hospital to visit Deku. With her being finished washing the dishes, she takes the cleaning supplies from one of the cupboards and makes the entire house cleaner than Best Jeanist was able to make his hair neat. 

Even though she cleaned most of the house, she forgot to clean their bedroom, she sighs as she walks to their room with the cleaning supplies and walks in, she starts by replacing the bedsheets, she starts pulling the bedsheets from her side first, after that, she goes to her husband's side, as she pulls the bedsheets, she notices something on his counter table, she notices that his wedding ring was on top, she picks it up and smiles. During their hero career and shortly after their marriage they decided to take off their wedding ring before going to work for safety, as a way of not letting the public know about their marriage and not giving more ideas for villains to use as a way to threaten them.

She puts the ring back on the countertop and continues cleaning the room, shortly after the cleanup, she drives to the hospital and arrives, she takes all her necessities and enters the building and checks in and walks to the hospital room, she sees her husband in his bed. She takes the seat beside his bed and holds his hand, she starts to rub it as she starts to speak to him hoping that maybe, just maybe he would hear.

"You know, I miss you right?" Ochako caresses his scarred hands, it felt cold.

"In case you didn't know, you're a father, yay." She chuckles hoping that maybe he would make the slightest movement, just to let her know that he's going to wake up.

He didn't make one slight movement...

She starts to cry feeling bad for her husband, she wanted to spend more time with him, she wanted him to wake up and be safe, she was scared for him.

"Please Deku, please wake up, I need you here." She cries while bending her head and holding his one hand with both of her hands.

An hour passes and Ochako calms down, she stays in the hospital by Deku's side for any slight movements or signs of him waking up. four hours pass by, and the sun starts to set, she looks at the time on her watch and notices that it is almost the end of visiting hours in the hospital, she picks up her bag and walks to the door, she stops by the middle of the door frame and looks at Deku who is in his hospital bed.

"Goodnight Deku." Ochako says as she leaves the room and leaves the hospital and walks to her car, she goes inside and sets her bag, before she starts the vehicle, she looks up to the sky, it looked beautiful. Ochako stops her gaze and starts her cry to drive back home, she passes by a few of her friends' houses until she reaches her house, she parks the car in the driveway and exits the car, she walks to the door and takes the house keys from her bag, she hesitantly puts the key into the keyhole.

She opens the door, only to be surprised by her friends in UA.

"CONGRATULATIONS!" All of the girls scream except of Ochako, she flinches from the surprise of shock by her friends (what I meant by the 'friends', I meant that its all-girls and that includes Hagakure).

"Guys, what are you doing here?" Ochako nervously chuckles not trying to be rude.

"To congratulate you for your pregnancy, of course!" Mina says excited for what they are about to do. 

"And you didn't seem like you were doing great, so we decided to cheer you up by taking you out to dinner." Momo finished what they were about to say.

"And I did say that we would be taking care of you in the hospital." Tsu says with a hand on her chin.

"But guys, you didn't have to do this." Ochako nervously says as she still stands from where she was when she entered the house. 

"Nope, we're not going to give you a chance for you to mope around, so we're taking you out right now." Tsu explains leaving her friend no choice but to go with them, after all, she was looking out for her friend.

"Okay, I guess I'll go with you." Ochako hesitantly answers making the girls finally satisfied with her answer and tell her to get ready before they leave.

Ochako goes upstairs to have a shower leaving the girls all by themselves, they all go to the living room and each of them sit on the couch.

"So, how well do you think Ochako is doing?" Momo asks Tsu concerned for her friend, she knows that obviously she's not doing so well, but she wants to know how Ochako is taking the news of her husband.

"To be honest, I'm not sure how well she is taking this, but I'm sure that she is faking her smile, and I hope you all know that." Tsu explains.

"But also, when is she planning to tell Midoriya about her being pregnant? I mean, I know it will obviously after Midoriya will wake up from his coma, but still, she eventually has tell him." Mina asks curious about when she is planning to tell him.

"We don't know, but that will most likely be up to her on when she will decide to tell him." Tsu answers unsure of what her answer will be, but she hopes that she will eventually tell him about the state she is currently in.

"But we all know that she has to-" Hagakure is cut off by the sound of footsteps that is coming from the staircase to upstairs.

"Hey guys, I'm ready" Ochako says while coming downstairs wearing a dark, navy blue, sundress.

"Well, I guess that means that we should leave to the restaurant, and by the way Ochako you look beautiful." Momo compliments Ochako while standing up from the couch to leave the house, the girls nod and also follows Momo's complimenting to the brunette.

All the girls leave the house after Ochako takes her keys and handbag, they leave by taking Momo's car, they drive past town as they reach a piece of land, there was an expensive restaurant that happened to be Japanese themed.

They all exit the car shortly after Momo parks the car, she leads the girl as she sees the receptionist and tells them that they have a reservation. Most of the girls have already been to the restaurant with their spouses, including Ochako.

The waiter leads the girls to their table and gives them time before taking their orders, while the girls are deciding what to eat, they would talk about their current lives that are happening, throughout the entire conversation, Ochako is the most silent out of the group due to stress. The waiter takes their orders, and the food comes shortly after that, the girls talk enjoying their time together.

Ochako excuses herself from the group saying she was going to the bathroom, when actually she was going to the cherry blossoms were, she enters the garden as she looks while there is a cherry blossom tree was in front of her with a streamlining in front of it, she walks on the pathway towards the bridge that is above the stream, she walks on the bridge and stands in front  of the wooden railing looking at the stream while watching the koi fish swim through the current. She cups her hand while feeling the soft wind in her hair, and a cherry blossom lands on her cupped hands, she smiles at the thought of how beautiful.

"This is the very place where you proposed to me." Ochako chuckles to herself as she places the cherry blossom on her ear. She stops as she hears footsteps that are leading towards her, it was Tsu.

"Ochako, where have you been?" Tsu asks while crossing her arms.

"Oh I just wanted to get some air." Ochako chuckles as she walks back as she starts walking to Tsu.

They both walk back together to the dining room in the restaurant, Mina stands up and walks to Ochako asking how well she is doing, Ochako nods as a way to not worry her friends when actually she is nowhere close to being okay.

After a few talking with the girls they decide to leave the restaurant and drop Ochako back to her house.

They drop Ochako off at her house and she walks to the door, she takes her keys to the house and opens the door, the atmosphere in the house was cold especially when Deku wasn't around, for some reason she didn't feel comfortable in her own home. 

She walks upstairs to go to bed; she enters the room to the bedroom and changes into her pajamas, she lays herself on the bed, she stares at the ceiling and says to herself.

"Everything's going to be okay, right?" Ochako says while her eyes start to slowly drop causing her to sleep.

3 WEEKS LATER

She's not alright.

Now she is watching TV all day, and has not been going to work, the hero commission understood why but requested her to come back to work soon. 

That didn't really apply to Ochako, she was stressed, she has been eating, but only for her child that is growing, she hasn't been getting any sleep, and always had bags in her eyes, her friends would sometimes check on her, but Ochako would always put makeup to hide the bags under her eyes, and the girls would fall for her lies.

Here she is, on the couch, staring at the screen of the TV, with all the curtains closed showing barely any light, the place would still be clean, but this was becoming a bad habit.

She looks at the screen as the news was playing, it was talking about Deku's sudden disappearance, the public hasn't been told about Deku being in a coma so the hospital wouldn't be flooded with the media, but since the public didn't know, they started to make up rumors about it, some would be completely absurd, but some would be reasonable and similar, but they would never find out what actually happened with their symbol of peace.

Ochako would go to the hospital daily for any progress with her husband, the doctors said that there wasn't any current progress, some even suggested to pull the plug, but obviously Ochako would never do that because she thinks Deku will wake from his coma.

She sighs as she sits up on the couch, she didn't really want to cry at the moment, her eyes were already swollen from crying so much that she didn't want to cry more.

She decides to sleep on the couch as she is too tired to walk to her own bed, who knows it might even help her get more sleep than she usually does.

She sleeps with the TV on as a little bit of white noise and accidental, at this point she had no energy at all to even move out of her spot, she closed her eyes thinking and hoping that her husband would wake up.

MEANWHILE

"Wait, what's happening?"

END OF CHAPTER

I guess there wasn't any self-harm, still doesn't mean that you should do that, you matter.

these things can happen, and I've experienced something similar for me to understand. 

P.S:

sorry for not posting the chapter early, I've been having a few family issues, and a few other events.

ANYWAYS, God bless ya'll, have a good day.