Dear Diary,

Hello again. Today was pretty normal. Niall came over to Calum and I's shared apartment. Everything was okay until we started to watch a movie and Niall and Calum started to make out.

I left the room and I went to my room. Im really sorry about what I did in there. I regret it after every single time I do it. I cut. I now have twenty six lines on my wrist and thirty nine on my thighs.

Lets just add those to the already long list of things I hate about myself.

Calum tried to come in here earlier but I locked him out because I already know he doesn't really care about me.

I'm slowly getting worse and worse. Every time I see Calum and Niall together I want to kill myself. Every time I look in the mirror I want to kill myself. Let ts just face it...I just want to leave earth 24/7.

Luke is outside my door right now trying to get me to eat somethin for dinner. I guess Calum told him I haven't eaten in three days.

I guess im going to go for now. Talk to you tomorrow...if im still here.

-The unwanted boy.

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